Rose Bullet
episode 3: the strange feeling

..."2 December 1995 - east of Stalingrad"...

that day the sound of gunfire echoed a barrage of artillery raining down on enemy lines of defense. the great war there are so many casualties that no matter the civilians or the fighting forces they all fall victim to this war, yes maybe this is what is called a war without mercy

"it's fine that I've obtained information about the enemy's coordinates" Rio told us

"what now do we start his operation captain? " ask Erika

"yes we have to knock out the enemy artillery towards the north of this city" Rio replied

"we will start with me, Erika, and Hannah who will advance first with the other members. Sovia go with Elisa and Sora to the tall building in the area and protect us from there" he added

"ready commander!" answer us simultaneously

we moved towards the enemy's defense and did what Rio told us I felt a different feeling when I saw him leading us all,his dashing voice and his high self-confidence amazed me

"our commander's report is ready in position" I said

"well this time, all open fire units! "

yell out loud

a barrage of bullets rained down on the enemy who was focused on running his artillery, but unfortunately our prediction was wrong the enemy had prepared a reserve army for their defense.

"Sora what are you doing shoot them! " said Sovia

"ta. but" I answered hesitantly

"are you scared? you're an army! you mustn't be afraid to kill your opponent! " reply with her firmly

yes, I also have no other choice but to take up arms and fight, I was very hesitant to shoot and

"doors! "

a bullet I fired for the first time, and yes it became something that made me calmer and could make me more confident in my abilities.

"a.. what is this? what is this feeling, it's so much fun, so this is what it means to kill without guilt? " ask me in my heart

the battle continued, the longer the battle lasted the more people were killed by my gunfire, until I did not realize I had too much to finish off my enemy

"it's Rio to the whole unit! the enemy has already successfully eliminated a successful mission! " his word

"it looks like you've done well Sora" Sovia said

"yes. se. like that" I replied

"not that it's natural for my beginners to be tense huh? " ask her

"ti.. no ha. it's just this feeling" I replied.

"all right we have to get back to the check points now, the world forces have liberated this region" Rio ordered us

we went back to the check points, on the way I saw many on the stretcher even many who were killed, the originally beautiful road is now full of the bodies of the fallen soldiers, he said,

"at 18:06 - the temporary headquarters of the 313th World Army defense battalion"

"Sora can talk for a second? " take Rio to me

"of course the captain has a prehal what? " ask me

"after I observed from this mission you seem to have killed a lot of enemies, there are a total of about 97 people that you managed to finish off" he said

"su.. really that much? can't be captain? " ask me for not believing

"yes and because of your achievement you will get a medal of respect from the great general of this battalion" he replied

I don't believe in all that I thought I only killed 2 or 3 people but I was wrong, it turns out I was already a shooting machine on a very scary battlefield, but I felt it was a fun thing and it could make me calmer.

"thank you for the information, Captain" I said

"yes defense keeps your performance on the battlefield Sora" he appealed

"get the captain" I reply

the night came, I was still thinking about what I just did? what have I done? I've killed many people. At the end of it I went out the tent to once again see this ravaged city, which is already ravaged, I didn't feel like I had walked far enough and reached my surgery.

"hey you're my victims, sorry if I had to kill you I honestly don't want to do that" I muttered

"talk to yourself again" I said

in the end I can only do this for the sake of my brother, I want him to come back and joke with me again like he used to.