
Epilogue
"Since my steps, I want you not to exist, I want you to,
But you came with a million loves you gave. You win my heart again who is used to it without you. You're the mistake that made me love you".
Anjali Room 21B (Day before your operation)
Pramudya looked at Andari who spoke softly and endured the grief.
"I didn't expect this to happen". Andari. Pramudya tried to calm Your heartbreak before surgery by grasping Your left hand with both hands.
"I never thought it would be my dream to find true love. I remember being told how long I was going to survive.I was like a walking corpse and trying to look happy with my life. Until finally there was a man who was present in my life without caring about all the shortcomings and diseases that I had, my treatment to him who always ignored and seemed to demean him.".
Pramudya just kept quiet and could not hide his sadness anymore.
"I'm a woman with a forced, aggressive, not soft and..."
"Stay kind and Beautiful",Pramudya cut your words.
"Do you know that I'm really in love with you?". You ask and look at Pramudya deeply.
Pramudya became silent again and just smiled.
"It sounds so naive and silly, someone like me who faces death is trying to start something new, and again I misjudged. With your presence, I can sense the meaning of sincerity, simplicity and fear of loss".
Pramudya turned his face away, trying to hold back his tears.
"In my last moments I felt the meaning of life, but sometimes I felt ironic and selfish when you were with me. There are still many good women who are more worthy of you. Thank you for teaching those wonderful things". Say Andari Tulus
"This you, so stupid!!" , this time Prsmudya spontaneously scolded your resignation.
"This is all just the beginning, you will be able to live even longer!!, I beg of you. Just this once, stop to think about the bad things!!".
"Pramudya..., how can you do that??.Living with always full of passion??". Ask Andari.
"That's because you're you". Reply Pramudya.
"I'll take care of you". Pramudya insisted on being with Andari.
"I don't want to make your life difficult".
"It's not why you're alive". Reply Pramudya.
You finally succumb and accept all the words of Pramudya.
"Well, but I want you to promise me one thing.whatever happens with the results of the operation later.if the operation fails and I die later, you must live with spirit and live happily". Tears begin to wet your cheeks.
"I'll keep looking at you to make sure it's from nature to immortality".
"Okay, I promise..." Pramudya said slowly. And look back at you inside.
You nod and smile with solemnity Pramudya will promise.
Pramudya came home from the hospital where Andari was treated, on foot to his house which was quite far away. A pitch-black cloud enveloped the surroundings, as well as feeling his deep sadness.
(Three days before)
Doctor Rio explained the possibility that will happen with you.
"This is a very violent tumor, its operation three years ago did not help much in its recovery".
"Doctors mean..The chances for his life are very slim?". Pramudya tried to interpret Doctor Rio's words.
"You must make the most of the time you have left ". It was only the best answer that Doctor Rio could give.
The End of Extra Chapter