Sorry for My Lust
Chapter 23 I Want Him to Be Happy

"Li....!!" call him softly while sobbing.

Tears continued to flood his reddish cheeks, making Ali so stop roaring by himself and fixated on staring at the sad face of his lover.

"Is there a way for us to be together again??" suddenly Sasha asked.

"I'm sick Li, I'm hurt by the constant state of affairs that I am today..."

"Your presence is between nothing and nothing.only I can see and feel your presence, Li!!"

Sasha was crying sobbing. He was obviously tired of this kind of situation.

"Cup..cup..cup..honey...you don't cry!!" said Ali.

"If you continue like this, how can I go quietly to leave you??" lirih Ali was also very sad.

"It seems I have to speed up the togetherness of Yusuf and Sasha. I actually don't want my girl to be with other men but I have to see Sasha happy first then I can really go!!" whispered Ali.

"Here you don't cry like that.ugly know!!" ali teases Sasha.

"You better get ready, won't your family have dinner tonight with Joseph and his father?? come dong smile baby..don't frown!!" ali said he was trying to comfort Sasha.

"Beib, I want to go out for a while.I want to get some fresh air first..you don't cry anymore, smile yes!!" ali said while rubbing Sasha's hair.

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Yusuf Darmawan just finished performing the Ashar prayer service when suddenly Ali sat beside him.

"Ali..bikin just surprised you!!" said Yusuf who gasped to see Ali suddenly nearby.

"What are you suddenly visiting me like this??" ask Yusuf.

"Suf, can I ask you something?? and please answer honestly!!" said Ali.

"What do you want to ask, Li??" yusuf asked, looking at Ali.

"Suf, despite my request back then for you to protect Sasha after my departure, did you begin to have special feelings for Sasha?? answer my question honestly, Suf!!" ali looked back at Yusuf.

"I'm sorry, Li!! joseph said slowly.

"I first approached Sasha for keeping the message you had given me but over time somehow my heart started to tether with Sasha.

"Sweet girl is so kind and gentle but also very fragile because of love, he had just fallen in love for the first time but it was his first love that had ravaged his heart and life" Yusuf said.

Ali remained silent. He was the one who had a big hand in Sasha's suffering.

"Me!!"

Joseph could not continue his words.

"Suf, will you keep Sasha in my joys and sorrows?? stay with her to be the last person she loves besides me!!" pinta Ali with a raucous voice.

"I know Suf, I could have left him at any time and I didn't want him to cry again after my departure!!"

"I want him to be happy even if I'm no longer with him, I want him to be happy even if he's not with me."

"Please Suf, tell him that you like him.Your father and Sasha's father are friends it is certainly not difficult for you to unite your two hearts, surely the blessing of parents will be with you." Said Ali.

"And you know Suf, this isn't my world anymore.I have to speed up my job to make Sasha happy." Ali said with a heavy sigh.

Long, pensive Joseph tried to digest all the words of Ali.

"Well, Li. I'll try to take care of her."

"It may be a good idea to ask my father to propose to Sasha to Ratna's mother and her husband.because I don't really want to date in order to avoid adultery." Said Ali.

"Maybe we'll both get married after we finish high school, it's just that I won't force Sasha to stay at home with me until we're completely ready to be born and inward" Yusuf said.

Ali smiled bitterly. She and Sasha used to plan their engagement after High School but fate says otherwise, Sasha will get married but not with her anymore!!

Sick?? of course, even though he has become a spirit, but because he is still wandering in the human world, then he can still feel sad and happy.

But for Sasha's sake, whatever she would do to make the girl happy.

"I'm going first, right?? I miss my mom and dad, I want to see them often too, because if I'm not in the world anymore, I don't have the chance to visit them often." Then Ali floated away leaving Yusuf.

"It hurts God...." Ali held his chest.

"Is this pain when we let go and try to get our loved ones to be happy??"

Along the way to his house, Ali pensively arrived at a quiet road he was like seeing a car whose driver was being forced out by four bikers.

The four men beat up the tie-wearing man who seemed to have just returned home from teaching as seen from the test papers that had splashed onto the street as he was dragged forcibly out of his car by the four men who wears that mask.

Ali approached to be more sure because he knew the license plate of the red Agya car that stopped on the side of the road.

"Sir Alan....??" ali shouted when he saw his brother trying to fight his bully.

"I'm rude..What do you want my brother?? you guys wanna gang up on him?? you guys face my anger first!!" ali said with anger.

Slowly he lifted the piece of wood he met on the road and lifted it up and approached the four people who were trying to gang up on his brother.

"Li.li.hatlah.said one of the four brakers who saw pieces of wood flying near them.

"Ha...ha..ghost....!!" he said he ran away from his three friends.

Alanpun's eyes glared at the piece of wood drifting towards him.

The three-man-only raiders glared and could do nothing as the piece of wood turned around and beat them.

In pain, they escape and inadvertently, Alan pulls the cloth over their face and turns...

"Takbir??" exclaimed Alan recognized one of his braggarts who turned out to be one of his own students.

The young man called Takbir was instantly deathly pale in the face, especially when Alan took his phone and photographed him.

Without many words, the three young men who turned out to be one of them was Alan's student at one of the High Schools fled by being chased by wood that continued to hit the butt of the three.

"Whoever you are, I thank you so much!!" alan said as he closed his hands together.

Then he got back into his car and drove his car to the house while thinking what the motive of Takbir and his three friends who are not yet known who their identity is to gang up on him!!

Ali sat next to his brother, without Alan knowing that his sister was sitting next to him.

He saw the face of his only brother.

"I'm sorry Ali had so much wrong with you, brother...Ali is happy to have a brother as good as you brother Alan.Hopefully in the future life we can be reunited as a brother and sister again!!" muttered Ali.

While Alan looked dreamy while driving a car.

"Cock suddenly a whim with you, Li!! how are you doing there?? happy are you there now, my sister??" alan said with a sad smile.

Before his sister died, at Sunday night they always hang out in the cafe telling each other stories, although busily they were but the two brothers still took the time to be together.

Especially when Ali was still dating Sasha, Sasha never required him to always be with her.

She was a very understanding girl until she did not know that she had been betrayed in the most painful way.

Ali grimaced remembering those dark times. That's why he's determined to make Sasha find the right person for her life before she actually leaves and can't go back in Sasha's life.

"Delin!!"

The sound of my mother Lili's cry saw that the only boy was chaotic and messy.

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Is Sasha going to accept a proposal from her father Yusuf Darmawan, huh?? when she still loved Ali so much??

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