Married Former Napi
Life Must Go On
...Is there a time limit to give time to grief?...
...Can we stay in the midst of adversity and make it an excuse not to move forward?...
...Will the sadness that has been transformed into a karmic depression become an inherent tattoo indelible imprint?...
...Life must go on...
...Even too happy do not, because it will make us careless and negligent that the earth is always spinning, as well as feelings...
...Do not be too sad for too long, because the axis of the earth continues to move can not wait for us who associate the heart to sadness...
...When grief and sadness become a shadow in stepping,...
...either realized or will not curb us to static conditions that will be a ruin...
"I choose to rise up and restart everything that has happened.Let every sorrow, loss become an experience, and learning."
Valencia wrote a memo on his tablet, a self-reminder that he often does when alone.
Do not want to quickly forget the shadow and grip of Sakura's fingers, but there is no use also to continue crying that is unlikely to come back to life.
"Leliness, I'll let you go, my dear Sakura... Let me continue your life through this life that has been running, I will not forget you my little one, that's when I'll feel an unstoppable longing and hope you're happy there or reincarnated into all the beautiful things near me."
Andaro observed Valencia curled up in the corner of the shutters staring out the window and occasionally writing something on the tab.
The house they were in was quiet again. Daddy Hero and Viktor are back in Indonesia.
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Viktor's sour face still remembered and made him spin when he heard that his brother-in-law had been rejected by Maiko.
The first laugh of the day after a gloomy week unleashed Sakura's departure. Is it possible that there is some kind of barter of feeling or that it is human to be happy above the suffering of others, Viktor who looked at Andaro and Valencia as if comforted by the story of breaking up his love made his heart slightly entertained even though he should be angry because a husband and wife who had been grieving instead laughed at his rejected love.
Daddy Hero can only add spice to Andaro and Valencia's laughter to last a little longer, "Bas on you Viktor, can't you give me a little copy of my charm?"
Valencia and Andaro like getting entertainment from the two who are at odds, the quarrel of father and son who are unwittingly done to make their audience entertained.
Daddy Hero approached Valencia and hugged her, "Thank you for smiling again my son, you have to stay strong and move on with your beloved husband. Visit home when you are bored and want to take a vacation.or if your husband is doing anything to do. Don't be afraid you have to contact me immediately... you're my little girl and always be like that to me... "
Viktor saw Daddy's love being poured out on his only brother, approached Andaro and whispered, "Conon said to his daughter her daddy is her first love.. so be prepared always be in the shadow of the real first love Valencia... "
Looking at Andaro's frowning face, Viktor again felt the position in the wind and it was very nice to be able to laugh at others... although in general conditions against others, of course, it is not an ethical thing and should be preserved.
Suitcase - the suitcase that will be brought Daddy Hero and Viktor has been put in the car, a part that will bring the longing to want to meet again at the end of the day.
Viktor who was sorted out asked the driver to wait for Andaro, "Take my brother, you know.he's very precious to me and Daddy,"
The one spoken to could only nod and pat Viktor on the shoulder. "Don't let the guilt keep crushing you, Andaro."
Viktor's words caught Valencia's attention, "What do you mean Viktor?"
Andaro and Viktor look at each other to decide if it is time for Valencia to know what has just been revealed.
The baritone voice broke the silence, feeling Viktor's direction, "It wasn't Andaro who was guilty of Dion's death... Daddy was the one who challenged him to do the evil stratagem.so.if this is karma..."
Not finished Daddy Hero spoke, Viktor immediately disconnected the words of Daddy Hero that bounced and increasingly inappropriate.
"Stop Dad. When me and Maiko.. ah why mention his name is painful... ehm.. essentially.he heard last night at the cafe and waited for me.oh my God... aaahhh And. You'll do well to explain."
Andaro walked closer to Valencia,
"Honey.. I felt Sakura's departure because my karma was planning Dion's death. But it turns out..my man had not had time to do our rotten plan because Dion had opened his own death door. Dion died of an overdose without my intervention or Daddy Hero."
They hugged, as if the burden and guilt that had been planted suddenly uprooted.
Perhaps Sakura's departure was also the best for them, at least it was time for them to escape the shadows of the past associated with Dion. Bury Dion with pardon, and let go of Sakura with affection.
"Oh," Shouted Viktor who got a hand toyoran on his head from Daddy Hero.
"Why didn't you tell me last night???? this info is more important than the sad story of rejecting your love!!!"
There was no word of reason spoken, the four laughed and saw Harumi running in and said the driver asked to leave immediately because there was traffic jam info in the direction of the airport.
