SHOLAWAT LOVE
Am I Wrong ?
Slowly people left the musholla leaving Boy who was still leaning lethargic on the walls of the musholla with a sad look and pale face.
little by little his body inched forward facing the face staring at the ceiling of the musholla.
"Am I wrong God ?
"I've been trying...
Boy bowed and sat down with his back bent.
"hikss.hiks..
"i've been trying desperately to improve my life..."Boy's head is getting bowed.
"i admit, I'm a fucking asshole who's never useful to anyone...
"i am . I am ashamed to pray and ask for Your forgiveness...
"But help God.. Please give me a chance to change...
"Today with my voice, I call your servant to come...
Can I ask for a reward..?
Boy again showed his pale face with both eyes looking blankly ahead.
"if it can be ..
Please reward me...!
"i don't want to expect much.I'm too embarrassed to ask...But I need Ridho Mu Tuhaaaannn.....
"hikss.hikk..
"Give Ridho Mu in return for Me..!!! hikks.hiks..
"I'm Shy.. I Shame on Mu Tuhaannn...
"Give Ridho Mu...
Boy scattering his head down on the green carpet prostrated resignedly and weakly with a groaning sound that choked his throat.
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"INDAUSTRALIA ... AAMIIN YAA RHOB... "Ucap Sitti standing behind Boy.
Boy was surprised to hear Sitti's voice behind him, with a panicked and nervous face Boy tried to calm down even though the tears that soaked his cheeks could no longer be hidden.
"Aye was sure divine Ridho was already brother dapet before brother asked... "Strictly Siti stood upright staring sharply ahead without even glancing at Boy's face.
"a a what does that mean... ? Boy looks surprised while wiping his tears trying to look tough and not cry in front of Siti.
"aahh yaaa.gua laper bang Siti.smoga aja sieve cook pepes tofu..."Boy enthusiastic.
"Come on Bang..!!!
Sitti walked without a single glance towards Boy who was trying to catch up with him.
"elu emang understanding Siti. lu trying to hold back your anxiety in order to maintain the self-esteem of the cave .."batin Boy.
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Boy and Siti's footsteps look calm walking the streets without any babbling or seduction for a change Boy that usually sounds noisy when with Siti.
within 10 minutes they had arrived at Siti's house and immediately sat together with Arifin and the family kong Mamat.
"gua didn't think your voice was good, Boy..."Romlah seemed enthusiastic about praising Boy
"ehh.new to learn kok Nyak..."Said Boy Sungkan.
"just learned that good ? especially if it is good.."Praise Romlah.
"Let's eat first Bang...!!! Take Sitti friendly.
"lu know aja Siti. begajulan it has not eaten from yesterday.again fasting ..hihihi.. "Arifin curled up while grabbing the plate in front of him.
"not eating from yesterday ? ape the Boy again has a problem...? "in Romlah.
rome deftly prepared dishes and scooping rice and side dishes for her husband and kong Mamat.
While Siti had put a plate of rice and a plate of tofu pepes and a bowl of soup in front of Boy without realizing it.
"deftly.." murmured Boy.
"eat a lot of Boy..."Romlah said adding egg pieces on the dinner plate Boy.
" i am Yes..."
"Thank You Siti..
"bisin Boy.this is all Siti cooking.he said there will be special guests..."Romlah looks enthusiastic.
"uhukk.. "Arifin coughed at the confession of Romlah.
"slow down..!!! "Ketus kong Mamat.
"cuisine siti really good Kong. aye so napsuuhhh.. "Ariffin as if indifferent.
While Boy seems to think while devouring pepes to know his Favourit.
"Siti knows the cave is here ? He also knew that the cave was starving.."in Boy.