Not I'm Taking Him
Must Talk.

I stopped my car near the park. The park is not far from the thunder bang housing, also kosanku.

I parked my car near a slightly shady spot under a mahogany tree.

I took my phone, intending to contact Thunder bang. to talk everything I felt.

"What's the name that's saved?!". I said looking in the contact list.

Long time I searched, did not meet the name of Thunder, brother Thunder...

Nor did I find it..

The green message came in.

"Astaghfirullah. bang thunder.

When you see the contact name

'my imam's candidate' ️

"Where's honey?"

asking whereabouts. Is he waiting for me?. ah my spiciness.

"In the garden Melati bang!.

Can we talk to you for a second?!".

I answered the message.

There's no reply. But the voice calls came in. Kok bang thunder immediately called him.

Then I answered immediately.

"Assalamualaikum bang.

"Vaalaikumussalam. Why go to the park?.he said to the mini market.

"Oh. mm. later I come to market bang.

I just thought, to talk first with brother. before I met my brother's parents.

"Well.we talk where?!. when?!". asked bang thunder.

"Now can bang. by phone only!. if talking in kosan is not good.

"It's not good to talk on the phone. I'll just go there. wait for me!. Don't turn off the phone.

I want permission from my mom for a while. They came a few minutes ago.

" ..!!". I did not hear the thunder bang answer.

I heard he asked his parents for permission to come out for a while.

and also ask the driver in his house to drive using a motorbike.

"Hallo darling.you still hear me right?!". asked bang Thunder.

The sound of a motorbike on the street means he is walking.

"Don't call my darling bang!. lebay. still far know.

"Where are you in the garden?!". asked Thunder without caring about my objections.

"In the parking lot opposite the minimarket Ceria bang.

"Outside or still on top of the car?!".

"Car!".

"You just wait there..

Along the way to the park for about seven minutes, Bang Guntur spoke a lot, also flirting with me.

I leaned in the steering wheel.

And

tok.tokm..

steering side window on tap. I saw, it turned out that thunder bang was coming. I opened the glass.

"Next to the bang.

I looked at him.

"Move baby!". he said.

I just nodded, and got out of the car to move to the front side seat.

He led me to the side door, and opened the door.

"Drink first. let rilieks!". said bang thunder.

After I sat down, the thunder bang gave me a bottled mineral drink.

I accepted it, and drinking it while continuing to look at it, she smiled continuously at me.

When I finished drinking, she ruffled my head covered in instant hijab until I glared at her.

"Look!". he said again.

Then walk around the front of the car and sit down to the steering wheel.

"Why?!". she asked gently while looking at me.

We're facing each other. I leaned to the door

"I'm still thinking about the letter you sent me this morning, and also my brother's speech.

How could you say I'm my future wife in front of my friend. Also say we're getting married next month!". I stare at the thunder bang, who also looks at me gently.

Hhfff.

"Whatever, we've only met three times. And the third just this morning in the park. uh afternoon came the innocence of directly saying we're getting married in front of my friend.

Don't mess with a wedding. Moreover, we do not know each other.I am a new widow for a few months, and brother knows it.

Brother, don't be swayed by Anna's call to me. I let him call me brother-in-law because I've already called him my sister.

He kept looking at me while smiling thinly.

"Maybe my brother doesn't know, with my heart that my husband has left forever.I still can't open a new page for now.

not that I don't want to, but I still have a little disappointment in my late husband.

We who had known each other before marriage, and was very noticed by my husband.even very much in the lament. turned out he kept a secret that made me hit and disappointed.

Moreover, we who can be said do not know each other and only know names and status.

It's not that I don't trust my brother. I know my brother is a good man, but I still have a little doubt to begin with.

My brother and I do not know with the secrets stored in our hearts, maybe a wound that is stored by the past and not for others to know.

Also, I am still gamang to think of a marriage. not unwilling, but there is no thought for now.

I hope you understand!". I said with teary eyes.

for thinking back about the wounds inflicted by my late husband.

Trying to talk to the thunder bang for him not to be offended, with my words.

He was still smiling, grasping my fingers instead and squeezing them slowly. Then rub the corners of my eyes with one hand.

"I understand what you're thinking.I understand your doubts.

I also have deep wounds, and I don't think as deep as yours.

I don't know what kind of wound you're going through, but I intend to treat that wound you're going through.

I really hope that we can both help heal the wounds and disappointments that we experience.

"Allow me to protect and accompany you.make me your priest in worship in the way of Allah!!".he said, kissing my fingers.

I shed more tears, though not sobbing.

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