The Twin Sons the Ruler
I'm tired

"Why just got home?" asked Amanda with sharp eyes, making Aby squealed in shock.

"Mama, just ngagetin me. not to mention I went in already got spray. Didn't Kenjo tell mom that I was staying at her house?" aby said while grinning.

"That's Kenjo, not you! Why don't you tell me, if you're staying at Kenjo's house, huh?! I know you've been worried all night. Good thing there was Celyn who accompanied your mother waiting for you last night." Amanda scolded with a look of annoyance.

"Celly? why is he waiting for me?" aby's forehead, crunching, dislikes.

"Wait on! he was waiting for me with my mom, which means he last night was here dong." Inner Aby with eyes that circulate, hoping that his guess was wrong.

"Why? is there a ban if Celyn wants to nemenin mama?" said Amanda, ketus.

"No, Mah. Yes yes Mah, I want to go up first, bye Ma ...!" Aby ran upstairs, before her mother continued her scolding.

Aby, exhaling with a single bang, as soon as she saw that there were Celyn and Anin who were already standing on the stairs.

"Son Aby has gone home?" celyn asked with a sweet smile on her lips.

Aby glances at Cellyn, then climbs back up without answering Celyn's question.

"Where is Aby going? didn't you hear that Cellyn was talking to you?" Anin confronts Aby and straightens her gaze, unhappy with Aby's disregard for her best friend Celyn.

"What do you think my sister would answer? without being answered, he already knew the answer. Brother is already here, that means brother is already home. Step aside, sister wants to take a shower first!" Aby shifted Anin's body that was blocking him and immediately ran up.

Celyn bites her lips while bowing her head, saddened by Aby's never-so-friendly attitude towards her.

"Sorry Brother Aby yes, Cel. I'm sure Aby didn't mean it that way. Maybe he's tired again, so it's so sniffy like that." Again Anin always apologized for his brother's attitude.

Celyn smiled at her smile, which anyone could see was a forced smile. "It's okay, Nin. You take it easy, I'm immune to Brother Aby's attitude. I'm understand, Kok. Maybe Brother Aby doesn't like me at all." Cellyn's face looks sad.

"So you're giving up?" Anin squinted her eyes, with a probing look.

"I'm tired, Nin. I'm tired of being a woman with no self-respect. I feel like Aby's not comfortable that I'm here. He always dodges and leaves the house, if I come to visit. So, I decided to just give up." said Cellyn softly with a bead that had been shiny, because it was filled with clear liquid that was ready to be spilled from her container.

"Why are you like this? where is Celyn who is always excited and not giving up easily? it's like I don't know you like this." Anin shakes her shoulders, Celyn, unhappy that Cellyn gave up, approaches Aby.

"Nin, I'm sorry that you don't like my words. But try to pull it on yourself. You also definitely will not want to, impose your will, on people who are not willing to you at all. Let alone to live together, to be near you even for a moment he does not like, as if he considers us germs, and wants to get rid of us immediately. That's what Aby's attitude is to me" explained Clyn with lips still trying to smile, showing Anin that she was fine.

"You're right! But somehow, I'm sure, if actually Aby's sister likes you, it's just that she hasn't noticed it and she always denies her heart. Maybe Brother Aby, like the name, is chasing, not being chased. All this time, she felt chased by you, so she didn't like it. Now try to dodge it, it could be him who's going after you." Anin gave advice, as she often read in the novels and dramas she often watched.

"Already, Nin. I think it would be useless. So now let destiny work. If Aby is meant to be a match for me, if I want to be on any continent, I will definitely meet you too, but if not, then Aby is not my destiny." celyn said diplomatically without stripping a smile from her lips.

"I'm sorry my sister!" Anin looked at Cellyn with a sad look on her face.

"What is to be forgiven? come on, your brother is innocent at all, so you don't have to feel guilty. Udah ah .. I go home first yes, there is a dress design from the customer that I have not completed, but tomorrow he asked for the design must have been finished. You know for yourself the artist Syahriri, if the dress is not perfect can be rented until next year." Cellyn laughed trying to joke around, covering up her sadness.

"Yes, be careful! greetings to Rio and Aunt Jasmine." Anin hugs Cellyn and they cipika cipiki as usual.

Before leaving the house, Celyn first seeks the whereabouts of Amanda and Ardan to say goodbye to the two people she already considers to be her own parents.

"Be careful, Cel! amanda exclaimed as Celyn waved her hand from inside her car.

Cellyn's red car drove at a moderate pace leaving the Bagaskara family mansion. From behind the curtains was a pair of eyes that stared intensely until the car that was driven by Celyn, disappeared from the sight of her eyes.

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Aby moves out of her bedroom window after her car is no longer visible. Then she went straight into the bathroom to clean her body. She plans to soak for a long time and scrub her body cleanly, to remove the scent of Shasa's body which she believes must have embraced her.

Meanwhile, Celyn, who was in her car, was seen repeatedly rubbing her cheeks.

Celyn's tears, which she had been trying to endure, finally allowed her to come out, wetting her cheeks. Although he tried to show that he was fine, in front of Anin, but his feelings were very painful like there were thousands of needles that hit his heart.

"I think I should forget my feelings and open my heart to others. I don't want to continue to feel pain anymore because of unrequited feelings." Cellyn determined inwardly

Celyn took a deep breath and threw it back into the air, hoping that all the weight of her heart would be wasted along with her breath.

"I can, I can. Come on, Celyn spirit."

Tbc

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