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Returning to the most beautiful scene of the day, the rays of light from outside the glass made Valencia's hair booth light up, the dress used dangling over her legs that hung over the edge of the window. His dearest angel has started his new life, ready to live a life free from the shell of sadness.
Andaro hugged Valencia, clutching it tightly. Force Sakura's departure, without realizing anything has changed. Valencian maturity in both emotion and thought, Valencia body still looks contained because the production of glands and hormones naturally prepare the body for breastfeeding. Valencia cries are hard to dry, tired and weak to face loss in the middle of the puerperium that has not yet ended.
Already many things passed by Valencia, without saying Andaro had also felt the inner shock that his wife experienced. The man is the head of the family and the wife is the helper.. Andaro still needs Valencia as a helper who can equip every shortcoming.
Although Sakura's departure seemed to close Andaro's dream of having children (because Andaro had a disruption in his intimate organs), at least Andaro felt that being able to spend life with Valencia was a blessing and happiness for him.
"I love you...Aishiter...Valencian..."
The wind that blows gently near the earlobe, makes Valencia bristled and his nape felt amused when Andaro began to peck at it.
"I Do, I love you too my husband...Mr. Andaro Kobe." in his arms was close and Andaro who immediately carried Valencia into his room. This longing has been submerged for a long time.
Love that seems too fast to come and the burden of mistakes that scapegoat blacken time and karma, all of it has been answered for no definite reason.
Destiny, perhaps that most can explain why they are here, why they can be together and love, and whenever later they still have to be both without the presence of offspring, the presence of children, it is not a matter that should be the reason for their love to be separated.
"Even if your condition doesn't allow us to have children, we can still take care of abandoned children left by irresponsible parents, And"
Andaro was unable to reply to Valencia's words full of sincerity. Although Andaro knew that having a baby from his flesh and blood would further refine their happiness.
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...EPILOGUE...
Both men played cards in his hand. Card games are not only about gambling or hockey but also about instinct and strategy.
"So Pa... are you going to tell Andaro?" the child asks while trying to observe the next move to win the game.
"Poker! .. Why did I tell him? he was happy"
Want to justify his father's answer but the child still insisted because would not the stored rottenness be smelled too?
"I think Pa, than he heard from anyone else and it's getting worse."
Mr. Kotaro just smiled faintly, picked up the cigar and started lighting it up, "Andaro would be grateful to know that I was behind Dion's death"
"I still don't understand..Why should he thank you? and even though you're immune to the law, what you're doing is a Pa crime.. "
Staring at the son of the prospective successor to his business, being a female conqueror turned out not to make his way of thinking more advanced for things other than how to attract the opposite sex. Mr. Kotaro feels intense learning by spending time together will be very important so that his son Kaneshiro can start learning the same mindset.
"Kanekun.. You don't see what's happening to Andaro now? he is happy with a good woman. The bastard I killed was too stupid to betray his best friend and leave a woman that good. So what I'm doing is not rotting, son, but killing a rat that's going to harden is ruining a lot of valuable things... "
Valencia and Andaro move to Sapporo, they have a halfway house for children. Initially they wanted to adopt outcast children and build orphanages, but it turned out that permits were not approved by the government. Be not discouraged, Valencia sees the bustle of Japanese society and complaints of high domestic assistant fees and violence against children.
As if submitting a proposal to Andaro, Valencia recommended a draft establishment of a halfway house or daycare for children whose parents work. The idea of the Valencia briliant was very well received by Andaro. In addition to filling the time, Valencia can also start running a business, and at night can still enjoy a quality time break together. The desire to have children has been channeled by having many children who take part in playing classes in his place, "Sakura Daycare".
Sitting next to each other looking at their favorite channel, more to the favorite Korean drama Valencia that has influenced Andaro's likes, they embrace each other share fatigue, longing, and love. Throughout the day apart with their respective activities, in the middle of the night they are like positive and negative pole magnets that attract each other without separation.
"You're tiring honey today? " ask Andaro as he stroked his hair and dyed the top of Valencia's head.
Valencia shook his head and hugged Andaro, "I've always had fun with you. Seeing the children's funny behavior and being able to hug you every night.it's been so happy for me."
Valencia raised his head and kissed Andaro's chin, "Aishiteru Andarosan, thank you for marrying me, you handsome and kind ex-con"
The two laugh, Andaro reaches for the TV remote and turns it off, replying to Valencia's statement with a loving touch and smoldering kiss.
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^^^Marriage is not for producing offspring^^
^^^Marriage is a sacred promise to love and share life to death
^^^Although you are a former prisoner, your kind heart always made me fall for you
^^^ I love you Mr. Andaro Kobe
^^^-Valencia Kobe