Rose Bullet
episode 8: loneliness

..."7 June 1996 - rood town, 146 kilometers east of Stalingrad"...

at 18:34 it was raining heavily tonight coupled with the sounds of explosions, gunfire, screams and despair.I was with Elisha on standby in a house, we were waiting for reinforcements to come from Moscow and Stalingrad, at that time I sat in an open window looking at a scene that might be very terrible for some people in check this point was all the wounded soldiers in the care, he said, at that time I daydreamed while talking in my heart "this night the rain made me miss my sister even more, until now I have not found her, I hope we can meet again brother" say me in my heart

*biipp*the voice of the communication tool that gets the signal

"ohh..have you? " ask me

"yes but this signal is unstable" Elisha replied

"in that case, keep trying! " my orders

"good lider" replied Elisa

I went back to daydreaming as to how happy I would have been if you hadn't left that time, staring at the overcast sky with the sounds of explosions and gunfire. I felt no tears as I cried I was fed up with all this but I could not forget my purpose

"hiks..hiks brother if I fail don't get angry huh" I muttered while crying.

"hey! See if I found it... hemm? lider are you crying? " ask Elisha

"ti.. no I'm not crying" I replied while trying to wipe my tears

tears of sadness and depression I can no longer bear I cry in the arms of Elisha who tried to comfort me, I also occasionally told her

"i can't take it anymore, I. I want to come back soon" I said while sobbing.

"hey don't be so I don't actually want to be here either but my circumstances and decisions are what make me here now" said Elisa

"and if you have a story problem with me or our friends, if you hold it all I'm sure you won't be strong" he added

ahir, I also told everything from me who broke up to the things that made me feel bored and depressed on this battlefield.yes this all did make me feel much better it turned out that what Elisha said was true I had to be more open to all my team members.Sadly even then we went down to go to the post when we got there we saw a lot of injured we were meet with Sovia

"hey Sovia how is there any news? " ask Elisha

"so far it's not possible that we'll lose this city so I've ordered all the soldiers here to withdraw from the city" Sovia replied

"well then" said Erika

after that brief conversation I decided to go back to the building to observe the surrounding conditions as I pointed my binoculars towards the corner of the building I noticed something suspicious.

"ohhhhh.... God protect me" I said

and*boom*a tank gunshot shot towards me, lucky the explosion hit the wall and made me bounce but unfortunately my right leg and right hand were hit by wood chips.

"aghhh... sialll!, damn you! " call me while enduring the pain

at 04:10 I woke up and asked in my heart "I'm dead? " after that I tried to stand up and look at the conditions outside from behind the window, I saw the situation in this city was very quiet I also walked out as limped I walked out of this city in the middle of the journey I found the community radio I was trying to listen to the recording radio it.

"hemm is so lucky for me" I said

I also played the tape, after I heard that the enemy had also left this place and on the other hand all our soldiers had been killed. after that I continued walking until 06.15 am I had reached the end of this city.I continued to walk through the path near a river, I felt weak and tired until I finally fell and fainted. After I opened my eyes I was surprised because I was already in a house and there was a little girl beside me

"ohh brother is awake? " ask her

"i. where is this? " ask me

"ohh this is my play cottage, yes at once my 2nd house" replied the little boy

"a.. I have to go. arghh" I said while enduring the pain.

"sister do not move first the hands and feet of the brother have not healed" appealed the child

I also lay down again

"sister must be hungry I will make food for brother" said the little boy

"ti... don't bother, I can cook by myself" prevent me.

"no, this is a dish I made this morning" he said, bringing a bowl of warm soup for me

"ohh so but why are you alone where your parents are until you have to cook for yourself? " ask me

"ohh that's my parents died a long time ago guess when I was 5 years old" he explained

while listening to the story of the boy I also started eating the soup and this is a good soup in my opinion I wonder why this child can cook as well as this when if I cook alone must be bland if not it must be too salty. afterwards I was asked to rest for a while here. the night arrived I was chatting casually with her joking and occasionally telling scary things yes indeed the atmosphere was very warm and very peaceful.

"hey, by the way, what's your name? " ask me

"sister doesn't need to know that but if brother wants to know his sister must wake up" he said

as soon as I heard the voice calling me it was getting louder and louder I finally woke up

"hey lider, are you okay? " ask Elisha

"it's lucky you only had minor injuries" Sovia added

when I was on a stretcher to retreat from the battlefield, we failed to defend this city, on the way I saw a small abandoned house I was curious and entered into it, how surprised I turned out to be this is the house in my dream I saw a photo and one of the children in the photo was exactly the same as the child in the dream and behind the photo it was revealed that the boy was named Lili Marlene.