The Bitter Sweet Symphony
- - Bitter Sweet Symphony - Fourth Chapter (Nelangsa)
- NELANGSA---
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Amara drove her car at high speed. He could not wait to get to Bagas' house and talk to him. He did not expect his presence to make Bagas and Meylan's relationship fall apart.
Without further ado Amara went straight into Bagas' house without knocking on the door first. Even he did not park his car properly in front of Bagas' house.
In the middle room looks Bagas is busy putting books into the cardboard, there are 2 boxes under the table that has been closed neatly.he looks ordinary to see Amara who is in front of him.
"It's Meylan's stuff, I'm tidying it all up so that if he comes. No need to bother anymore to sort through the goods" said Bagas.
"Why do you do gas?"
"It is not you who say to let go of all that you no longer need, I just do exactly as you say. Your words have a point too, keep the best for you".said Bagas coldly.
The guilty Amara tried to calm Bagas down. "What are you talking about??, you're throwing away the best thing for you".
"I've been trying to live it, but it's not Amy's right thing".
"You have to ask Meylan to return the gas!!"
"You're just wasting Amy's time"
"I'll help you Gas, I'll do it for you".
"You're just doing that for you, Amy, not for me".
Amara looked at Bagas with sadness and guilt.
"You returned all my belongings to me yourself, but you apologized for yourself. So it helped me get to know Meylan and live that real relationship again just for you. So you can dump me without guilt. You know Amy, when you came to apologize I was actually angry and upset. It feels like you can get away with your mistakes after apologizing, which is why I have to forgive you right?"
"If I don't forgive you it's my problem no longer yours, it's like you took all your mistakes and dumped them all on me".
Amara stared in confusion and increasingly saddened by Bagas's assumption to him, all the words of Bagas cornered him.
"Then you just left"
"Gas, I'm sorry to you because I care about you"
"Then don't apologize, live with your guilt. And don't run away from all that again".
"If you really love someone, you know that it's easy to say but not easy to do".
"Have you really loved someone Amy?"
Amara took a deep breath and exhaled heavily
"I shouldn't have gone back to see you"
"Mara. That's it, you don't have to worry about me anymore. Since I alone will choose what is best for me, we look at what we want to see and choose what we will remember. Just continue your life well".
"You're calling me selfish?? You are also selfish Gas!! If you can't forget, don't involve others said Amara, who began to cry.
"I've never forced you to share in our past Amara" replied Bagas
"But you've already implicated Meylan!! and I've apologized to you" Amara replied
He left Bagas and left the house
Amara decided not to return home and went to Jakarta, staying at a hotel to enjoy her sadness in solitude. He saw Bagas's profile on his phone via Medsos. Only a few days later, he became friends with her and decided not to be friends with Bagas.
Amara Check-out at noon and return to Bandung
The hotel housekeeping officer who cleaned Amara's room found a white sweater in the bathroom's litter box and put it in plastic for trash from the rooms she cleaned.
--Epilog---
"In the dark I was pensive
Will there be a fox in destiny?
Can I keep you?
In your hard heart you are not weakened
'I'm a fisherman..."
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