Our Love Is Not Over
The Part 30
"Mba, how come Edgar was in our house?" asked Roni who was still walking behind Raisa.
Raisa stopped and turned to face Roni.
"Edgar knew there were twins between him and me. He asked to be reunited with the twins and I granted it."
"Is Mba not papa?" ask Roni.
"Lying, if I say it's okay. To be honest I wasn't ready to meet them, but after seeing how happy the twins were with Edgar, I felt guilty. Maybe I should've brought Edgar and the twins together earlier."
"Mba .. " call Roni again when you see Raisa's tears that have been dripping.
"I'm a bad mother, Ron. Very bad, only brought them together after 8 years."
Roni immediately hugged Raisa and rubbed Raisa's back.
"No, Mba Raisa is not evil. Don't assume that way Mba."
"But in fact I'm evil Ron, I deliberately did not want to bring them together initially."
"No, Mba is not."
Roni tried to keep calm Raisa. He did not want Raisa so keep thinking and later the result to his mental.
"My fear after meeting them was that the twins would be taken away from me, Ron. Edgar did say he wouldn't take the twins from me, but I'm not sure about his family. How am I supposed to go Ron?"
"Don't think of anything that isn't necessarily going to happen in Mba's future. Just think positively now. I'm sure, Mas Edgar will hold on to his words."
Raisa lets go of Roni's embrace. He smiled wryly while remembering his love story in the past.
"I used to believe that Edgar would always understand me. She said it was okay not to have children with me. In fact, after a few years, he changed his mind, Ron. She asked me to have a child while I was still not sure if I could, if I could at the time. Until we finally separated. Not to rule out the possibility, he could also change and fight for custody of the twins. I'm scared, Ron. So scared."
Raisa sat on the wall with her knees held. It's fucked up, fucked up. Roni who saw that was so pitying.
"Mba, think about something good in the future. Please, don't keep going like this."
"Hu hu ... "
"If only later did Edgar really change his mind. There's still me, Mba Pamela who's on Mba's side to help. We won't let anyone take the twins on Mba."
"Hu .. hu ... "
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Edgar came home with a very happy feeling. Mama Ola who saw it immediately assumed that Edgar had been dating Tamara.
"It's a happy little mama's son."
"Yes dong Ma."
"Surely you've finished dating Tamara huh? Duh, being in love is always a different aura."
It feels very anxious to deny the allegations of Mama Ola, just that Edgar was confused how to answer it because just heard the name of Raisa, the look on Mama Ola's face will turn angry. Edgar knows Mama Ola still can't forgive Raisa. Because Edgar knew, no matter what Mama Ola used to be to Raisa. So for now, Edgar chose to keep the twins secret from his family except Elsa who already knows.
"Yes Ma" replied Edgar who chose to confirm Mama Ola's allegations.
"I went to my room first Ma" said Edgar.
Edgar kept looking at his phone where he deliberately photographed the twins. There are also some photos of Raisa and the twins. His life was as excited as it used to be. But Edgar had not realized that.
Edgar sent a picture of his children to Elsa.
My kids are so funny and adorable. Even I who am not good at talking to small children can get along with them immediately because they talk so much and accept me well. Aaa ... I can't describe how I feel today.
Shortly thereafter there was a reply message from Elsa.
I'm glad that Mas Edgar met the twins. But, Mas must remember, Mas must talk about the twins also to Mba Tamara. She should know, because she's gonna be Mas's wife. I hope your relationship will be fine.
Instantly, Edgar fell silent. His phone, which he initially held, fell into the bed. Edgar really felt at two crossroads. He was worried about which one to choose. Though he should have forgotten his past, it's easy, he will not be as balanced now. The problem is, in the deepest recesses of his heart, Raisa's name is still engraved there.
"It turns out I can't be happy before everything's resolved."
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Two days later, Tamara accidentally came to Edgar's house. The woman really wanted to see Mama Ola to just chat.
"My son-in-law's candidate has arrived apparently. Though Aunty knows what you are busy, but you want to take the time to just meet with Aunty. Truly the ideal wife."
"Hehe, the end if you meet Edgar is not possible. He must be busy at the office. I don't want to bother him either."
"Edgar did not choose a woman wrong."
Mama Ola takes Tamara to the family room for a chat. There was originally an Oma Deli, but Oma Deli came out the moment they both entered.
Tamara immediately showed her sadness. Because he thinks Oma Deli still doesn't like him.
"Oma Deli does, but it's not because she doesn't like you. Whatever or whoever Edgar liked, Oma Deli always agreed because Edgar was Oma's favorite grandson."
"Yes Auntie, maybe I'll be too airy."
The two are now sitting there watching the drama Tamara is playing. Mama Ola always praised Tamara's acting. Tamara became a shy smile. But a discussion Tamara didn't understand made her wonder.
"A few days ago, Edgar was so happy after dating you. Auntie is really grateful that you've brought Edgar back as he was. Aunty hope, after you get married later, you will continue to be happy."
In fact, a few days ago, Tamara was busy filming. Even just to meet Edgar can't. Who made Edgar so happy? Tamara thought badly of that. Her happiness instantly turned into doubt and fear. But of course at the moment, he couldn't possibly answer that it wasn't him that Edgar had met at the time right?
"Sama-sama Aunt. I'm also grateful that Auntie received me so well in this family."
"Women as beautiful and as good as you are deserve to be treated well."
Tamara smiled faintly while wondering in her heart.
What exactly are you hiding from me, Gar?
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TB
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