
“You think I'll easily believe your lie. Choose me or Asyila?”
Eduard opened the blazer. And looked at Averyl. “If my words are just lies, why am I here? I better rest at home ... I'm trying to finish my job, so we can go on our honeymoon. So don't think I spent time just accompanying Asyila.” Eduard got up from his seat, and left Averyl's room.
Eduard's words continued to ring in Averyl's head. There is a feeling of pleasure mixed with guilt. Averyl couldn't lie to himself if he started to feel comfortable with Eduard. And no other woman wants to take her position.
Averyl brought Eduard's blazer into his grasp. Averyl only realized that Eduard had not had time to change clothes, the blazer he was holding was the same as the blazer Eduard was wearing this afternoon.
The guilty feeling evaporated as Averyl recalled Eduard's words saying honeymoon. “Is Eduard going to take me on a real honeymoon?”
Just thinking about it makes Averyl's cheeks red. Averyl couldn't cover up the pleasure in her, her lips forming a smile.
“Why smile?”
Averyl changed the look on his face, when Eduard's voice surprised him. “No why-why.”
Eduard took out the food he had just bought. “I missed my lunch. You want to eat too?”
Averyl looked at the chicken wrapped in flour and fries. Is Eduard wrong to eat junk food at night?
“This is the closest.” Eduard devoured his chicken regardless of the effect it would have on eating this junk food. For several years he never ate it at all.
At first Averyl only noticed Eduard who looked greedy. But over time he was also interested in trying it. Averyl took one piece of chicken, it tasted good. Averyl finished two pieces of chicken. Even though he felt guilty in his stomach.
Eduard had already spent three pieces of chicken with fries. But his stomach still did not feel satisfied, let alone the burger he bought like waving teasing him. Eduard finally tried it. It doesn't feel too bad.
Averyl noticed Eduard biting the burger. For some reason the burger looks delicious, even Averyl is constantly watching.
“Sorry I only bought one, want to try it?” bargain Eduard and bring the burger closer to Averyl's mouth.
Averyl nodded and tried to bite him. Averyl chewed while watching Eduard finish the burger. It didn't taste as expected, but for some reason if the Eduard who ate looked very delicious.
“Still want the burger? I'll go downstairs and buy it now.”
“No need, my stomach is full.”
Eduard finished his drink before speaking up. “About the problem earlier this afternoon I'm sorry.”
“You asked me to come, but you also kicked me out.”
“Asyila affected by Agoraphobia. He could not be calmed if there was someone new to him. I can't explain everything this afternoon, I don't want Asyila to faint because it's not fast to handle.”
Eduard hugged Averyl. “You want to forgive my mistakes? I promise I won't repeat it again.”
Averyl returned Eduard's embrace and turned his face to look at Eduard. “Do not repeat again.”
Eduard nodded, and gave a kiss on Eduard's lips. “We go home, I want to rest comfortably.”
Averyl nodded and let go of his embrace. He looked at his hand held by Eduard. His heart was pounding as usual if it came into contact with Eduard.
Averyl had to give up his car at home, and they left in Eduard's car. During the trip Averyl occasionally stole a glance at Eduard who focused on driving.
The car that Eduard was driving finally arrived. Averyl and Eduard got out of the car. They're coming into the house.
Averyl and Eduard were quite surprised when they saw Asyila who was sitting casually on the sofa.
“What's Asyila?”
“There's something I have to talk about, it's important.”
Eduard stared at Averyl for a moment. He saw a sense of unwillingness in the look on Averyl's face. Finally Eduard kissed Averyl's lips. “Let me follow to room.”
***
Averyl had already waited thirty minutes after he finished his bath, but there was no sign of Eduard returning. Finally Averyl came out to look for Eduard's whereabouts.
Just as he was about to enter the living room was clearly heard the voice of Asyila. “I beg.”
Averyl hid behind a wall to see what Eduard and Asyila were doing.
“No Asyila.”
Averyl clenched his hands, as he saw Asyila leaning against Eduard's shoulder. “Colah Ka, I beg you,” said Asyila in a clear tone.
“Good.”
“Aaaa thank you,” said Asyila. He hugged Eduard very tightly. While Averyl's heart rumbled at the sight before him.
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Agoraphobia or agoraphobia is the fear or excessive anxiety of places or situations that make the sufferer feel panic, shame, helpless, or trapped. Generally, agoraphobia arises when the sufferer has experienced one or more panic attacks.