SHOLAWAT LOVE
Deepest Angle ?
After a long day of being in a state of despair and helplessness, Now Thonny began to calm his emotions thanks to the advice of his three friends who remained supportive even though he had humiliated them with behavior that was very contrary to the principles of their lives.
Thonny could not sleep last night to think of a way to confess his stupidity before Tini.
The puff of tobacco smoke and soft drink bottles that look messy and scattered in his room become friends as well as energy intake for his brain is increasingly deadlocked without any inspiration.
"Gua does not dare to draw conclusions, Cave can only give advice to you, Do not long delay the problem ! Try as soon as you can apologize to Tini, and Lu must be ready for the consequences.and most importantly, Never be selfish ! You must accept all forms of Tini's anger and disappointment.."
Boy's words rang in his head to make Thonny again confused and increasingly afraid to face Kartini, a sweet girl who had received harsh treatment due to his error.
"I am ready to accept all insults and insults, I am also ready to accept any blow..But, I'm afraid you and Budi can't accept depraved men like me.."
"Aarrggh..."A bottle of Softdrink thrown by Thonny until a loud sound when collided with the wall.
"Sholat Bro ! Pray with God ! Bini cave once said the same cave, No matter how great the plan of man, still the finish depends on the decision of God.."
For a moment Thonny was stunned to remember Boy telling him to pray and pray.
"What cave pantes ? Is the cave still the Servant of God ?
Not feeling both Thonny's eyes began to dew and slowly teardrops fell to realize his stupidity and sincerity all along.
"The cave bokin once said, "Pray is the weapon of the believer"
Again Boy's speech circled in his head to make Thonny bowed stiffly sobbing bitterly.
"God ? Help me ! "Arrghghh...."Thonny shrieked hysterically realizing his helplessness in the face of the problems created by himself.
"One more thing, Bokin cave always said that, God is like the prejudice of his servant" So, You must have good prejudice in dealing with this problem so that God loves you ease in a good way.."
"yeah ? What cave deserves ? Does the cave deserve kindness after making a grave mistake ?
"The cave's just a drunk, the cave's just a useless fucking guy, the cave's ruined a girl's future..Is the cave worthy of prayer and asking God for help ?
"Kartini ? Argh..Sorry for me ! Forgive me !
"Gosh ?" Heyhh.." Ricco who was assigned to accompany Thonny suddenly shook his head to see his best friend was so hit and dissolved in regret.
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The silence of the night atmosphere seemed to describe the quiet and gloomy mood of Kartini without a touch of bright light and even a ray of hope bias as if reluctant to calm the wounded heart and shrouded in disappointment.
Behind the rented window, Between the dark solids of the night, Tini's two eyes stare softly at half the moon that looks timidly illuminate the night.
"Hwuuhfh..."Breathing so long as to hint at the burden that has been attached to his life.
"I leave everything to you, Rhobb.."
Since returning home from her mother's house, Tini began to think about the prayer of istikhoroh and in the end she also carried it out in order to find calmness as well as answers to all her worries and fears.
"I'm sincere about getting away from him, but I can't get away from my son.."
"Yes Rhobbi, irhamna..!