The Charm of the Duda

The Charm of the Duda
Chapter 49


"Celina," Dion held Celina who was about to enter the apartment.


Celina stared in confusion, looking at Dion who had arrived to follow her alone. He was in the shopping mall with Leo and Keyla.


"What's up.?" Celina said softly.


He turned to Ida, telling her to go in first in order to leave him and Dion both.


After Ida entered, Dion immediately approached and grabbed Celina's hand.


Meanwhile, in a place invisible to them. There was Vano who undoed his intention to approach Celina and Dion. He chose to hide behind a wall to listen to their conversation.


Vano wanted to make sure if Celina really wanted Dion, then she would let Celina go right then and there.


"Why lie to your heart.?"


Dion spoke a little loudly. She felt disappointed at Celina who chose to cancel the wedding, while from the conversation she heard between Celina and Vano, proving that Celina still has feelings for her.


Dion understands that Celina thinks more about other people's feelings than her own.


"Look what.? I don't understand." Celina slowly pulled her hand from Dion's grasp.


"Don't pretend anymore Celina.! I know what you feel like."


"Why should you hurt your own feelings.? And I've said many times I won't go back to her."


Dion is inexhaustible, Celina relinquishes him to return to Keyla just because of Leo's presence.


Although Keyla was forced to leave because of the family's insistence, and admitted if she still loved him, it did not necessarily make Dion think to return.


He was already disappointed with Keyla who had the heart to lie to him and left him in a bad state.


"Who lied to whom.?" Seru Celina quipped. His eyes were staring at Dion. He did not believe Dion's words after seeing the reality in front of his own eyes.


If you don't want to go back to Keyla, why can you always spend time together and laugh at each other.


Celina smiled wryly at the moment when Dion and Keyla were interacting in the shopping center.


"I lied to my feelings.?" Ask Dion in wonder.


"How many times do I have to tell you.? Me,,,


"Love me, do you.?" Said Celina with a soft tone. He chuckles a little.


"I know brother Dion loves me, but brother Dion still loves him." Celina said firmly.


"Son Dion won't admit it because he's too disappointed."


Celina's words made Dion shut up. He immediately struggled with his own thoughts. Trying to find the truth from the words thrown by Celina.


"If Brother Dion wants to know my true feelings,,"


Dion immediately stared fixedly at Celina's face.


"I did love Dion's brother once, but before this heart was broken." Celina reviewed the grin. Now he no longer feels love for anyone, does not want to love again because he is afraid of getting hurt again.


"The closeness of Dion and Keyla has no effect on me, I just feel like life has never been on my side." Celina took a deep breath to hold back the tears that almost soaked her cheeks.


Repeatedly loving and then being hurt, makes Celina feel that life is never fair to her.


Everyone is too capable of loving themselves. Do as they please and suddenly come to apologize without knowing how much destruction they have made to his heart to leave their own trauma.


"I have to reiterate once again, my decision has been unanimous. I'm not getting married to Dion's sister." Celina tried to smile.


"I'm sorry to disappoint Dion. I hope Brother Dion can understand." Celina bowed politely and then walked into the apartment.


Dion nailed in place. His feelings are getting whipped. He did not understand it with his own heart.


...*****...


"You sure.?" Ask Papa Adiguna to his daughter.


He was doubtful about the decision Celina had made.


"Think well dear, it won't be easy for both of you." My mother seemed to disagree. She tried to persuade Celina to rethink her decision.


"I've thought about it mature. Mama and Papa don't have to worry, I can take care of myself and take care of her."


"Just 2 years, after that I'll be back again."


Celina tries to convince her parents to let her live abroad.


He wanted to live a new life sheet with a different atmosphere without any painful shadows.


It was not easy to remove the trauma he felt. Love does make her happy, but it breaks her when she's thrown away.


She realized that she was not a good woman, too disgusting and bad, but that did not mean she could be treated with no feelings.


"What about Vano.? He kept coming to the company late on. Even begging Papa."


"You don't want to take it.?"


Celina was a little surprised by Papa's words. His words seemed to have given the green light to Vano.


"Why did you arrive - Papa talked about it.?" Ask Celina in wonder.


"Did Papa change his mind.?"


"Papa can't bear to see you have a pregnancy alone. Papa Rasa Vano is really sincere and regrets his actions."


