Our Love Is Not Over
Part 47's
Elsewhere, the Gautama family is in a tussle with many investors pulling their investments out of projects being run by Edgar. As long as Edgar's condition is still not fully recovered, Papa Daniel is the one who takes care of everything. Actually Edgar had come home from the hospital, only his face was still bruised. So, Edgar only works from home.
Not to mention Mama Ola who nagged here and there. The woman could not remain silent after being told about the declining shares of their family company.
"It's all because of Raisa!"
Mama Ola still blames Raisa. The root of the problem is his own son.
"Stop beating Raisa, Ma! These are all risks I have to bear because of my own decisions! I can deal with all this."
"Hahah! Mama can't just shut up!"
Mama Ola went straight from the house without saying anything to Edgar where she was going.
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In the restaurant, the atmosphere was still bustling with scorn and people's words about Raisa. They even kept talking about it when they ate.
Unlike Rani and Kendra, the two feel guilty because they just kept quiet without helping Raisa at all.
"Ken, we should have helped Mba Raisa, right?"
Kendra nodded.
"Saking was surprised and so afraid of the same angry mothers earlier, I could not dwell on Ran. She is Tamara's mother. But I don't think what he said was right. Where might Mba Raisa be a destroyer of the mother's child's relationship. Raisa has a child. Uh, wait ... "
Suddenly Kendra's speech stopped after saying the word child. She remembers very well that Tamara's former husband-to-be was a widower. His mind was immediately fixed that Edgar was the ex-husband of Raisa and the children of Raisa were certainly the children of Edgar.
"Well! If my thinking is right. Crazy anyway!"
"What's crazy, Ken? What are you thinking?" ask the astonished Rani.
"Think that Mba Raisa was Edgar's ex-wife. Therefore, Edgar chose to annul his marriage to Tamara."
"What's? Don't worry! Mba Raisa never told us anything about her ex-husband. Do you know his name too?"
"Yes I know, Ran. But what would connect Mba Raisa with Tamara if not Edgar? There isn't one, is there? After all, Mba Raisa is only a chef in a restaurant, while Tamara is a famous actress. The only link is Edgar."
Suddenly Rani became silent rethinking the words of Kendra. It is true what Kendra said. But, yes, time? Do not-don't because it's also Raisa always won't comment on the relationship Tamara and Edgar.
"What do you really say, Ken? I'm thinking too."
"Well, right. But if you really were, if I were Edgar, I would choose Mba Raisa too. Although Tamara is beautiful and looks perfect, but if for a wedding, I prefer the one like Mba Raisa, which is simple and motherly."
"Udah ah, I don't want to come thinking anymore. Which I now think, where did Mba Raisa go? He even brought his motorbike to speed. I'm worried about Ken. But we can't suck him."
Rani immediately scowled sadly.
"Believe me, Mba Raisa must now calm herself down."
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It felt humiliated, belittled and humiliated in public. It was not that he could not defend himself, it was just that when he tried to defend himself, people would definitely regard it as an alibi to cover up a fact.
Though all this time, Raisa thought, she was fine. Turns out, he was wrong, he just hid everything from that fine word. All of his pain was buried in his deepest heart and now came to the surface again with much greater pain.
If this happens, Raisa feels she is not worthy to be a mother. He still could not face his pain.
"I'm not a seductress! I'm not a cheap woman! I'm not that kind of person!"
Raisa said that sentence by hitting her own chest. Because of that sentence, he also remembered the past. He was always mocked because of the son of a prostitute and did not know who his father was. It's repeated again.
"Kia, Mia! Forgive Mami who is sick! Forgive Mami, huhu."
Finally his cry came out as well when he remembered the twins. Raisa wants to exemplify the good in the twins and show her good condition as well. But this time, Raisa was no longer able to hold him back.
"I'm sorry Mami, it looks like Mami will choose to disappear again. Forgive Mami for separating you from your papi, huhu."
So sad, Raisa to not hear the sound of the door of the house opening. He even hugged his knees and shed tears there. Luckily the twins were still at school and she had asked Pamela to take the twins away with her and not go home before she felt okay.
"So, this is what you want to show me, Raisa?"
That voice, the voice of the person he had wanted to avoid all this time. Raisa looked up with her already swollen eyes. There were no words spoken by Raisa. Raisa's really afraid of getting sprayed again from Mama Ola. He was already very sick to hear the insults from his mother Tamara.
Who initially wanted to get angry at Raisa because her son's relationship ran aground, Mama Ola became silent. His heart was so sick when he saw Raisa with a bad state. Instantly he immediately realized, if indeed his hatred was not as much as his affection for Raisa. Although from her mouth she always said hate, in fact, she was unable to speak any harsh words in front of Raisa. Even unconsciously, Mama Ola herself who reached out again to first embrace Raisa.
Raisa who indeed missed Mama Ola's embrace immediately returned the hug as well. He even shed all his tears there. It was as if between the two had never happened. It was as if they were back in a time when they loved each other, and the time of Raisa who always told her whatever she had to go through to Mama Ola.
"I'm not a cheap woman! I'm not a seductress! I'm not like that!"
Raisa reveals it again in front of Mama Ola after letting go of Mama Ola's embrace.
"You know, I shouldn't be like this to you. I should've slapped and blamed you for the loss of my son's romance! I should have hated you! I shouldn't have softened like this! But why are you showing your pitiful self in my eyes, Raisa? Wh why? I wish you were really happy in your life."
"I'm sorry, I never should've shown up again. I should have disappeared far from Auntie's family."
"Aunty?"
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TB
Yuk ah a lot of comments, who knows I khilaf can double up today, haha