SHOLAWAT LOVE
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Boy who still rests in front of Babeh Jali can only bow his head does not have the courage to look at the face of Siti.
While Siti looks so calm stepping out past everyone gathered in the room as if they were all invisible to Siti's eyes.
"Std..Susulin ! "Whisper Mama Shoffie patted her son's shoulder who was just peeking glancing at Siti's step away.
With the rest of courage and lack of confidence, Boy rushed up to step quickly following Siti who continued to walk towards the park.
A stone chair among the Mama Shoffie flower collection that is now where Siti sits without a sound.
Boy approached with a giant step while sitting on a stone chair facing Siti who was still speechless with a serene face.
Silence without a sound no one let out a word until the awkward atmosphere made Boy more tense and his guts shrieked.
"Shitt.im looser.."Sweat grains are fused Boy as if hinting at his tension that is increasingly real until his heartbeat suddenly exercising without rules.
"Damn ! Can't I believe it ? The cave can.."Boy still bowed not dare to look at Siti's face.
"Damn..Just this time the cave felt really tense in front of Siti.." Huuuhhfh..."Boy sighed so deeply trying to neutralize his nervousness.
Slowly Boy turned his face trying to look at the face of the girl who so missed but at this time the look of the calm face was like a dagger ready to stab himself.
"Glyc..Sorry "One word that slid from Boy's mouth sounded so soft and heavy as if his tongue and neck were choked and even tied.
"Shiitt.im nervous.." Boy grew weaker as his eyes collided with Siti's eyes which were so calm but hinted at such deep disappointment.
"Sorry Siti's cave ! "Boy bowed again with both hands clenched as if to condemn his stupidity.
"Sorry..."Boy's body immediately slumped along with tears that also plunged freely between his eyes.
"Forgive Me ! "For the moment Boy threw away his pride in front of Siti to get an Apology and forgiveness from the girl who had managed to make her feelings and life more upside down.
Spicy words finally came out of Siti's mouth and managed to make Boy more silent with a trembling body.
"All right ! "Boy sighed so deeply digesting Siti's words while trying to get up and sit back despite still not daring to look at Siti's gaze so calm.
"Isn't this an opportunity Siti gave me ? Just like Putry said that the apology was useless.." DAMN !!! Boy felt so small in front of Siti when her regrets seemed useless in front of a disappointment.
"SO ??? " Boy showed his face looking straight into Siti's eyes by imposing his almost extinct courage and conviction.
Siti still looks calm when usually she will bow her head when Boy looks at her face as if today the girl really shows her assertiveness.
"WHY ? "One word seemed to demand a lot of answers out of Siti's mouth and managed to stab Boy's confidence.
"glue..." Although only one word but so sharply strangled the neck of Boy who began to choked powerless to answer.
"Awhile Siti...Huuhf..."An unimportant word even a foolish swipe came out of Boy's mouth as he raised his palm again sighing trying to unravel his tension.
Somehow the regret that burdened Boy made him even more shrivelled like a rabbit that could only resign in front of the Wolf.
"WHY ? " Siti repeated her question again but this time was full of emphasis.
"Oh Shitt's..I'm so crazy.." Boy was getting scared and confused as if there were no words his tongue could produce.
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."Kasian amu , Boy 😆😅