
Ayana approached the papa who was sitting in the middle room. "Papa." he called.
"What dear?" sahut Mr. Ferdy.
"Pa, I'm confused again" said Ayana, sitting next to Mr. Ferdy.
"What's up, baby? Who knows after the story, you are not confused anymore."
Ayana tells Mr. Ferdy about her relationship with Argatha, Ayana also tells about Aldi who always accompanied her and her closeness with Aryasa.
Mr. Ferdy took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. "Follow your heart, dear," said Mr. Ferdy softly.
Ayana hissing. "It's precisely Pa, Ayana herself does not understand the feelings of Ayana, Ayana is really confused."
"Choose the man who always accompanies you, for that man will be the first to worry about you, and surely he will not let you be sad."
Ayana just stared at the clingy Papa.
"You still love Argatha?" ask Mr. Ferdy.
Ayana nodded.
"You like Aryasa too?"
Ayana nodded again.
"If Aldi? You like it too?"
Ayana was silent for a moment, she herself did not know whether she liked Aldi or not, because during her time with Aldi, Ayana did not feel anything different, it felt ordinary.
Mr. Ferdy smiled as he saw Ayana clingy. "You can't answer because Aldi is always near you, when Aldi is not with you anymore, you will find the answer" said Mr. Ferdy.
*****
Ayana tries to contact Farah, wanting advice from her best friend.
"Hello, Far" said Ayana as Farah received a video call from her.
"What else do you want to tell?" ask Farah who has memorized why Ayana contacted him.
Ayana chuckles. "Far, Ayana is confused" he said.
"Why?"
"Ayana should open her heart to Aryasa?" ask Ayana.
"If you like Aryasa, please open your heart to Aryasa. Maybe by opening your heart to Aryasa, you can lupain Argatha, but if you do not like the same Aryasa yes do not open your heart to him," replied Farah.
"Ayana doesn't want to be Aryasa's impingement to forget Argatha."
Farah breathed heavily. "Well, you like Aryasa? Means your closeness with Aryasa is purely because you like him, so you take Argatha as a bonus."
Ayana thought for a moment. It is true, he likes Aryasa not because to forget Argatha, but because of Aryasa's own treatment that makes Ayana feel there is a different touch when she is with the man.
"So much to confuse you?" ask Farah.
Ayana shakes. "No, thank you, Farah, tomorrow at the Ayana campus will give you an answer to Aryasa."
Ayana disconnects the video call. Now he has found the right answer to answer Aryasa's question.
As time went on, Ayana could not continue to love Argatha, as it was Argatha who severed her relationship unilaterally. Ayana decides to open a new leaf, in which she must begin accepting others to enter her heart.
*****
This morning Aryasa was in front of Ayana's house to pick up the girl. With a light blue dress and hair that is allowed to decompose, making the look of Aryasa's eyes do not escape even when Ayana comes out of her house.
"Good morning, Aryasa," Ayana smiled.
"In the morning" said Aryasa after realizing that Ayana was in front of him.
"Lo is beautiful" said Aryasa.
Ayana smiled shyly. "Still Aryasa" he said.
"You're going to college now?"
Ayana chuckles. "Yes he is leaving now, the time will wait for the new state capital to be dissolved," replied Ayana.
Aryasa opens the car door for Ayana, the girl enters.
Both corners of Ayana's lips expanded, this morning she felt very much.
"Lo why Ay? Happy again?" ask Aryasa while installing his seat belt.
"Yes, Ayana is happy again" Ayana replied.
"Happy why?"
"Because Ayana already had the answer to Aryasa's question," the girl replied.
Aryasa turned his head, looking at Ayana with a serious look on his face.
"Will you open your heart for me?"
Ayana smiled while nodding her head.
Aryasa smiled happily, he took off his seat belt, then hugged Ayana. "May we date now?"
Ayana let go of her embrace, "Ayana can't love Aryasa yet, Ayana just wants to try to open her heart to Aryasa."
"Gue will make your boyfriend has no place in your heart anymore, because I will try to make you fall in love with me" said Aryasa.
"Let's Aryasa we go to campus, later it's late," said Ayana to divert the conversation.
Aryasa put his seat belt back on, then drove his car.
