The Twin Sons the Ruler
Demonstration of doubt Celyn.

"Why don't you want to? is that because of Kenjo?" aby asked with the tail of her eyes rising, probing.

Celyn shook her head, not daring to look at the man who had filled the space of her heart.

"This has nothing to do with Kenjo, but __"

"So?" Aby cuts off Celyn's words, impatient to hear her finish, which Aby says is very slow.

"But, because I know, if you want to marry me, not from your heart. Brother just felt sorry for me, and I didn't want to get married out of pity." Cellyn's voice sounded soft.

Aby sighed, feeling confused by Celyn's line of thought.

"Do you feel like that? okay if that's what you think. But, do you not think about how the fetus in your womb feels if later they are born without papa? sick Celyn! I've felt what it's like." Aby said with both hands in her pockets and eyes glaring to remember the past.

Cellyn ventured to raise her face to look at Aby's face.

"Sister, I know and sure it must be painful. Because I also lived without papa, even though our stories are different. But, I just don't want you to live with people you hate. My sister has never liked me this whole time? I don't want you later, brother, to feel uncomfortable with me."

"Where did you get that kind of thinking? __ Ah, stop! it's up to you to think what it's like, but the point is now, I'm willing to marry you. Please don't think too far, and think about how I feel. If I want it myself, there is no uncomfortable word anymore. Now it's better you, focus on thinking about that fetus." insisted Aby, steady.

Cellyn was dumbstruck, unmoved about being unable to say anything more. But from the look in Celyn's eyes, Aby knows that the girl is still hesitant to decide.

"Why are you quiet? are you still in doubt? or are you hard to accept because you think of Kenjo's feelings? do you and Kenjo have a relationship? If so, I'll explain carefully and if necessary I'll ask her to marry you" said Aby, who was furious at Cellyn's silence. Aby thinks that Celyn is silent because she is thinking about Kenjo's feelings.

"Why did you carry the name Kak Kenjo? me and Kenjo have absolutely no relationship. I just__"

"But Kenjo likes you" Aby interrupted Celyn's speech with a flat tone of voice.

"Where did you get that kind of thought? Kenjo was like the same ...," Cellyn stopped talking not continuing her speech.

"Why stop? Kenjo likes who? I can tell, he likes you and so do you."to Aby, to the point.

Celyn raised her eyeballs, not expecting Aby to think like that.

" Sister, Kenjo does like a woman and that's not me. Our closeness so far has been nothing more than the feelings of brothers, nothing more" said Cellyn.

"Hmm, so then, why are you still so heavy to decide? Now, the decision is in your hands and I have no right to coerce. If you still don't want to marry me, that's your right. Honestly, I just don't want any kid to feel, what I've ever felt."

Suddenly from the corner of the eye Celinen dripped a crystal-clear grain of clear liquid, hearing a speech from Aby, which she thought was a little painful. Aby wants to marry her just because she thinks about the fetus she contains, not because she loves him. Selfishly enough, she wants Aby to marry her, not just because her fetus doesn't feel what little Aby feels first, but she wants Aby to marry her because she also loves her. "But, it seems like it's very impossible" Cellyn whispered to herself.

"Sister, I thank you with your sincerity for marrying me. But, is there one thing stuck in my heart? what after this fetus was born? would Big Brother really consider them big brother's own son? what if you find the woman you love? maybe my sister will divorce me, and marry the girl she loves. Of course, later on, you will have your own children. Can you guarantee that your wife and children can accept my children as your children too? it would be more painful if later, my children know, the truth is that they are not your real children. If that's the end, it's better for them, not to feel father from the beginning, than later they will feel sadness that might make them down" Cellyn said at length without pause, revealing what was actually the most burdensome of her heart to accept this marriage.

Aby squinted her eyes, irritated by Celyn's way of thinking and Cellyn's notion of her.

"Do you think that I'm a man who likes to play games with marriage? You're too far off thinking Celyn. I've decided to marry you, which means I'm ready to commit to making you my wife for the rest of my life. For the matter of feeling you say, instead we will have plenty of time to cultivate that feeling of love? Maybe now we both don't have the feeling of love yet, but what's wrong with us both learning to open our hearts?" said Aby with an eye bead that showed seriousness

"Not us, but a sister who doesn't have feelings of love for me yet. I've loved you a long time, brother." Said Celyn who unfortunately only dared to say in his heart.

"Why are you just silent? do you really not want to? if that's what you want, then I won't force you." Aby exhaled into the air with a single blow. There was a sense of disappointment that arose in his heart, disappointed and upset that his sincerity was in doubt.

"In that case, I no longer have the need to be here. I'll take care of it!" aby concluded, ending talks with Celyn. Then he turned his body to leave Cellyn.

"I'm ready, brother!" aby's steps came to a standstill when she heard Cellyn's voice expressing her willingness to marry him.

Aby gave her smile, and turned back around and looked at Celyn who was now also looking at her with beads of eyes that had been filled with clear liquid.

The silence paused for quite a while, and an awkward situation approached the two men who finally decided to get married. Celyn even turned her gaze elsewhere, unable to look at Aby's bead.

"All right! I'll talk about this with my mom and dad. Now I want to go home first!" Aby finally opened his voice, to stop the Awkward situation that had been created between them.

Aby nearly steps up, elevating Celyn. But suddenly his steps stopped hearing the voice of Celyn calling.

"Didn't you vomit again? has my sister eaten?"

Aby gasped in shock, feeling astonished by her own state. He only realized that he did not feel nauseous, all the time talking to Celyn. Though when talking to the parents of Cellyn earlier, the feeling was still there and she tried desperately to hold back from vomiting and just now, her stomach was struggling to ask to be filled.

Tbc

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