My Romance My Life
Chapter 61 [His past Youknow ]
My name is Lee Jaehyun, I am the son of a 4th generation conglomerate.
I got my inheritance from my father because I'm the oldest boy in my family.
Besides the conglomerate's son, my family's a mafia family. Crime/criminal organization.
But I never wanted to take part in my family's crimes.
Since Elementary School, I've been shunned by a lot of people. I have no friends and no one wants to play with me. I'm lonely, there's no point in being a rich kid but being shunned by a mafia kid.
I always feel sad and never happy. Everyone keeps calling me Prince of the Mafia.
When Junior High, Still the same as SD, no one wants to be friends with me. Since childhood I have always been alone without friends and a quiet and lonely person.
Because often by myself, my heart gets cold and every one of you who tries to befriend me, I will definitely reject rudely.
Surprisingly, when Junior High liked me a lot and I became popular with women, even though when Elementary School they were afraid of me.
Turns out it was because I was a mafia prince who was famous for being very handsome. I honestly am handsome.
But none of those girls managed to melt my heart and open my heart.
Nowadays, Mafia is trending on social media and the internet.
Now people are not afraid of the mafia and even really admire the mafia.
I'm surprised, They used to stay away from us, and now they love us.
Humans are totally unpredictable.
Are all humans strange?.
During Junior High, many children do not know my name and they easily forget my name.
Since many do not know my name, I made a nickname for me, Youknow.
The meaning of the name is 'You know'. I want everyone to know my name and I don't want to be forgotten.
As time went on, my life grew more and more dull and I felt like an undead.
Maybe because I'm lonely and I don't have a life. I have never lived a happy life and have no happy memories.
A lifetime of living a lonely life without love.
Now I thought, What is the purpose of my life.
I feel so lonely despite having a family. I'm so lonely because I've never been in love.
and I'm lonely because I don't have friends.
how annoying they are.
Their name is Park Jimmy, Kim Ji-Sung. Han Sojin, And Win RoyalGold.
The four of them became my first friends and managed to open my heart.
Ji-Sung is a pretty dilapidated nerd.
Sojin and Jimmy are very cheerful and passionate people.
While Win is a rogue among us, He likes to bully and bluff.
Despite Win's nature as such, He was the best among them. Win cares the most if one of us gets hurt or bullied. He always takes our revenge and makes people dare not bother us.
The five of us became close friends and I was no longer lonely.
However, when going up to class 9 Junior High.
Sojin and Ji-Sung move schools because their families are moving house.
While Jimmy got away from us and never gathered together again.
Now it's me and Win. I think now our friendship will collapse and not last. I have only known them for a year and now I have to be alone again.
When Win and I were in 9th grade, Win started to get away from me and into the teenage biker gang.
Now he really is a criminal and a criminal.
It is becoming more and more frequent and bully.
And at that time there was also news that surprised Win and his own brother, namely his sister Win, Sena, impregnated by his girlfriend.
Win is furious and bullies his girlfriend Sena.
Back then, since I had cut off my relationship with Win, I didn't really care about the problem. Back then, when Sena was in an accident, I was in my room. With a feeling of despair. Now I feel lonely again and like yesterday, I am not at all excited about life.
Right now, I want to kill myself in my room by hanging myself. But I didn't want to die leaving a scar, so I decided to jump off the porch of my room under which there was a vast sea.
Just then, Without a second thought, I jumped and drowned in the darkness of the ocean.
And suddenly my heart skipped like it was excited and impatient.
And that's when I was unconscious.
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