Truth Or Dare
6. Who is The Joker?

This morning I thought I was waiting for Renan at the school gate. He had prepared himself to re-launch the action. Achy would have felt because he had been standing since the morning. His school bag was still on his back. He purposely did this so that he would not miss Renan's arrival.

Kira pulled back the corner of her lips as she felt her smile begin to shrink. Even though the teeth feel dry but the smile must be maintained. Rahma and Bawa are in charge of giving a code that renan will enter the school gate. Several times thought had glared at his classmates who had teased him.

" If your target turns out to be a super cute person then you should always give your sweetest smile to doi."

I would love to think of reading that in an article. Why every article that I think read always requires him to do good to renan, does not the article maker understand that renan always makes him upset. Even when he told Rahma and was read they laughed mocking kira, because what ever thought was rejected raw in fact he had to do now.

" Said did not want to give a smile to just anyone including sak renan but in fact now Lo lasain too."

Such was the ridicule of his two friends. But inevitably I have to do it. Kira saw that bai had given the code through her thumbs up. He also began to prepare, thought throttling slowly so that his voice did not sound hoarse. His smile that a moment ago faded back he forced it to expand to look sweeter even though the teeth already felt very dry.

When Renan entered the gate, Kira was looking at him hoping that Renan would look back at him while smiling very sweetly. But what happened was that Renan just passed through Kira as if he did not see anything. Keep walking cute with both hands he put in his pants pocket. Kira did not give up, he hurriedly followed Renan to walk next to the guy.

" Morning sis, today is very bright yes, as bright as the face of my sister especially if you want to return a smile I must be more handsome."

Renan did not respond. He even further accelerated the pace of his path making Kira again left behind. Kira was already so furious with his usual indifference that he clenched both of his hands in front of his own face. Kira returned to clucking and ran after renan, this time not only equaling the steps of the man but think ventured to block the stride renan. But the guy still did not want to stop which eventually forced kira to walk backwards so as not to be hit by renan.

" Sister, have you had breakfast? Sure it's dong yes, but I don't want to return my smile anyway?" Kira said still with her smile.

Renan remained unshakable, he continued walking as if there was no barrier in front of him. Renan further widened his steps making kira also overwhelmed to walk backwards quickly.

" Sister, let's increase the spirit of learning, inget smile I yes," said Kira again.

My breath began to sting. Tired of continuing to walk backwards. His smile was not perfect but Renan did not react.

" sister.sto.p...Sis..capek," thought he almost lost his voice due to his irregular breathing.  Until finally Renan stopped walking and looked at Kira.

Although his breathing has not been regular but I think forced himself to look at Renan with a smile. Finally renan stopped too, maybe there is a sense of not having the heart to also see kira who seems to have exhausted. As long as the cuteness of renan, surely the guy also still has pity for the weak women. And hope this time renan at least want to return a smile kira. That's the current estimate of Kirania.

" A cheap smile aimed at everyone. Don't expect me to smile back at that Lo. If I want to get my attention, I don't read it!"

But everything is wrong, Renan is still a devoid of heart and always expresses what he has in mind without thinking about the feelings of others. And maybe it always will be.

" Oh!"

In order to avoid renan who will pass it, think a little away but what happened he even tripped a pot until thought fell with a sitting position.

" Basic guy somppt."

His mouth was smothered by someone and then he felt that his hand was pulled to stand.

" Aren't you papa ra?"

Kira rounded her eyes and immediately brushed off Roni's hand that was still holding her arm. In my heart kira cursed. Why now the business is increasing, not only with sister renan but with Roni the geeky guy one school.

" I want to say thanks to you because yesterday you praised me handsome," said Roni embarrassedly. This is the first time he's ever spoken to a girl. Because all the girls at school tend to stay away from him.

Kira smiled disinterestedly towards Roni. " It's the same Ron, but I have bread for Lo, not breakfast, right?" Kira puts the bread into Roni's mouth to the brim and cannot speak.

" Eaten until finished do not design if necessary the same plastic all. Bye Roni," thought darted away leaving Roni before the guy spoke a strangely.

In a mouthful of bread that still tried to chew Roni slowly, he took the time to wave his hand to kira.

***

The laughter of Rahma and Bawa still continues to fill the quiet classroom. While Kira could only frown hearing them continue to laugh incessantly.

" No dapet brother Renan Roni was Ra, just brush, like he likes the same lo especially after Lo Call handsome," said Rahma.

