
Diana came home crying. When Nek Ira came to ask and Diana cried in her grandmother's arms while telling her sobbing what happened to the ingredients to make the cake crumble without rest.
Nek Ira cried when he heard the sad story of his beloved grandson. The heart of a grandmother who was not sick saw her granddaughter get such treatment. Diana suffered too much because of others but as the only grandmother who was always there gave her support she was powerless to do something for the sake of her grandson's happiness.
Nek Ira only told Diana until she stopped crying. As soon as her crying came to a halt until her eyes were careless, Diana said she would go out to calm herself down in search of fresh air out there.
Diana went to her mother's funeral. There he cried again, telling all his sadness and grievances to his mother hoping her mother would have heard his outpouring.
That's all that kept him calm. Share his joy and sorrow with his mother. Making a mother as the right place to complain, whether they are still alive or not, his presence is always missed by the child.
After being calm because she had told her grievances before her mother's grave, Diana now walked alone through the city of Jakarta. I don't know how far he walked until now he was sitting in a park chair was daydreaming even though the surrounding was crowded.
There, with a blank look, Diana simply fell silent and pondered.
"Why me... Can't smile like everyone else?"
"Why me... Always sad?"
"Why is my heart never calm?"
"Why... Everything boring?"
"Why is everything so boring?"
Diana said with great emphasis as she contemplated everything in sorrow.
"I have to keep going. Even though I don't know the reason for life. I decided to go well while I was alive."
"That's how I feel about stepping. With great difficulty every day."
Imbuh Diana next until her cry now broke.
...***...
On a highway that is being occupied by passing vehicles. Damian was driving his car while receiving a phone call.
"No. I'm on my way home, there's no time to go back to the Mansion."
".........."
"Can't, Mother. If you want to see me, just come to my house. I have also often asked my mother to leave the Mansion. Why do you now survive living with the demonic creatures there while you still ask me to see you."
".........."
"I don't want to see Mom. Mom knew for herself when I entered the Mansion that there were pessimists to see my arrival. Instead of finding the peace to meet you, it adds more trouble for me."
".........."
"Enough Mom. For now I have no intention of coming there. Not that I don't want to see mom, I'm just avoiding toxic people."
".........."
"See you. Just pray there's a magnet pulling me to meet mom there."
End Damian said, closing the call with his mother unilaterally.
Hufft...
Damian breathed a rough breath.
Damian continued his journey. This time he drove the car with focus without playing a mobile phone. He knows his actions were wrong and can harm others or himself. But at this time his mood is not good and prefers to slow down the speed of the car rather than marginalizing it on the side of the road.
The journey to his house is quite smooth and not filled with the density of vehicles that cause traffic jams in urban areas even though this is a holiday. Decorated by the surrounding scenery. Sometimes high buildings, residential residents to tourist attractions filled with green trees stretched like a giant green carpet.
Vacation time is a time that is always anticipated by many people. Especially for those who have a solid routine. When the holiday time comes, it starts to appear many fun holiday ideas. Will this holiday go to the beach, the mountains, or just surround the shopping center in the city?
One of the destinations that is currently famous is a beautiful park that can be visited at any time without the tariff charged. Every passing vehicle can see the Green Garden from a distance. Lots of visitors there, spending time with their children in the playground, a pair of lovers, and there are also those who themselves see the harmony of others.
Damian, who was crossing the park, suddenly stopped his car and marginalized him by the side of the road. He slightly opened the window of his car directing his gaze at the Park was looking and looking at someone.
"Wasn't that Diana! What's Diana doing here?" Damian gun
Damian frowned deeply. Damian felt that while riding, his eagle eyes accidentally shot at the face of someone he recognized. The woman, like Diana, was seen from a distance crying alone in the garden chair.
Damian had already confirmed that it was Diana who was crying.
"What is going through right now? Why, why is it that when I always meet him, he always shed tears like that. I was too furious to just crush her tear bags so she couldn't let out another cry." Damian was upset. He meant to erase Diana's sadness and replace it with a happiness that always makes the girl's smile expand.
Damian quickly removed his seatbelt, he moved from his car to approach Diana who was sitting alone. His footsteps were so long, his shoes rubbed against the floor of the road were so rough, his facial features became unpleasant to look at which displayed a frown of anger.
His pace got faster and even after Damian ran. When she arrived, she hugged Diana.
Diana was deeply stunned to find a sudden hug from a man. Her crying stopped, all that was left was a tear on her cheek, and a deep frown on the baffled forehead as to why the man was hugging her like that.
"Master Damian, why are you here?" Diana asked with a hoarse voice and a haphazard face
"I should have asked you a lot of questions. Why are you alone sitting here and weeping until you show it to everyone?"
Diana simply fell silent and lowered her head back crying without a sound.
The look on the face of worry is getting real on Damian's face. He grabbed Diana's chin and made her look up. The reddened and sad eyes of the woman had already shaken Damian's heart and grew anxious. Damian was eager to pay back the man who hurt Diana because he believed that someone had hurt her.
"What makes you cry, huh?? Can you when you meet me you put a smile on your face instead of a cry that makes me sick?" Damian growled as he spoke, sounding a little snapping yet it was a form of his worry.
Diana just stared at Damian in tears. While Damian was still staring at the two eyeballs with nanar waiting for an answer.
They stared for a long time, and Diana did not open her mouth. Finally Damian himself who gave up, he understood Diana could not open up to him. Damian himself chose to extend his hand to wipe away Diana's tears. Her handkerchief felt smooth and soft on Diana's cheek.
After her tears were erased, Damian hugged Diana tightly and his other hand gently rubbed the top of her hair. Diana felt the warmth of her touch and was much more at ease than before.
"Diana, I know it's gonna be hard on you, but there's one way you need to change your life." Damian's talk this time became a serious and pressing topic.
Diana looked deeply at Damian. What exactly does he want to say? And wait for Damian to talk again after he was so seen taking a swing for more to the next discussion.
"I can't. The more I hold this feeling in you, the more I feel. It's the perfect time to tell you everything."
Then, Say back
"What a hard thing is your life every time I meet and see you always your eyes are shedding tears. Are you always falling like this? Can I just once see you smile even for a moment."
There is a very long time lag for Damian to say the core of the discussion he wants to convey is actually. Diana was getting curious and furious herself waiting for long Damian said back.
"I'm going to marry you. Get ready to be Miss Damian Sander!!"
DEG!
That sentence sounded the last time. Time seemed to stop and the sentence kept ringing in his head. Does that mean Damian really wants to marry Diana?