
Aldi did not immediately go home, he pulled his car over on the side of the road. Aldi closed his eyes, holding back all his sadness.
"What's my fault, Ay? Until you admit this to me?"
Aldi took a deep breath and threw it away slowly, trying to calm down. The more Aldi tried to think clearly, the greater the pain in his heart.
"Do I have to lose again? Is my presence just being a supporting actor in your life, Ay?"
*****
Ayana enters the classroom, seeing that only Aryasa, Satria, Nio and Qausar are in the classroom.
Ayana walked up to her chair, seeing that the seat beside her was still empty.
Ayana picks up her phone, tries to send Aldi a message, but he breaks it. Why would he say such a painful thing last night if he finally paid attention to Aldi first?
Not long after, Aldi entered the classroom and immediately sat in his chair.
"Why do you care about me, Ay?" ask Aldi who realized that Ayana kept watching him from entering to sitting in her chair.
"Gue's like people don't take a shower, huh, Ay?" aldi laughed a little.
Ayana. Inexplicably seeing Aldi who is ordinary makes Ayana feel guilty has thrown words that might make Aldi hurt.
Aryasa approached Ayana and sat down on the chair opposite the girl. "Well, will you go home from college, will there be an event?" ask the girl.
"Nothing" answered Ayana.
"Main yuk later," asked Aryasa.
Ayana turned her head, looking at Aldi who seemed ordinary, like he did not care about the words of Aryasa who invited Ayana to spend time together after returning to college.
Aldi was busy with his phone playing Pou, ranging from bathing, feeding, and even buying clothes for his favorite Pou.
"Where, you want to?" ask Aryasa.
Ayana nodded her head.
"Okey, you will go home from campus, yes" said Aryasa as he walked back to his chair.
"Eat PDKT nya smoothly jaya," said Nio.
"Currently continue to kayak the toll road," said Qausar.
Ayana brought herself closer to Aldi, curious about what was on Aldi's phone, to make the man seem to not care about Aryasa's words.
"Aldi," call Ayana.
"Yes, Ay," said Aldi with his eyes still focused on his phone.
"Aldi again what?" ask Ayana.
Aldi showed Ayana his phone. "In order to take care of my son, pity me again sick, Ay," he said.
"Well, can I borrow it?"
"By dong." Aldi gives his cell phone to Ayana, letting the girl take care of her favorite child, who is none other than Pou.
Ayana did play Aldi's phone, but her mind kept thinking about the owner of the phone. The man acted like Ayana didn't say anything last night. He was like the usual Aldi. Not being cold or keeping your distance from Ayana.
*****
After college Aryasa and Ayana go to the city forest which is not far from the campus.
Before arriving in the city forest of course they both stop by the mini market to buy some food and drinks to accompany their chat.
Both corners of Ayana's lips expanded when they arrived at the city forest. There are so many people who chat casually, play kites, there are even those who are studying together.
"Gue often comes here alone" said Aryasa, holding a small mat he brought.
"It's the first time Ayana has been here" he said happily.
Aryasa arranged the food and drinks they had bought on the mat. "Gue thought it was you dating Aldi" said Aryasa.
Ayana shook her head, "No, Ayana's with Aldi," Ayana replied.
"It's good that you don't have a boyfriend" Aryasa said with a smile.
Aryasa turned his head, looking at Ayana a little confused. "Lo got a girlfriend?" tanyanya.
Ayana nodded. "Here, Ayana's boyfriend is very handsome," he replied.
Slowly the smile on Aryasa's lips faded slightly.
"Ayana's boyfriend is studying at Seoul National University."
"Australia?"
"Yes, it's great that Ayana's boyfriend can get into SNU?"
"Great dong, I heard it is not easy to enter SNU," Aryasa tried to get the topic of conversation on Ayana, so that the girl was not bored, yes even had to discuss about Ayana's boyfriend.
Ayana smiled bitterly. "Yes, it's not easy to get into SNU. The number of Ayana's boyfriend prefers to disappear without news so that Ayana does not become an obstacle to her future," he said.
Aryasa was stunned when he heard Ayana's words. Aryasa could not distinguish Ayana was talking about her sadness or just talking about her boyfriend who studied at one of the famous campuses in South Korea, there was no sadness on the face of the girl.
"Oh..,"
"Yes?"
"Are you okay?"
Ayana smiles. "I'm fine" he answered.
"Aryasa calm down, Ayana is not sad, Ayana will not cry here, so it will not make Aryasa embarrassed," said Ayana while melting the atmosphere.
Reflex! Aryasa ruffles Ayana's hair shoots with anxiety. The girl could hide her sadness very neatly.
Seeing Ayana makes Aryasa remember the figure of Aruna, the girl who managed to make him fall in love. From the way Ayana smiles, speaks, even looks at her eyes when looking at Aryasa, just like Aruna, it makes Aryasa look like Aruna in Ayanas.
"Well, thank you" said Aryasa.
"From yesterday Aryasa said thank you, why the hell?" ask Ayana curiously.
Both corners of Aryasa's lips expand. Both of his eyes glazed over while staring at the clingy Ayana.
"Aryasa is sad?" ask Ayana.
Aryasa averted his gaze, then took a deep breath and ignored him.
Ayana clasped Aryasa's hand tightly. "Aryasa misses Aruna?" ask Ayana carefully.
Ayana's question was like salt water being watered into a wound, it was very painful. Aryasa who had been trying to resist sadness, finally wavered. Slowly her tears fell. Aryasa quickly deleted it.
"If Aryasa wants to cry please, Ayana will not see," said Ayana while covering her face with her palm.
Aryasa chuckles. Her sadness was slightly reduced due to Ayana's adorable behavior.
"Ih, how did Aryasa laugh anyway?"
"What if I laugh? Can't you?"
"Yes, that means Aryasa is not consistent to be a guy. Sad to laugh now, how is it? Aryasa labile!" oceh Ayana's.
"Lo makes me anxious anyway, so fail to sad me," replied Aryasa.
Ayana smiled shyly. Perhaps if he could see his own face, he would see his reddened cheeks. "Aryasa's responsibility is if Ayana's baper."
"It is with pleasure that responsibility" Aryasa replied laughing.
"Oh..,"
"Yes?"
"Your cheek cheeks are red?" aryasa Goda.
Ayana held her cheek. "Emang yes? Does it look like Ayana's cheeks are red? Uhh! This is because of Aryasa nih," he said while hitting Aryasa's body slowly.
"My shell?"
"Ya Aryasa made Ayana a baper."