The Woman the Lord Pays
Depressed And Depressed

What a strange morning for Morgan, so strange. He's not usually like that but in the last few days he's been feeling it. His head ached a few days later, he was also lazy to get out of bed. Morgan wasn't even at her house, she was at the house where she always spent the night with Eliana.

Strange, he felt so strange. He could only sleep hugging the pillow once used by Eliana and inhaling the sweet scent left on the pillow. He also missed the figure of the woman he slept with every night when he did not know the woman at all. Morgan even began to imagine the face of Eliana, a face she had never seen at all.

Her hair is brown, eyeballs blue and a little big. His body shape was slender, both arms were thin. Maybe like that, now he began to imagine through the touch he felt every time he made love to Eliana. Morgan even closed his eyes but it did not happen for long because he was aware of the stupidity he did.

Morgan cursed furiously, the pillow he had been hugging from earlier was about to throw at the wall but it did not. The pillow was actually back he was kneading. Suddenly the pillow became a valuable object even though it is not enough because he who longs is to hug the woman who is always with her tongue every night.

"Damn, what happened to me?" Morgan sat on the bed, his gaze falling on the pillow he had been holding for the past few days. She'd better call Ray and find out how the woman is doing and how the baby is.

"Ray, how's it going?" ask Morgan. Surely the question he gave made Ray very surprised because this is the first time Morgan asked the state of Eliana after Eliana was on the island.

"He's fine, Young Master. The baby she was carrying was fine, too" he said.

"Good, keep an eye on him. Send a private doctor to watch over the situation while on the island!"

"Okay, Young Master. I'll take a doctor there in the afternoon" Ray said.

"Good!" the conversation ended, Morgan returned to lying down and hugging the pillow. As long as there was that pillow, he would survive without the need to go to the island.

In addition, do not let the woman know who he is, lest he thwart the deal he made himself so that the woman knows who he is but in fact, it is not important for Eliana anymore.

That day, Eliana was standing on the rocks on the side of the sea. He had been on the island for some time. Quiet, she's really lonely despite Grace. Her mother's longing made Eliana cry all day. She even fell ill for a few days but she asked Grace not to say anything to Ray.

The look in Eliana's eyes fell on the pounding waves beneath her feet. If he jumped and swam, would he be able to escape the island? Eliana was silent, her eyes still seeing the waves rolling. Rather than being curious, wouldn't he try it?

Without a second thought Eliana jumped down, the cold sea water she did not care about. Eliana tried to swim away from the island but in the end she came back because she was carried away by the waves. Eliana sat down on the beach and smiled bitterly. It was a stupid act but he could not stand living on the island.

As Eliana gets depressed, she suddenly feels that death is better for her even if she has to disappoint her mother. Eliana returned home wet, of course Grace was surprised to see how she was.

"Miss, what happened to you?" grace asked as she approached Eliana.

Eliana did not answer and stepped into the room. Grace grew suspicious and asked Eliana again because she was worried that something might happen to Eliana.

"Miss, did you fall into the sea? Is your content okay?"

"I'm fine," Eliana stopped her steps for a moment, "I didn't fall, I swam for a while to calm my mind" she said.

"really?" Grace appears to be in disbelief as she knows Eliana's circumstances after Eliana is exiled on the island.

"Alright, I'm afraid something's happened to you, miss," Grace said.

Eliana smiled, worried about him or the baby he was carrying? Crazy ideas are coming back. He became curious as to how the man who paid for it would react when he found out the baby he so desperately wanted died with him. Don't mistake him for thinking that, he's really depressed and depressed on the island.

Grace goes to make a drink without suspecting it, while Eliana goes into the room. His body shivered because it was wet but he did not care. Some cloth was tied together and Eliana tied the cloth to the doorpost. Eliana was already standing on the chair and the cloth was already snaring the neck, really she thought death was better for her at the moment but her mother's face made Eliana have not done the crazy thing she wanted to do.

If she died on the island, would her mother still get treatment for her illness? What if Ray dumped his mother on the street because she broke the deal? Eliana's tears dripped, her eyes falling on her already enlarged stomach. Did he kill the baby he was carrying?

Eliana was still standing on the chair, Grace went into the room and was surprised to see what Eliana was about to do. Grace's screams rang out and the glass she was carrying fell down.

"What do you want to do, Miss?" grace shouted as she ran towards him in a hurry.

"I feel like my life doesn't matter" Eliana said.

"Don't think like that, in your womb there is life and you have no right to take it!"

"I know, I know!" eliana said while crying.

"Come, Miss. Don't do anything stupid like this" Pinta Grace. He's been suspicious because of Eliana's strange circumstances lately.

"Come down, Miss. I don't think talking about it, suicide won't solve the problem."

"Do you want to report this to Ray, are you gonna tell me what I'm doing? If you're gonna tell him this, I'd rather die because you don't know what it's like to live in a cage!"

"No, I'm not gonna say it. I promised Miss. Now come down, if you fall down it will be very dangerous for you. Remember that there are still people who love you. I'm not gonna be in this place forever, am I? There's a time when you're happy so come down."

Eliana took off the cloth that had been snared on her neck and slowly descended. If he hadn't thought about many things he might have done yet he still lacked courage. Grace hugged him tightly, she could feel the suffering Eliana was going through, to be honest she was pitying.

"Please don't tell Ray this, please. I'm really depressed being in this place" Eliana said.

"I promise Miss, but please don't do this again. You should think about the child you're carrying. He's entitled to life so you can't kill him."

Eliana nodded, she has truly gone mad. Grace is so grateful she went inside, don't tell me Eliana tried to drown herself in the sea. It was better that she did not leave Eliana alone anymore let alone a young pregnant woman like herself younger depressed.

Grace asks Eliana to take a shower, a glass of drink back she makes. Grace really did not say what Eliana was going to do to Ray when Ray came along with the doctor to check on Eliana.

Eliana didn't say much, she almost took the wrong step. He will try to survive even if it is difficult. As Grace said, happiness will surely come someday.