"I'm sorry Ay, actually my goal is close to you just to forget Aruna, because I don't want the shadow Aruna always appears and make me feel guilty because of her death," aryasa said in his heart.
*****
"A big smile" said Nio as he walked to Aryasa's chair.
"Whisper lo!" sahut Aryasa's.
Ayana walked to her seat, sitting next to Aldi who was already there first.
Aldi narrowed his eyes, "I think he's happy again" Aldi said.
"Aldi knows not, because Ayana managed to surprise-in Aryasa loh," said Ayan slowly, afraid to be heard by others.
"Oh," said Aldi coldly.
Ayana hissed, "Ih! How come oh doang anyway? Oh yes, Aldi knows, Ayana already has your answer to answer Aryasa's question."
"What's your answer?" ask Aldi curious.
"Ayana wants to open her heart to Aryasa," said Ayana happily, but still with a soft tone.
Aldi's face suddenly changed. He immediately shifted his gaze while sighing heavily.
"Why does Aldi think?"
"What?"
"Yes Ayana's answer."
"No coment."
Ayana clicked annoyed, while hitting Aldi's body slowly. "Kok Aldi answered that anyway?"
"Keep I got to what, Ay?" aldi said with a slightly raised tone.
Ayana frowned, feeling strange with Aldi's tone sounding up. "Kok Aldi pissed off?"
Aldi forced both corners of his lips to expand, although in fact Aldi's heart was feeling pain at this time, because what he did all this time had no effect on Ayana, he remains a friend in Ayana's eyes.
"Congratulations Ay, may it last the same Aryasa," said Aldi.
"Ayana is now not dating Aryasa, Ayana just want to open her heart."
"Yet? Then will you be dating?"
"If later Ayana can fall in love with Aryasa, then Ayana is dating Aryasa," said Ayana lightly, who did not know that her speech made Aldi hurt.
"If you can't fall in love?" ask Aldi.
"Yes, it means not going out" Ayana replied lightly.
Aldi turned his gaze forward, reluctant to chat again with Ayana. This morning Aldi so did not have the spirit to go to college, even Aldi felt today was the worst day.
*****
Seoul, South Korea
Argatha and her two friends, Han Jaehyun and Lee Seung Ho stopped by one of the coffee shops in Gwanak Gu, Seoul.
"You wait here, let me order" Argatha told the two friends in Korean.
Jaehyun and Seung Ho sit on an empty bench in the coffee shop, while Argatha walks to the reservation.
"The order has arrived" Argatha told Jaehyun and Seung Ho, bringing three coffees and a snack.
"Thank you" Jaehyun and Seung Ho said.
"I miss school when I see them" Jaehyun told Argatha and Seung Ho.
Argatha and Seung Ho looked towards the two high school students who were not far from them.
The two high school teenagers look very happy while chatting and teasing each other. They laughed so much.
"I remember my first love in High School" Seung Ho said.
"Argatha, do you have first love?" ask Jaehyun.
Argatha nodded. "Have," he answered.
Seeing the two high school students, Argatha's memories with Ayana at High School flashed, making Argatha remember the girl.
Both eyes of Argatha glazed over. The look in his eyes still made the two High School students as the focal point of his vision.
"Argatha, are you okay?" ask Seung Ho.
"I missed my first love" replied Argatha.
"Call him, tell him you miss him" Jaehyun said, handing Argatha's phone to call her first love.
"I can't reach him."
"Why?"
"I told him to forget me" replied Argatha.
Jaehyun patted Argatha's shoulder slowly. "If you still love her, call her, apologize to her."
"Truely, explain to her why you asked her to forget you" Seung Ho said.
Argatha clutched her phone. Should he call Ayana and tell the girl that he misses her?
Along the way to her apartment, Argatha kept thinking about what Jaehyun and Seung Ho had told her to contact Ayana.
Argatha sat at the stop. His tears slowly fell without him noticing. He misses Ayana very much, misses the laughter and hugs of the girl.
Argatha wiped away her tears, but the more Argatha tried to shake off her sadness, her tears fell more and more.
"Well, I'll see you again after I graduate college, I'll make amends to lo" he said himself.
"Gue promises to fix everything later" added Argatha.