
After Gina came home, she was immediately faced with the repressive aura at home. Makes him believe that something is wrong here. However, Gina still put on an indifferent face and calmly sat on the living room sofa with her father and the other two.
"Gina, there's something I want to tell you. I hope you'll accept it and forgive me." Gina's father's prologue, Wanto, was so full of guilt.
Gina's feeling was really bad when she heard it. He glanced at his father with a wary look and turned it to the other two people. His gaze clearly asked, although he did not say anything to let out his curiosity.
Wanto sighed when he saw the behavior of his daughter who was wary of him. When she was a child, Gina was adorable and also very cheerful. However, after the death of his mother everything began to change.
Wanto is a crazy guy with his job. When Melisa, Gina's mother, leaves them, she becomes increasingly entangled in her world of work and ignores Gina, who was a child at the time. Making his son who just lost his mother become more closed and away from him.
As Gina enters school, she begins to show signs of rebellion. Making trouble everywhere, looking for commotion with others, to hurt his own school friends.
Wanto who ignored Gina and kept busy with her work, inevitably had to care about Gina's attitude. At first she thought it was a child's mischief, but the more Gina's behavior became so that she could not hold it anymore.
He called Gina and scolded her, that day he never forgot. A little boy who she thought was adorable actually dared to oppose and yell at her. The words of Gina at that time were still imprinted on the heart of Wanto.
"What's? Why don't you just work? Don't care what I do, just work there! Isn't that what only Dad thinks. Work, work, work, work, and work. Mother at home and Dad always work! Mommy is sick and I still only think about work! Mother does not exist and Father does not even exist. Just work there. Why should I care about what I do? Even if I die, what effect does it have on Dad? I don't have parents! Don't care about me..."
It was the last time that Wanto saw Gina crying out loud, shouting in a hoarse voice, and pushing her with her small body. After that, Gina continued to rebel but Wento never scolded her again.
He began to become self-aware and took time for Gina. Take him from school, accompany him on holidays, and always watch him in company. Wanted to prove to her son that she had changed and would always be there for him.
But Gina was very stubborn. Although he no longer showed any resistance and became calmer, it did not make Wanto feel comfortable. Gina became more and more closed to him and continued to rebel secretly.
Wanto often heard from the housemaid if Gina always damage the garden, scatter things at home, and deliberately dismantle everything that was originally neat. It's still happening until now. However, Wanto let it go and still tried to be a good father to Gina.
Up until now, she was afraid of making Gina angry and cry again. She is afraid to ask the reason for Gina's actions and finds this still remains her fault. So that at this time, although Wanto seemed calm, but his heart was full of anxiety with Gina's reaction later.
Gina stared blankly at her father, as if she did not understand what language her father had just spoken. Her father's secretary whom she thought was just an outsider and insignificant, turned out to be so important to her father.
"Gina, I know this sudden—”
"I understand." Gina quickly cut off her father's words. Then his gaze turned to a girl who was the same age or perhaps younger than him. "Then who is he?"
Wanto who had just had her words cut off felt uncomfortable if she did not give an explanation to calm Gina down. However, he understood there was nothing he could say to calm his son down.
She followed Gina's gaze and answered the question her son had asked. "He's Sinta, Miss Riska's son. Now he's gonna be your brother." Saying that, his gaze with Riska met with sign language that only the two of them knew.
Gina nodded in understanding, her gaze so empty that Wanto could not understand the contents of her mind. "Dad didn't really want to get married without telling you like this. But because of the problem of your new parents Mommy—”
"I understand, Father." Gina cut her words again. He stood up from the sofa, glancing briefly at the three people still waiting for his reaction. "I'm going to go to the room."
After saying that, Gina walked through them and went up to the second floor to go to her room. Locking the door, his gaze remained empty. He really did not understand the current situation. So complicated and so fast, not waiting for him to follow the storyline. Fortunately he had bought a snack, thinking this way he felt a little relieved.
He threw himself onto the bed, putting his snacks on the side. His body curled up into a ball, as if feeling cold on a sunny day. Suddenly she felt her nose was extremely poignant, it made Gina curl up even more as if she wanted to hide.
As the windows and doors closed and the lights turned off, Gina's room became dim. The scattering room was covered with a dim light making all seem lonely. The empty silence accompanied by the stuck stuffing made the atmosphere so suffocating. Gina's body that was currently curled up on the bed curled up with uncontrollably trembling shoulders. At some point in the bed was a wet patch of tears falling continuously.
Gina does not want to show her weakness to others, she always tries to keep looking tough and not care about all the problems in the world. Look down on something to destroy it. He himself did not understand what he wanted to prove by acting like that. At his age, all of his actions seem very childish. Gina knew that, but she couldn't bear to not act that way. If he stopped doing it, would his father stop paying attention to him?
His hands clenched tightly, his fingernails continued to pierce his palms until they made curved marks. It was eager for him to hold his shoulders back from shaking and his eyes not to let out clear water, yet his body was so disobedient and continued to make him so pitiful.
Unlike what she had shown to others, Gina was fragile.