" Have dong laugh, Lo both are not my friends yes," annoyed kira.

" Okay.ok" he took a breath and exhaled slowly to ease his laughter. " Now what else do you want to try, cake for brother Renan already Lo kasih to the Roni continues now how?"

" How about if Lo temenin kak renan studied in the library, who knows in that way can help a little with the way Lo in the future" chirped read.

Kira straightened her back. " I'm inget!"

" The second way is to give Lo attention to the doi, make him impressed by the small attention that Lo gives."

The way it is read mentioned is the same as the way you think read in the article. Maybe he should try this second way. Although in his heart he was very tired of trying various ways but the result was always the same: failure. But to produce something good requires many times the experiment, right?

***

Armed with the information from the detective read on, guess finally managed to find renan in the library. With a sagging step with half his face thought to cover with a book so as not to be immediately expelled renan, thought sitting next to the guy slowly. Behind the book I think glanced at Renan who still looked serious with what was in front of him. Slowly she shifted her body to get closer to Renan.

Kira turned her head and lowered the book that covered her face until her eyes were seen. " Sir renan afternoon," he said slowly but still able to be heard by renan.

Renan looked up and then glared. " Lo," he said a little loudly and emphatically.

Kira puts her index finger in front of her lips. " Don't make a noise, you'll be kicked out with the library staff."

Renan looked back at the book in front of him. " What's Lo here?"

" Want to nemenin brother learn to be more enthusiastic."

" Noisy. Go Lo!"

It is undeniable that I still feel annoyed by the treatment renan this morning, but I think it can only show his frustration behind the book. He does not want to make renan further for him to reach if you think openly show his dislike or regret for the attitude of renan so cool and cold. After feeling his emotions that had been provoked by the words renan was slightly decreased, I guess back to look at the guy.

" So serious about learning, what's learning?" Kira slightly moved her head to look at the book she was reading.

" It can't be Lo!"

Kira pulled back her head still with her smile. " Can I, but I can't get to know you?"

Although renan speech resulted in his smile fading but guess still challenged to continue disturbing renan. Unlike the plan that actually already feel very upset with the behavior that continues to disturb him all day. Renan could not take it anymore. He closed the book hard and stared hard at Kira.

" Do you have any other activities other than ruining my life?"

Kira shook her head twice. " Nothing is now."

Renan clicked and then reopened the book. It felt like he was leaving the library soon but, because there were some things he had not recorded and it was very important, it finally made renan try to stay near Kira for a while longer. The time to record feels longer even more so there is just what I think to do to disturb renan. Either think to read the writing aloud enough, or follow the look of the book that is read to block his view. And until the peak, I think of forcefully pulling the book that is being used renan to write various notes when the guy is opening the package book sheet.

" Why do you want to write my book?"

Renan was about to try to seize but a reprimand from the library officer who happened to be passing by made the man finally shut up. I don't know how many times I think I heard from the mouth renan but in fact I think only respond with a whimper of innocence.

Renan could only glance at his book that was being scrawled by Kira.

" Sister, maybe I'm just looking at my brother for a black dot that means nothing but from now on that black dot will be a scribble of pen that will color my brother's life," kira shifted the notebook back after she wrote down her long name.

" For every word begins with a black dot. Wanna try?" Kira stretched her hand out in front of Renan. " We can start with an introduction."

Renan brushed off his hands slowly and then finished all his books. " You've disrupted my life and I won't let that person disturb the peace of my life. So, just be prepared if your life will also not be calm."

Kira stiffened in place. His head shrunk a little. It seemed that Renan was not messing with his words this time. Moreover, his gaze was extremely terrifying to Kira. Is it true that after this life will not be calm?

Renan got up and left the library. Kira closed her eyes trying to catch her breath so that she felt calmer. He also suggested himself not to take too much of renan's words just now. And not to be frightened by renan's threat.

" But arrogant guy. He thinks he's who uses me all. Actually he's a real guy is not usually just snacking," thought bergidig. " Amit-amit if I like him. I'm sure, a school girl will feel the same as her if she already knows her true nature. Win looks doang but his heart and feelings are dead," nagged as long as he walked to turn out of the library.

Kira was about to spill all her frustration back out, but someone who had just passed by her was at a loss for words. He stopped his path because of his beating heart. His fear reappeared. Is it possible that renan heard all the swear of kira and really after this life kira really will not calm down?