"What your father said is true, dear."


"Mom doesn't know what's going on between you, but think about it - both for your child's sake."


"Well, me,,,"


"You will have children, you must learn from now on not to be selfish."


"The feeling of child number one, even if we have to get hurt."


"Don't be like this Papa and your Mama who have failed to become parents."


"At the same time, Vano looks responsible and loves you very much."


Celina returned to the apartment with a lethargic face. His plan to live abroad is unlikely to be approved by his parents.


Now they are more supportive of him accepting Vano.


The sound of the bell made Celina move from the sofa.


The feeling is already strong if the person behind the door is Vano.


Somehow Celina immediately thought that her father had told Vano to come to the apartment.


"What's up.?" Celina stared flatly.


His feeling did not miss.


"Want to see and know my son." Vano.


"You can see for yourself, she's still in my stomach and all right." Answer Celina flat.


Vano commented a thin smile while bowing his body.


"Mommy you're a bitch at all with daddy." Adu Vano while rubbing Celina's stomach, after that landed a kiss there.


Celina just kept quiet, letting Vano do that without banning him.


"You haven't checked with a doctor this month. You forgot or intentionally.?" Vano asked after reaffirming his body.


The shocked look on Celina's face made Vano know the answer.


"Come to the doctor now. I want to see it, "Take Vano.


Vano reviewed the smile while glancing at Celina who was sitting quietly next to him. She did not expect that Celina would comply and immediately agreed to her invitation to go to the doctor.


"It's been in the 4th month, right.?" Vano said enthusiastically.


"Hmmm,," Celina just cleared her throat. Ever since I threw my eyes out the window.


"Will you know her gender.?"


Vano's voice grew more and more excited. Celina immediately turned her head because of Vano's question as if inviting him to react more.


"I'm pregnant for the first time."


"You've had experience with pregnant women, should be able to remember when their gender can be known." The answer is long. There was a slight hint of annoyance but made Vano want to laugh because of Celina's irritated facial expression.


"It was almost 5 years ago, it's hard to remember."


"More recently, my memories are filled with you and our children."


"It turns out letting go isn't as easy as I imagined."


Vano smiled bitterly.


"You can't let Dion go." This time Vano chuckled a little.


"When are you getting married.?"


Celina immediately clucked in annoyance. He knows that Vano knows everything and is now pretending like he doesn't know anything.


"No need to pretend. You know everything better than me." Said Celina cynically.


Vano is getting more and more chuckled. He slowly ruffled Celina's head.


"They don't mind if we get married." Vano spoke with a glowing face.


"Then what about your decision.?" Seriously ask.


"depends." Celina's answer made Vano frown.


"Depends what.?"


"Your wish is to heal my wounds and make me love you again." Sahut Celina firmly.


Vano was surprised to hear that. The last two sentences made Vano think hard.


Any more.? When did Celina ever love him.


"Love me again.?" Ask Vano to make sure. He was afraid his hearing was wrong. But Celina nodded her head.


"So you,, you, you,,,


Vano hung up his sentence, his mind so chaotic thinking of things that might hurt for him.


"Yes, I loved you before I knew this boy was present."


"Do you know what it's like to be humiliated and humbled by the people we love. I'm pregnant with her son, but accused of carrying someone else's child."


"I'm not even sure I still have a heart after all that's happened to me."


Celina smiled bitterly remembering that bad thing.


Vano pulled the car over. She stared fixedly at Celina's face which could still carve a smile after what she had already done to her back then.


"Tell me what I have to do to make amends for all my mistakes with you." Vano said as she clasped Celina's hand.


Now he understood why Celina hated him so much and it was hard to forgive him. The destruction that Celina felt, was greater than she thought.


"You sure you're gonna do what I say.?"


Vano nodded his head.


"Go.! Get out of our lives and forget everything." Pinta Celina with a sharp look.


"No." Vano refused loudly and shook his head.


"I'll make you even more hurt if you get out of your life."


"I will continue to be by your side to make amends for all my mistakes." Vano said sure.


"If you know, why ask.!" Pekik Celina was upset. He pulled his hand and threw a glance out the window.


Vano smiled happily with sparkling eyes. Celina's words were clear enough that she gave Vano a chance.