Sorry for My Lust
Chapter 32 The Drama of Meat Rendang

"If you already have a partner and your partner is pregnant again you may have sympathetic pregnancy syndrome!!" obviously doctor Rudi.

"Pregnant??? I've never been in contact with any woman including Rani except....

Alfath was back.

"Sasha.must be Sashaku who is pregnant with my son!!" Alfath so sumringah again and excited again.

"Thank you for the cure and the advice Rud!!" Alfath.

Now he was sure, as a result of his actions that night Sasha had contained his flesh and blood.

"I'll find you, Sha.I don't care if I have to find the end of the world though.I'll find you.I don't want you to bear the burden alone without me beside you."

"I will be responsible for everything I have done to you!!"

"Mba.it looks like Sasha is pregnant...thank goodness before Joseph died he left little Joseph in your womb so even though he has left you but there will be junior Joseph who will accompany your days!!" tyas replied looking very happy.

Sasha could only shut up.

"This is not Joseph's son, but this is the flesh and blood of the damned man who raped me in his office that night." Sasha said limp.

"She wanted to forget and cut off all her dark memories of that depraved man, but why did she have to conceive that bastard's child??" it felt like Sasha wanted to shout out her disappointment and anger at the same time.

"No.. This child is innocent, and now what am I supposed to do?" his mind continued to fluctuate, opposition for the sake of contradiction continued to occur in his heart.

"Now Mba Sasha rest.then mother will be able to go to the store to check the situation there." Tyas.

"Yes...Anjar still works where she used to??" sasha asked Tyas.

"Ngga mba, sasha resigned.mas Anjarpun mba, so no longer work there!!" said Tyas.

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"See Mr. Alfath.today he was very cheerful, like a new durian crucifixion collapsed!!" cindy said to Grace.

"Bonyok dong the head of Mr. Alfath if the fall of the jungle collapses!!" said Grace.

"Morning sir???" cindy and Grace said together.

"For all of her." replied Alfath excitedly.

"Cin..can you come into my room for a moment??" tanya Alfath turned her body to face Cindy.

"All right sir!!" answer Cindy.

"What's the big boss calling me??" ask Cindy to Grace.

Grace just shrugged her shoulders to say she didn't know!!

GECK...GECK...GECK

"Now..."

"Can I help you, sir??" ask Cindy to her boss.

"Cindy...do you know where Sasha lives??" ask Alfath.

"And the address is on his CV the other day sir!!" said Cindy.

"I've been there but the house is empty said some of Sasha's neighbors and her father-in-law have moved out since the child and her husband died." Answer Alfath.

"Did you call Sasha back to work at this company??" ask Cindy.

"If she wants to?? I will still accept it!!" answer Alfath.

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After work Alfath stopped by the supermarket. I don't know why he's so eager to make meat rendang for dinner tonight.

"Is Sasha there wanting the same food as me, huh?? before I crave, I like meat-smelling food.now even want to eat meat rendang!!" muttered Alfath while parking his car in the supermarket parking lot.

The clock has shown at half-nine in the evening, why not many people in the parking lot if it can be called a bit quiet maybe because it is Friday night kliwon.

When he entered the supermarket, Alfath's eyes caught a woman wearing a white dress carrying her baby.

Alfath thought it might be a supermarket visitor or maybe a tramp resting.

She just went through the woman who sat holding the baby while looking down.

Alfath went in to buy meat and instant rendang seasoning. When he came out of the supermarket, the woman in white was still sitting there.

"Who is that woman?? if I look at her stature like ah...Rani died two months ago, she's calmed down now in her new realm."

"I'd better go home quickly to process this meat.I've been so keen!!" then, regardless of the figure in white clothes with the baby, Alfath went straight to his apartment.

He was done with his cooking and arranged a meat rendang and a plate of white rice on the dining table.

"Kok suddenly my heart is sad huh??? Alfath was crying alone at the dinner table. His mind was always on the woman who was carrying his seed.

True premonition Alfath...Sasha did want to eat meat rendang, but where did she look for it this night??

Tyas is still in the hospital, his mother, father and father-in-law are away, he is now alone at home.

"Mas Yusuf...adek wanted to eat rendang, but do not know where to look??? why the hell time go ngajak Sasha?? Sasha is now alone, Sasha can't live without Yusuf!!" isak Sasha's.

"If Joseph was still alive, he would have done whatever Sasha wanted!! Sasha wants to eat rendang, mas...."

Sasha could only stroke her stomach. Actually he can order online but he wants the rendang made by someone he really hates!

"I want to buy but the baby in my stomach wants that man to cook it for us!!"

"Don't do that deck..the mother hates him so much, if you love the mother.Stop that weird cravings!!" Sasha was still sobbing and her sadness was like a maghnet connected to someone's heart.

Yes, Alfath was also crying while sipping food into his mouth.

Sasha stares out the glass window while waiting for her father, mother and father-in-law to come home.

"Eh, who's that???" sasha murmured while wiping away the rest of her tears afraid that she might see wrong.

"It was like someone was sitting under a tree, but who was it?? are my eyes blurry because most of them are crying??" shirih Sasha.

A vision is allowed to see more clearly whether the figure is a person or just a wooden shadow.

"Indeed the shadow of the person in white was sitting while carrying something on his lap.

Suddenly Sasha heard the sound of a baby crying along with the sound of a woman whimpering sometimes humming softly.

"Waduh...kok my body hair suddenly goosebumps huh?? is there a miss kun around here??" muttered Sasha.

"Satasha....!!!"

The voice was close to Sasha.

Sasha wanted to run away but her legs felt very heavy like a rock covered mountain se truck.

Slowly he broke his heart to look at the origin of the voice earlier.

Right behind him stood the figure he saw outside was carrying something turned out to be a baby.

Sasha was only stunned to see a deathly pale figure standing not far from her front. Still fortunately Sasha was shown his real face and not a face full of wounds and blood like the guards of the apartment.

"Mother Rani??" hiss Sasha.

Sasha because since Joseph's death never again read the news and watched television then he did not know if Rani fiancee Alfath had died suicide two days before the death of Joseph.

"Why did you get in here?? Alone while holding the baby again!!" said Sasha.

"Sha...Help me???" said Rani.

"Kok ask her help to me mom, can you ask her fiance mother!!" said Sasha.

"I can't Sha...Alfath hates me. Apologize for all my lies to him.

"I have betrayed him with my affair, Sha.and this child is not his son..but another boy!!"

"But ma'am, I also have a complicated problem with Mr. Alfath!!" answer Sasha.

"You and I are different, Sha.the child you bear is the seed while the child I bear is not the seed!!"

"Help me Sha.so I can go quietly!!"

"Sha...Sasha...wake up don't sleep on the couch.." a hand shook his body which turned out to be his mother's hand.

Sasha immediately wavered like a drowning man.

"Dream only..thank goodness!!" sasha said with a breath of breath and her forehead was drenched in sweat.

"Why sleep here??" ask mother.

"You guys are so long...Sasha is bored in the room so Sasha goes out and bobo on the couch." Sasha said again.

Then his eyes looked around him looking for something.

"What are you looking for Sasha??" ask mother.

"Mother Rani...!!" said Sasha.

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