Not I'm Taking Him
Open to Each Other

Long bang Thunder clasped my finger, and occasionally smelled it. making a smooth swish on my chest.

Matalu water also no longer mebetes.

"We should pray magrib first! azan!". he said.

I'm nodding.

"Finished prayer we continue to talk again. We can tell all the problems that are running us.

So that our hearts can accept the shortcomings that exist in us and our prospective partners.

"Good bang!". I said.

Take off his clutches, but he first brought my fingers to his kiss.

"Allow me to be your priest and also accompany you.

"God willing!". I replied.

"Khemm.

we pray in the mosque across there!.but walk away".pointing bang thunder kerarah mosque across the street, next to the mini market.

"Good bang!". I said.

We got out of the car first and walked to the mosque.

I who do not want to be slandered because walking together, choose to walk a distance and somewhat behind the thunder bang.

"Why is the road far away?!". asked bang thunder.

"Dragon safe distance.let's not be a slander.

"Oo..!". he said.

After the magrib prayer, we walked back to the parking lot.

"You want to buy a snack?!. Or we eat first.

"No bang!". I replied.

I want this problem to be solved quickly. Actually it is not a problem, only I have not thought of getting married.While Thunder bang wants to get married.that is what I concluded myself.

Then I want to immediately get certainty and seriousness bang thunder to marry me. uh..

I think it is not good to refuse the sustenance of household worship.

"Gita's. I'm serious about marrying you.

maybe you think I am very ambitious to get married quickly.honestly yes gita.I am also shocked by my heart.

When I heard the voice of anna's friend last night, you were bored, somehow I imagined your face. I don't know and don't know Anna's friend.

It is very clear your face is in my eyes when you hear your voice from inside. We met twice, first in the hospital, the second when I dropped off your dead husband's cell phone and wallet.

And I've also forgotten about our meeting because of the accident, because of the many people I've met over the past few months.

And when I go from your boarding house, your face always crosses my mind. makes me not concentrate on carrying a motor. until several times stop, to calm my mind that always imagines your face.

Even during work I was not focused, even though we were razing on the streets.

How can you focus, your face is always passing!". he took a slow breath.

Bang thunder looked at me continuously as he spoke. I also heard the story.

"Finished the raid and gathered at the office.I took a nap in the middle of the night.

And I dream, you always accompany me when walking, you accompany me while smiling.

When I wake up, I immediately pray at night. ask God's instructions. If you are my soul mate, ask God's pad to be found as soon as possible. because I do not want to linger curiously.

I'll meet you at your house tomorrow, when I'm leaving for work.

why not after work last night?!. Because I want to pray again tonight.

But..

God more quickly grant my do'a. the next morning we meet directly. hehe.. our soul mate may be!". he said smiling.

"Therefore I immediately concluded, if we are a match. and I immediately asked my cousin to send a set of jewelry and also a coupel dress for me to propose to you. I also told my parents that I was out of town.

I was going to propose to you right away, but instead just leave the parcel in your room. Sorry!".he said again.

I took a slow breath.I heard the explanation.

"But we can't decide srndiri bang. I have to ask my parents for permission.

"I'll go to your parents if we can go straight to their house tonight, with my parents.

My parents gave me permission to get married, so this morning I spoke to them on the phone, they were excited that I was getting married.

"Is not too fast bang?!. I just have not thought to be in a relationship. this is just invited to marry!". I said scowling.

"Good intentions should not be delayed. Moreover, there is nothing to overcome our good intentions. Status is also clear, we are not tied to marriage with our respective spouses.

Just asking for the parents' blessing. I want us to take my parents tonight, to your parents' house!.

Come. let's go to my house first. there you can report the arrival of my parents!". said bang thunder confidently.

He turned on my car engine.

"But bang!. You haven't asked me for permission!. Why come to my parents.

"Eh yes. forgot!.

he. he.!". he said. again turn off the car engine.

Then he faced me, holding both my hands.

"Gita's. I'm not a romantic man, but I have sincere intentions. I want to perfect my worship in the way of God.

Will you be my makmum in navigating the household?!.

Will you be the mother of my children?

will you take home in joy and sorrow?

would....".

"I'm still in iddah bang time.

"Isa... It's not romantic.

I've been trying to withstand the turmoil in my chest. My heart is like ....! listen!". he said carrying both my palms against the chest of his field.

Dug....

Heart rate bang thunder is very fast, until it feels in the palm of my hand.

"But my words are right bang!". My protest.

"I waited.how much longer?!". asked the thunder bang.

"Next week take a letter from the religious court.

"Ah you. that we can directly marry the next month!". said bang thunder.

"But...".

"There is no buts. would you want us to sin if we were alone like this?!". he looked me in dimness.

We're in a car that's just lighting from a garden light.

I'm stunned.

We were both in the car, which was dark....

I pulled both my hands.

We both let go of each other's hands, and threw our faces toward the front of the car.

Hffff

"Let me be halal for you gita!". he murmured softly.

I took a slow breath. My chest also rumbled, either because of the thunder bang speech, or imagined sin.

"Will you marry me Gita?!". asked the thunder bang again.

"Bismilbornrahmanirrahhim.

I want to bang. But ask my parents!".I replied slowly.

"Alhamdulillah...

I'll take my parents with me tonight.

Eagerly and always smiling, a bang of thunder spurred the vehicle towards his house.

I see occasionally towards the thunder bang who always smiles.he also occasionally looks at me.

We are like you are in love.

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I know our status is the same - both left by a couple with a story.