Sincerity Love Doctor Dikta
Chapter 11 Pilgrimage

”You mean bi Inem who was hugging mama?” alana asked while looking at Rafka who was now sitting on her lap.

“Iya, mom. She's a grandmother,” replied Rafka again.

Alana smiled and stroked Rafka's hair lovingly. He understands how Rafka feels. Maybe it was because Rafka missed her grandmother so much that she could say such a thing. What's more now Alana also rarely visited the house of her mother-in-law.

“Honey, it's not your grandmother. You said it like that probably because you missed grandma Lili. Next time we go to grandma's house yes,” continued Alana again.

Rafka could only nod obediently. He went back to playing his car and forgot what he had just told his mother. While Alana she just leaned her body in the car. His memory returned to his quarrel with his parents.

Until now they have not even contacted me at all. Either they really cut ties with him or just talk. Alana is eager to go home and hug them just as she used to when she had a problem. Because only their embrace calms him down.

Alana's phone just rang. Alana who was daydreaming immediately realized and took her phone to check it.

083177813X

Let me know when you get to your house.

-dikta

Alana smiled faintly then immediately replied to the message.

“I didn't go home right away. I'm the same Rafka wants to make the pilgrimage to my husband's meal first. You don't have to worry. Everything will be fine,” reply Alana then save her phone back. Last night Dikta did ask for his contact and Alana immediately gave it. He thought there was no harm in having to give his number to Dikta. After all, her ex-boyfriend could not possibly have bad intentions for her.

A few minutes later, his taxi stopped at a public cemetery not far from his home. Alana got off with Rafka and paid for her taxi.

“Thank you, sir.” said Alana.

“Same as mbak,” reply the driver.

After that, the taxi drove back to leave the cemetery.

Alana looked ahead. Plastered a large writing that is public funeral way of guava. It's been a long time since he came to that place. His last pilgrimage was one month ago where his parents still hadn't matched him with any more of it.

Alana can't tell anyone about the problem. That's why he decided on the pilgrimage. Who knows, the burden will be reduced when making a pilgrimage to the tomb of her husband. Last night Alana had a dream about her husband being so sad. I don't know what that means, Alana doesn't understand either.

“Sayang. Now accompany mama meet papa yuk,” said Alana while looking down and looking at Rafka who is now standing next to her.

“Papa? Rafka mau ma's. Rafka also misses papa,” replied Rafka with a face that beamed series.

Alana chuckled at the cute expression of her son. Then his hand took Rafka's tiny hand and went into the cemetery. Alana walked in slow steps trying to keep pace with Rafka's small steps. Actually he could have carried it but Alana did not want to get used to Rafka to continue to be carried. Rafka is seven years old. Rafka should have walked alone.

Soon, they both arrived at a tomb that read Aldiano bin Maxime. It was the name of her husband who was now lying on the ground. Alana took a position and crouched down in front of that tombstone. He plucked out some weeds that grew a lot beside his land.

“Mama. Why should papa be in the ground?” rafka asked with her innocent face.

Alana was no longer surprised to hear her son's question.

“Honey, all humans will definitely return to the ground. They are called God because they love their people. Same with papa. Allah took papa because Allah loves the same papa.” Answer Alana.

“Papa in heaven ma?” ask Rafka again with his random question.

Alana smiled faintly and then nodded. “We just pray for ya. May papa be in his paradise Allah.”

After that Alana refocused on the headstone in front of her. Her eyes were fixed on her husband's name. It was only a few months that she was left by her husband but Alana still could not take it. His heart was still hoping that it would all be a dream.

Alana still remembers clearly, before the accident her husband was still laughing happily with her. Always say love to her repeatedly. Alana always says it more every time her husband says it, even though he is only joking but now Alana is sorry. Because the word was the last expression of her husband before the accident.

“Mas, I'm coming again. Sorry because I just came,” Alana said softly.

Alana rubbed the tombstone with her hand. This time he could not help his crying. Her tears just fell.

“Since your departure my life has been full of problems, mas. I don't know who else to tell you if not. You know what mas? My parents are back on track like they did with us. And I refused because until now I had not thought of remarrying. I still love you so much.” continued Alana again.

Rafka who saw Alana crying with a sigh immediately stood up and hugged Alana tightly while saying,

“Mama don't cry. There is still Rafka here. Rafka promises not to be a bad boy.”

Alana only held Rafka's hand that was holding her. He still couldn't stop her crying.

 Alana turned to Rafka who was now standing beside her. He stared at his son's face briefly and then again looked at the tombstone. “Look at the mas, our son is even more mature. He always asked me why you left first and left him. How should I explain it mas when Rafka is always sad when seeing his friend friend along with his father.”

“Papa...Rafka kangen with papa. Papa said the hero wouldn't make a woman cry. Why is papa making mama cry like this?” rafka is crying with Alana. Keil's son was affected by Alana's crying so he cried with her.

“I miss you, mas. Your presence in my dreams last night made me miss you even more,” muttered Alana with tears constantly flowing down her cheeks.

Rafka and Alana embrace each other. The mother and the child both cried in different ways. Rafka was crying just like any other child. While Alana just cried in silence and a little bit.

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