My Romance My Life

My Romance My Life
Chapter 47 [Turned just like that]


At home it is very boring. I'm thinking about Youknow and miss her a lot. I thought about the date we had done so often.


We are now in 11th grade High School. And then 12th grade and finally it's over.


Now youknow and I have been dating for 11 months More Daan tomorrow is our 1st Anniversary celebration.


I clearly remember the day we were just dating. It feels like just yesterday.


I am having breakfast and going to school.


"You done, brother?" Ask Lion.


"Huh? Aye!" I said.


"Why has your face looked pale since this morning? Did you have a fight with Youknow?" Ask Lion.


"No! I'm just thinking about tomorrow!" I said.


"Tomorrow? Oh... Anniversary Day you two?" Lion said.


Even my twin brother remembers our anniversary, I wonder if Youknow remembers our 1st anniversary.


"Come to school! We can both be late!" Lion said.


I went to school with Lion and arrived safely.


It's like in 10th grade. Youknow always picked the bench in front of me.


But right now he hasn't come to school and the only ones in class are me and Win.


"I haven't seen you in a long time!" said Win.


"Yes... Maybe because I'm busy dating!" I said.


Win's face instantly turned irritated.


"It seems you guys are having fun without me!" said Win.


"Honestly... I miss you too! I want to play with you like before! Since dating... I feel like a lot has changed. I don't feel like I have the spirit of life at all, I don't have a purpose, and I feel like I'm all gone!" I said.


"Bright... How can?" ask Win.


"First time of dating! Me and Youknow were still friendly and still in love with each other, but as time went on, It felt like Youknow was bored and did not want to be with me anymore. He is now a little more distant from me. Does he not love you anymore?" I said.


"Stop it! What's difficult?" Said Win.


"But I love him! I want to marry her! the longer I love him! I can't get away from him!" I said.


"You've been blinded by love, haven't you?" win said while shaking.


Then Youknow came into the classroom.


"What are you guys doing?" tanyakanya.


"We're just chatting! I'm Luna's best friend!" said Win.


"I don't like you guys close!" youknow.


Win came closer and whispered to me.


"This is what you said no love! clearly from his face and voice he looks very jealous when it is just a small thing!" said Win.


"Yes... I don't know. I'm confused too!" I said.


"Didn't I say it! Stay away from my Luna!" Youknow.


Win stayed away from me.


"You are so possessive!" Said Win.


"Luna! Do you have time tomorrow?" Ask Youknow.


"Huh? Why?"


"There's something I want to talk about!" Youknow.


"I feel excited again and happy not to play.


"All right! Whereabouts? What time?" my many.


"In places we usually date! Night, 19:00 exactly!" youknow.


Youknow was indeed a timely person.


***


Our anniversary also arrived. And now youknow and I are at a restaurant where we usually date and celebrate our birthday.


"What do you want to order? I'll order it." Youknow.


"Whatever! I don't have much appetite!" I said.


Youknow ordered pasta for both of us.


"Actually... What do you want to say?" My toot.


"That's...."


Youknow took out something that was behind him.


A bouquet of Black roses.


Black roses are my favorite, but Youknow never agreed to give me those black roses. This is the first time he's like this.


"So you remember!" I said.


I took the bouquet and smiled happily. But Youknow looked the opposite.


"You happy?" tanyakanya.


"Yes!"


"What do you really mean? I remember what?" Youknow asked in an angry tone.


I looked at him in wonder, too.


"Today is our 1st anniversary!" I said.


Youknow frowned and looked at me in annoyance.


"Why should it be today!" Mumbled.


"Huh? What's up Youknow?" my many.


"That's... All I want to say is! I want to break up with you!" Youknow.


I immediately felt tightness in my chest and it felt like my breathing was not regular anymore.


"Why?" my many.


"No comment!"


He said and then left.


I was left alone at the restaurant, and Youknow had already paid for a meal that we hadn't even had time to eat together.


Why is it changing so quickly? Why did he suddenly ask to break up?


I don't understand the current situation at all. I don't understand why it's like this. And I immediately realized what the black rose meant.


Black roses mean goodbye.


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