Sorry for My Lust
Chapter 11 Still Trying

But unfortunately his life was also not helped he breathed his last in the hospital after several hours had been treated.

And from a friend who had heard him speak in his stupor before he died, Ali only mentioned one name!!

"Ma.af.kan...S...sha!!"

News of the accident has rattled the entire school.

Sasha hears from mouth foul but all she hears about is a 12th grader Ipa 1 accident with her boyfriend and dies but she doesn't know if it's Rina and Ali's cheating partner who is very her hate now!!

Tyaspun did not talk much after school.

"Yes, in your class there are students and schoolgirls who died in an accident yes.I heard from their children that dating..pity yes!!" said Sasha.

"Sha...!!" tyas said it was slow as if it was hard to tell the true incident to his cousin.

"Actually the one who died was..." Tyas paused for a moment pausing his words.

Seeing Tyas' attitude like that Sasha started to feel bad about it.

"The one who died...Ali and Rina!!"

JEDAR...

Like a stone buried mountain container Sasha fell sitting in the parking lot to hear it.

I want him to say he hates them so much, but it's not this kind of farewell that he wants.

Actually a few days ago before the fateful incident Ali had met him at home.

The young man was determined to go to Sasha's house because he was not strong enough to resist his longing for the girl.

He deliberately chose to come there when Tyas was training, if he came there Tyas at home, could bonyok all he had face and body hit by Tyas.

At first Sasha did not want to meet Ali at all, she was sick of seeing the face of the person she once loved so much but now turned around so she hated it.

"Sha..ada Ali on the porch of the house.find there.how heavy your problems, talk carefully!!" finally, Ratna's mother intervened to persuade Sasha to meet Ali outside.

With lazy Sasha out of the room, it feels like he is reluctant to look face to face again with the person he hates so much.

"You want what else?? still unsatisfied are you lying behind my back??? you pervert..basic traitor...!!" sasha said coldly.

Ali was stunned unexpectedly getting such words from a kind and gentle Sasha.

But Ali realized, he and Rina were the ones who made a ripple in Sasha's calm heart, now turned into a merapi that was ready to spill its hot lava at any time.

Sasha's cold eyes kept piercing into the recesses of her heart making her bow the face of not daring to meet the owner of those eyes.

"What do you want to say, hurry up I don't have much time to serve a lying man like you because to me your honesty is to cover up all your lies."

"If you hadn't forced.lazy I saw your face again!!" sasha was honest.

"I've now turned into me??" ali's heart spoke with pain.

"Is this the price I pay for treason??" ali's heart murmured softly.

"I accept Sha's fault, I'm not here to apologize to you anymore.because I know I'm the one who made your heart so petrified, I came here first because I miss you, secondly, I want to leave with you, I want to transfer schools to Surabaya continue half a semester there.because I know my presence in school makes you constantly tormented...so I decided to budge away and disappear from your sight, forever!!"

Ali paused his words for a moment. There was a sense of a stifling feeling in his chest uttering all that. Only sasha was the one he told about the plan to move, even Rinapun did not know.

He saw Sasha looking pensive for a moment but the iceberg remained unmoved so Ali decided to continue his speech.

"With my move, then you will feel calmer, Sha.but wherever I am, I will always pray for you, may the Sasha I love always be happy."

Ali was unable to continue his words, his heart felt tight because he had tried to hold back the water that would fall from his eyes.

"I go home Sha, take care of yourself, baby.I will always miss you in my new place later...I also want to thank you because you still want to meet me who is full of lies.I go home yes, greetings to aunt and om...Assalamualaikum says.

Then Ali turned around, which is where Sasha saw Ali's shoulder shake for a moment then he climbed on his bike and then without looking again passed away.

Whereas throughout the journey were tears that he had endured since earlier, chunks as big as a mountain that had been suffocating his chest, decayed already.

The tears of separation with the girl he still loved kept flowing from his eyes and dried up by himself in the wind.

"Is this the pain Sasha experienced when she saw me with Rina at that time?? is this also the pain of being ignored and hated?"

****Flashback off******

Joseph walked out of the class. Outside the classroom he is at odds with Ramlah and Fauziah.

"You were both Sasha's friends back then, weren't you??" joseph Darmawan looked at the two.

"Ooh, Yusuf.iya we were both accompanying Sasha.!!" fauziah replied while Ramlah was silent.

Yusuf looked at the two and then he turned to look at Sasha who continued his daydream in a clear corner.

"Can I ask you two a favor??" joseph asked both of them.

"Don't let your friend be alone.His soul is very unstable feared because his empty soul will make it easier for something to get into his body, you understand what I mean right??" yusuf Darmawan said to Fauziah and Ramlah.

"I came here because I was worried about her situation, but thank God she's fine!!" yusuf.

Then Yusuf Darmawan passed after he had seen the sweet girl and the invisible body guard who always faithfully sat beside him.

"Sha..we brought you a cake!!" ramlah said he offered a few pieces of wet cake and then sat on a bench that was still occupied by Ali.

"What the hell is this girl.disrupt my show looking at Sasha's face!!" Ali stood up and shook Ramlah's head.

Ramlah looked around a bit creepy.

"You why Lah??" asked Fauziah to look at his friend who circulated his eyes around.

"Anu..like someone's been shaking my head!!" Ramlah.

"Ah...at most also the wind.kamu fullness mostly eat soto in the canteen earlier!!" Fauziah.

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****Connected....

Is Ali's spirit now able to touch something??

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