My Romance My Life

My Romance My Life
Chapter 48 [Class 12 ]


Another year has passed quickly. My days are empty and boring. After breaking up with Youknow a year ago, I never saw her again.


After the breakup she left me alone and went abroad to school. I don't know for sure, but I heard from the rumors. The Youknow family were all there and he had to stay there as well.


So it is certain that he will be there forever and will not return.


Destroyed was my love wish after breaking up with Youknow. And in short. The SOC secret agent team has been disbanded and I'm no longer an agent.


My life became boring and my job was just a fall in a room with a restless soul.


My soul and body have been hurt by a burning love.


It is true that first love never works.


I am in 12th grade now. Not felt when it feels like just yesterday went to class 11. Maybe because the 11th grade is only filled with the pain of my heart because it was decided Youknow.


Today is Monday. The day I hated the most in my life, because as I remember Youknow shot me and cut me off on Monday.


Right now I'm putting my head on my study table with a lethargic face that is not at all excited.


I forgot to say that Win also moved to London to go to a better school, and London is indeed his birthplace and England is still his nationality.


In an instant, a few years ago, I had just felt the flames of love and was stuck in a love triangle story so that wherever I went, there were always them.


But now, I am living alone without them both who are my soul mates.


I love Youknow. And Win is my soul mate.


I felt that I was very greedy before because I wanted both to be mine and would always take care of me. Maybe I got Karma. Because they are greedy for love.


My best friends Minji and Mina were waiting for me in front of the class. They don't want to go in because they know I'm going to go berserk if I'm bullied.


"What should we do? It's been 2 years like this! If it goes on, until we're done he'll be like crazy!" Mina said.


"I'm kind of worried something's going to happen to her! This is the danger of falling in love. He should never have fallen in love with that mafia boy!" Minji.


"We should how? In order to restore Luna's life spirit!" Mina said.


When they are thinking. Lion came to them.


"She still doesn't want to go to the cafeteria to eat! If at home? He's rich in gini too, huh?" Ask Mina.


"Yes! At home, he does not want to eat! He likes to lock himself in his room. I'm confused, what will make his life spirit come back again huh?" Lion said.


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Finally going home from school, I went straight home and locked myself in my room.


"My life is the same every year! It's boring!" Mumbles.


I lay it on my big soft bed. And staring at my phone.


Youknow hasn't called me in a year. He didn't give me any news and called me. Even though we broke up, at least we should still be friends.


These thoughts always haunt me and stress me even more.


A few weeks passed quickly, and now I am sick and often go to the hospital.


My mom and dad came to visit you and brought me an album, an album I saved in 10th grade.


I opened the album and looked at my photos when I was in High School.


I look happy, with my friends and family.


At that time, without love I was very happy.


Looking at the old photo made me cry and shed tears.


That's when I realized. I always thought about the pain of love until I got sick.


I realized that love is not everything. Why should I suffer now, My life is long and there is still much love waiting for me there.


I still have friends, friends, and family who love me.


Now I feel sorry for living the wrong life. I should be enjoying High School and enjoying my free singles like I used to be, I've spent the rest of my 11th grade year in pain and heartbreak, Now I'm going to go back to what I used to be and be myself. I will be excited again and have fun until I finish High School.I will use my precious time to enjoy a youth that will not be repeated again, I do not want to regret someday, one day, Better to regret now than to be late.


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