Our Love Is Not Over
The Part 16

Raisa thought, Elsa has been home since the incident. But apparently, the woman is still in the restaurant when now she will go home.

"Mba, please explain why Mba hid the twins!?" asked Elsa who was a little with her high tone.

Raisa who does not like to be the center of attention, let alone people began to look towards the two of them. He immediately invited Elsa to talk in a place where she usually breathes fresh air after tired of cooking in the kitchen.

There the atmosphere looks awkward, Elsa who was once fiery even now looks to have subsided. But as it turns out, Raisa was wrong to expect it.

"I didn't know that Mba turned out to be this bad! I'm grateful, Mas Edgar has separated from Mba."

"Can we talk with a cold head? I won't defend myself, but I won't be silent if those words keep coming out of your mouth Elsa. You don't know anything, don't talk."

Elsa grunts as hell. But he still obeyed what Raisa said. Because in her time, Raisa was once part of her family that she loved so much. Maybe even now, maybe.

"I'm not going to lie to you because you've met the twins. It's very difficult indeed, if you don't believe the twins are Edgar's children. The shape of his face, the outline of his face even his smile was exactly with Edgar. Moreover, his blond hair that became the hallmark of your family. Right, they were the children of Edgar. I did not accidentally hide their presence. I have a reason, and you shouldn't know that reason. The point is, I'm only asking one thing of you. Don't tell Edgar."

At once Elsa immediately stood up because she was so upset to hear the words of Raisa who forbade her to tell this important news to her brother.

"I don't plan to hide this forever. I'll tell him at the right time. Edgar has a fiancee, right? I want to keep that woman feeling."

For a moment, Elsa fell silent and sat back down. What Raisa said was true as well. If his brother knew he had children, Edgar would have chosen to cancel his marriage and wanted to return with Raisa. Then what about Tamara who loves her brother so much and has been considered to be her own family?

"Well, I'm not going to tell Mas Edgar. But no promise, this mouth could be slipping."

Elsa went away from there. Raisa who once looked strong and tough to face Elsa is now increasingly seen that she is fragile. He shed his tears.

He is evil, indeed evil has hidden the presence of the twins from the Gautama family. But how else, he was afraid, if the twins would not be accepted in the family, because Raisa was well aware that she had made a mistake on Mama Ola who loved her so much. When the woman began to hate him, it felt like her heart was torn so deeply.

His memory returned a few years ago.

"Ca, please, just one child Ca. Just one."

"Gar, why the hell do you have to nurture your family? Though clearly at the beginning you agree with my principles! You know better what my mental state is than they're Gar."

"Yes, I understand Ca. But mama wants our grandchildren."

"I thought you understood my situation, but why did you keep forcing me to get offspring? He really doesn't know anything about me. You should have said from the beginning that we were married without wanting a child between us, Gar."

Without Raisa noticing, apparently Mama Ola heard the conversation of the two. She was initially surprised because it turned out that Raisa did not want to have children. To be honest, it didn't matter if Edgar and Raisa were honest from the start. But her heart hurt when she said she didn't understand anything about Raisa. What part of it does he not understand?

Was it not visible in Raisa's eyes? Mama Ola is so disappointed with Raisa that she enters Raisa and Edgar's room while expressing her disappointment.

"Mama's really disappointed, Ca."

After saying that, Mama Ola went from there to the living room.

Raisa who was surprised because Mama Ola listened to her debate with Edgar immediately followed her. He was well aware of having spoken words that hurt the woman he loved so much more than he loved Edgar.

In the living room, Mama Ola was crying. Raisa came and immediately grabbed Mama Ola's hand which was immediately knocked down by the woman.

"It turns out you think mom doesn't know anything about you. So you assume what all Mama has done so far? My mom is disappointed, very disappointed with you! When it comes to children, Mama does want a grandchild from Edgar, but if you are not ready, it's okay. Mama understands a lot of things you're afraid of. But why should you hurt Mama, Ca! Why?"

Raisa cries because she can't stand to see Mama Ola's heart hurt. Want to give up whatever he did hurt Mama Ola's heart.

"You who are considered dirty by people out there, we embrace you and make you like a precious item in this family. But why, did you give me sharp thorns that were so painful?"

"I'm sorry, Ma."

Raisa keeps crying while trying to kiss Mama Ola's hand.

"I'm angry and don't want to talk to you anymore Raisa."

Suddenly Raisa's cry became louder because the call pinned by Mama Ola was no longer Caca but Raisa.

"Now it's up to you and Edgar. Mama doesn't want to take care of you. You want kids or not. Mama won't ask again."

Since then the relationship between Raisa and Mama Ola so stretched and Mama Ola looks so hate him. A few months later, he separated from Edgar. There was no farewell he said to Mama Ola. Despite wanting to apologize again, he was too afraid to be hated even more. He left Gautama's house when it was pitch dark, when all the Edgar family had already fallen asleep in his sleep. He also left the divorce papers he had signed on his bedroom nightstand with Edgar.

If you remember the past again, Raisa's heart is so broken. She misses Mama Ola's warm embrace. Missed being spoiled by that woman. Everything about her was missed by Raisa. But now, it no longer exists because of its own mistakes.

"I'm sorry, Ma."

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