
Back to Hiro's residence. After that day. I'm getting confused. Memories that often occur. Also about my feelings for Rico.
what am I supposed to do?
am I this sad?
I heard footsteps. Hiro gets ready for the office. A quick look at me then continued the chat on his phone.
" have you had breakfast?"
" haven't. Hiro..."
"yes?"
"about the thing the other day..do you have time to talk?"
"certain"
"now?"
"yes"
We both walked towards the middle house. Sit down with a little relaxation.
"what do you want to talk about?"
"that..what caused our quarrel?"
Hiro took a deep breath then looked towards me.
"all my fault" he said softly
"what?"
"i don't understand you"
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FLASHBACKS
A tiring night. The reception this afternoon had completely consumed all of his energy.
"come first. I'll see grandfather" said Hiro while taking off the white coat he wore
"alright, remember not to get late"
"are you worried? or can't wait for our first night" teased Hiro
"do not just any Hiro. you will know how grandfather.if you are busy chatting what the ending will be like"
"yes yes, I'll be right back"
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I still can't believe it. I married a man I've known since I was a kid. He even accompanied my first heartbreak. It broke my heart because of Rico. He left me for college abroad. Cheated on another woman there. It was naive when I even expected him to come back.
"marry me. at least try it. If you are not happy, you can leave at any time" said Hiro
"can it be like that?" just plain
"don't you want to get back your heartache?"
"that's right"
"at least your next man is a man who is competent enough to defeat the Rico"
"and you? very graduated"
"i also know you very well, it's impossible to use you"
"right. well we're just getting married"
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Esta's phone rings. He rushed out of the bathroom and picked it up.
"Esta" voice across there
this sound...
Rico's? what he wants
"forgive me. I'm afraid, give me a chance" he asked
"no. sorry Rico. I'm married"
"are you kidding? did you betray me in the back?"
"no. don't just talk. You're the one who betrayed me"
"just meet me at the usual place"
"no"
"or I'm gonna jump off this bridge"
Rico is going to kill himself!!
No. I have to stop him.
"have you finished your shower?" hiro asked who saw me changing into a casual dress
"i'll be gone for a while" I said as I passed
"wait" Hiro grabbed my hand
"i'll take you" she asked
"no. I have to go alone"
"we know what our marriage is like. I have to go"
"do you want to see Rico?"
"not your business"
"after what did he do?"
"he's sorry"
"and you forgive him?"
"he promised he wouldn't do it again"
"do you believe?"
"certain"
Hiro grabbed my face. Caught her. Locking my eyes with her sharp eyes. Breath hunting. She's upset.
"let go Hiro. I have to go
"i don't allow it"
"just a minute"
"i'm your husband.have you forgotten?"
"we know what this relationship is like. are you overreacting"
"Esta. enough"
A kiss that Hiro had taken forcibly. It made me almost lose my breath. I'm giving as much as I can. But his lips are getting more violent*****my lips.
"mmmm" protested
"do you want our first night?"
"no Hiro let go. I have to go"
"lay me as a husband and you can go"
PLAQUE!!!
We both got cravings. I slapped him. Soon when he was still not fully conscious. I ran out. Drive the car to where Rico is waiting for me.
"Esta!"
I heard Hiro's voice calling me.
I'm sorry Hiro
I drove the car at high speed. I was really scared that Rico would end his life. It would all be my fault if it were true until it happened.
When I realized a light of sangta ternag covered my view. The next second I heard a very loud bang. And the sound of ambulance sirens. I really slept afterwards.
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FLASHBACK OFF
Hiro panics when Esta suddenly falls unconscious. He even called the doctor to come to his house to check.
"Hiro.." call Esta Iirih
"are you conscious? sorry if it made you like this"
"it's okay. I..."
"no need to think about it. I'll take care of our divorce. Won't force you to be my wife again"
"Hiro..."
"i love you so much, but looking at your situation to this day, I know where I am"
I didn't even get to say anything. Hiro has left home. I wanted to tell him that I've installed all of them. All about her. And don't want to be separated from him.
Hiro.wait for me in a minute.
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Becca filed the file that Hiro requested that morning.
"Sir are you sure?" ask Becca to make sure
"this is what's best for her"
"but you love her so much, all your sacrifices"
"there is no need to be tapped again, as long as he is happy.by seeing his smile it is enough"
"sir"
"just do your job"
"well sir"
Becca pamphit retreat. But when he reached the doorway his steps stopped. Then look towards Hiro.
"is something forgotten?" hiro asked in shock
"sir.I think Miss Esta has fallen for you, just not yet noticed"
"so that?"
"the way he looked at the master during that heart meeting, I can confirm it"
"i'd be so happy if it was true, thank you Becca"
no sir. This is not an entertainer for you.
this is the truth I saw about you and Miss Esta