The Immortal_Allgar&Gazbiyya
Chapter 50. Claretta's Heart Voice...

People say love is a complicated feeling. Love makes someone who feels it to expect more.

Expecting if it feels like getting a reply and hoping to be able to have each other.

Like Claretta, she expects her relationship to last forever with Gavin.

Claretta still vividly remembered, the first time she felt a throbbing chest due to the love expression of Gavin. When the man asked her to be a couple.

But Claretta forgot something important. He forgot the fact that people who shared love with him, it turns out his heart is still divided for someone in the past.

Adibrata Gavin, the offender from the onset of that complicated feeling. Claretta is bewitched by the sudden sense of intrusion in her heart, and increasingly expects more on the relationship they live.

"I'm tired, Cla. I'm tired of having to fight with you all the time.

Why don't you ever want to change and try to understand" the words from Gavin's mouth, reawakening Claretta from her complicated daydreams about love

Claretta still persisted with her silence, the woman seemed to allow Gavin to express all his complaints until he was satisfied.

"You shouldn't hurt Brianna like that. When are you going to stop being childish anyway, Cla? When do you want to change to be more mature?" gavin said with a desperate look

But once again Claretta remained still. Should Claretta shout loudly at this fiance, that she hates everything about that woman named Brianna.

Claretta hated it so deeply.

Claretta hates Brianna, who seems to feel no guilt, because she has too often made a rift in her relationship with Gavin.

Brianna often takes advantage of Gavin's kindness, as if it were all natural.

"You have to apologize to Brianna, and try to be nice to her" said Gavin, who was met with a flat gaze by Claretta

Then Claretta started walking closer to her fiance.

"Have you? Are you done talking? Now it's my turn to say it" Claretta said with a smile

Staring at Gavin's eyes fixedly, Claretta still did not expect that this day would arrive.

The day he really felt tired of loving this guy named Gavin.

"Do you know Vin? You are the winner of everything in my life.

You got my first love.

You were the first to teach me about all the complexities of love.

And you're also the first person I've allowed to touch me in any sense"

"You always said I was too possessive, jealous, childish, and often rude.

You should know that you are the most selfish person.

You always wanted to be understood, but you yourself forgot how to understand my feelings.

You are too deep into the role of Brianna's best friend who is always there to protect her" without realizing Claretta's voice is increasingly shrill and hoarse

His eyes began to heat up, but Claretta was trying to hold him back.

Because he hated crying in front of Gavin, he hated looking weak in front of his fiancee.

Gavin, who was silent at Claretta, now had his throat blocked when his eyes followed the movement of Claretta's hand trying to remove the necklace on the neck of the hermit.

And his chest was immediately hit by a sense of tightness, when Claretta handed the necklace to him.

"You tired? Equally, I am also tired of Vin" he said while slowly releasing the ring that was originally circular in his sweet day

"Maybe we'd better just walk each other. Because we are no longer fit to continue holding hands.

We hurt each other too often, all this time we both just forced to continue to survive"

Unknowingly Gavin's hand shook slowly, as Claretta returned the ring she had once pinned on the woman's sweet day as without their engagement.

"From now on, you will no longer be bothered by this possessive.

You are now free Vin, you are free to accompany and protect Brianna without fear of my ban"

Claretta said it with a sliced laugh, her hands repeatedly thinning the melt of water flowing on her cheeks.

Since from now on, this place was no longer an area that could be as he pleased occupy.

"You're the selfish one, Cla. You decide everything yourself, without knowing that I agree to anything" muttered Gavin blankly at the door of his room that had just removed the figure of Claretta

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Claretta immediately scattered her body when she had entered into Allya's room.

Quen-size bed was a backrest when he was on the verge of sanity.

Lying if he is okay when he has to break up with Gavin. It was the circumstances that forced him to be confident in taking this decision.

"Claretta" called out a soft voice that she was very familiar with

Claretta reflexively turned her head towards the source of the sound, where she saw Gazbiyya poking her head behind the door.

"Can I come in, Cla?" ask Gazbiyya for permission first

Gazbiyya could have just entered without having to ask permission first. But he is not a brash person who just want to go in someone else's room.

At the moment, Claretta is not okay.

"Just go get Biyya. But please, lock the door" Gazbiyya immediately entered and locked the door as Claretta ordered

Somehow Gazbiyya's heart also felt tight when her eyes found the condition of Claretta messy.

The Claretta she knew, was a figure who very rarely showed her tears.

From this Gazbiyya believes, that the problems that befell the relationship Claretta and Gavin this time may have been out of bounds.

Gazbiyya still vividly remembered how Claretta looked so ambitious when fighting Brianna in the fields.

Repeatedly he saw Claretta continuously targeting Brianna's stomach area, to be beaten.

And it turns out, only Gazbiyya knows if Brianna has problems with her stomach condition. The woman had an abortion that resulted in damage to the area of her uterus.

Maybe according to Claretta, continuing to hurt Brianna's stomach area can kill his opponent.

"Don't arrest Cla, crying doesn't mean you look weak" Gazbiyya said in a trembling voice

After that, Claretta completely obeyed Gazbiyya's words. The woman slammed into the arms of her best friend, with a heartbreaking sobbing sounding.

"All, it's over, Biyya. I'm broken" Claretta said on the sidelines.

Unknowingly, Gazbiyya could not stop the pace of her tears.

She cried in silence, as her hands continued to stroke Claretta's back. I wish my friend was strong, after everything that happened.

"Gavin, he keeps making me, as if to be the most guilty"

"Why is he always selfish, Biyya? Why should I always understand him, why he won't try to understand me" Claretta raced emotionally

Gavin, that jerk, made him a fool enslaved by love. Claretta was crazy for not being able to stop loving her.

"Gavin is evil, Biyya. He has destroyed all the dreams, which I have arranged in the future.

And why would he have to bring Brianna into our relationship?"

"Patience, Cla. You are a strong woman, you will definitely get a better substitute from her" Gazbiyya comforted

"You have to prove that you can be okay without him. Because you're not a weak woman"

Because Gazbiyya used to be in this position. She repeatedly has the intention to stop loving Ezra, as Gazbiyya clearly knows that her feelings are anchored in the wrong heart.

But he also failed repeatedly. Gazbiyya wasn't sure enough of herself. He was comfortable with the love he had been loving all this time.

Sometimes, we just need to build full confidence in the decisions we will take later.

Destroy all thoughts that make us waver, and we just need to remember that we can.

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