NOT PERPETRATORS
Goodbye to Memories

A week later, my father-in-law was allowed to go home. I'm very happy. It's just that, from now on, my father-in-law must really maintain the pattern and intake of food. As recommended by Dr. Dimas.

Today I visited my father-in-law, with Arka, and my parents. After that, I asked for permission to go home first. I want to visit my house, which is certainly not maintained. Actually not only that reason, I want to pack my clothes, and Arka's clothes.

I went there on an online motorcycle. Actually, the distance from my in-laws home to my home—home with Bastian— mas is not too far away. After a few minutes, I arrived.

I saw Bastian's car parked in the garage. That means Bastian's at home. I knocked on that door too. And not long after that door opened. Mas Bastian was a little surprised to see me coming. He immediately let me in.

"What are you doing here?" tanyanya direct.

"I .. I want to take my clothes. And Arka's clothes" I replied as I entered the room.

Bastian followed me. He just watched me pack my clothes. The atmosphere was silent, there was not a single chat. He looked at me, his eyes watching me. That gaze was very different, from Bastian's usual gaze.

Like ... something's saved. However, it is hard to say. I quickly packed my clothes. And also ... a picture book of Naruto cartoons, which is always well stored in the drawer. I looked at the book with a smile. This book ... is the book that Dimas gave us when we were going to separate first. The Rainbow Flower Garden. How could I forget him. In fact, from now on I no longer want to forget it.

I put the book in a suitcase. When I finished, I immediately took a break to go home to my mother.

"Mas, I'm home ...."

Bastian was still silent. However, his eyes continued to look at me. He was still sitting in bed.

"Then I say ...," I said again.

I also stepped out of the room. But suddenly, Bastian hugged me. He hugged me while sobbing.

"Mas, what's wrong with you?"

Again he did not answer. He just hugged his embrace on me.

"Mass?"

Finally, I let my body be held in her arms. Maybe, for the last time. I'm confused about him. Bastian said nothing. It was as if he was venting his anger. And after being satisfied he sobbed, he took off his embrace. Then he went into the room, and closed the door.

I was stunned for a moment. Then continue, get out of the house. I shut the door tight. As if I wanted to close all my memories in this house, with Bastian.

I'm standing on the porch. Recalling for a moment the good times of my little family with Mas Bastian. Slowly, the memories were twisted one by one. The smiles on Arka's face, the smiles on Bastian's face, and the smiles on my own. Clear threads that had been restrained began to spill. I guessed one by one with the back of my hand.

I took a deep breath. Suddenly my brain twisted a most heartbreaking memory. That memory .. the starting point of the collapse of our relationship. The memory that drains the tears the most. That night ....

"Imania .. I know this is hard. I've hurt you. Disappointing to your sincerity, your loyalty. I realize that."

"Imania .. if you still want to know everything. Let me tell you. You don't have to say it, if you don't want to. But you just listen. You can be mad at me. You can slap me too. You can do anything to me. Including hating me."

"Imania .. let me tell you all the stories. That honestly, honestly ... I .. I haven't been able to leave my past. I still love him."

"Ultimately, we were lovers. Who have promised to complete each other, to love each other, until death do us part. But my parents didn't approve. They insulted my girlfriend. He was treated like trash. And I've told you a little bit about him. When we're going to the top. You remember?"

"She is my favorite woman. I haven't been able to move on from him. I don't even think .. I can get it out of my mind. So far, I've built a household with you. I can't love you yet."

"Imania .. rather than me being drawn away from keeping lies from you. Wouldn't I be honest? I can no longer hide this from you. What is, we will both be tormented. What's more, you're a very good woman. It's not appropriate for me to hurt you constantly."

"To be honest, ever since we met, I've been interested in you. You're beautiful, have a good personality."

"I shot you back then .. Just for the run."

"I'm sorry .. My sin is so great for you. In fact, you don't deserve to forgive me. But really .. I've insisted on loving you. But still can't."

"I've been in contact with my boyfriend all this time. After work, I went to the house we had contracted for. And I spent time alone there, with him. We love in the wrong way. We have committed many sins, to God .. and to you."

"My girlfriend .. she .. she's pregnant."

"Imania Sarasvati! Tonight, I, Muhammad Bastian, drop three talaqs on you!"

The whole memory is back in my brain. Makes me sob. The pain and tightness came back. Shake up in the mind.

And when I turn around to get out of this house. Suddenly a white car came into the yard. A blonde woman again. He came down and approached me.

"Imania! You why?" she was surprised to see my wet face.

I also wiped my tears. "I'm .. I'm fine!"

"Where are you going?" asked Fania while holding my suitcase.

"Go home" I replied.

Fania. It was as if he was looking for answers through my eyes. Then he shook his head. "really! So crybaby!"

I threw both my eyes away. I think he wanted to say something to strengthen me. I think he really knows my sadness. The situation I am experiencing. Apparently, he's not that smart.

"Take me home!" my door.

"Where?"

"To my parents' house!"

"Just go back, am I to my mom, or my dad?" Suddenly Fania sang loudly. I immediately closed my ears.

"First, a handful of gold, you betrothed me .. huo .. huo ...." Fania's voice was really loud. He sings with a false voice, and very loud.

"First, swear an appointment, in front of the witness .. huo .. huo ...."

I ignored him and went straight into Fania's car.

"But everyone! Lost already! Swallowed lie! Huo .. huo ...."

Suddenly one of my neighbors approached Fania, holding her crying baby.

"Hey! It's noisy! Your voice is so flattering! False again! Because of you, my son woke up!" the mothers dressed in negligence.

Fania ignored him. He sang even louder. "But everyone! Stay story! A wounded heart?!"

The mother took off her sandals and threatened Fania. "Hey! Sing again! I'm gonna stick you in sandals!"

Fania just laughed. Then ran into the car. He opened the glass of his car and stuck his tongue out at the mother. And back to singing.

"Just turn! I'm with my mom! Or my dad!"

"Based on a crazy woman! Cuneiform!" swear the mother while calming her baby who still continues to cry. I shook my head to see Fania's behavior.

- CONNECTED --

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Notes : Fania's song is titled, HEART OF THE WOUND. (Bethariah Sonata)

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