Married Former Napi
Aishiteru
Valencia: "Let every stalk of mass that cannot be buried, will be assembled to decorate life and add beauty not to ruin the future."
Trying to make peace with the situation is certainly not a simple matter, it takes strength to destroy the ego and accept the real condition.
The wedding journey of Andaro and Valencia who are still in the corn must face various problems alternately, testing the hearts of both of them whether they are ready to have each other, living semati, holding hands through every problem that will always be there in every life.
Andaro loves Valencia, he likes it even from the first time he met but for the whole love sometimes Andaro still hesitates. Were all these actions just a form of pity on Valencia and disgust with Dion's immoral actions. Andaro's heart flutters. Even though the woman he liked was already in his arms, his heart was still doubtful as to whether they would be able to get through all of this.
On the other hand, Valencia, who feel the relationship with Andaro is too fast, feel the bond between the two is not too strong. Andaro's statement of honesty that was revealed one by one increasingly made Valencia realize that his introduction of Andaro figure is very minimal and very lacking.
"The introduction will last forever, honey. Even I still continue to understand myself, "Andaro said when Valencia was in his arms, the chat after sex felt very heavy when it came to marriage, future planning, and so on, doubt the trust of one with the other.
"Why do you need to understand yourself?? isn't it just other people who need to understand us?"
"Simply it is like honey, but how we demand for others to understand us, if in fact we do not really understand ourselves."
Emotional Quotient (EQ) or emotional intelligence Andaro is classified as very good, as well as his IQ. With the gift of intelligence that he has, Andaro can go through his childhood free from depression because of the loss of identity as soon as his parents left. Not all can be separated from the assistance of Papa Kobe, Andaro's adoptive father.
Valencia played a child's hair that began to grow on Andaro's chin which often gives a tingling sensation when Andaro rubbed a touch in the form of a kiss and his chin accidentally also scratched the soft body Valencia.
"Do you think I know myself enough and?"
Andaro looked at the woman in his arms, "Only you know honey."
In shame Valencia said, "but I feel you know me better And you know better how to deal with me."
"Example?"
There was Andaro's heartbeat in Valencia's ear that was attached to Andaro's chest.
"A week ago, when I was shocked at your confession about Dion, I didn't know what I was or how I really felt."
"You are angry with me dear. You avoid me like a spider that is too disgusting for you to even look at, "Andaro painfully remembers it.. only then did he feel a moment of loss and longing with Valencia that he could still see from a distance.
"I avoided you because I didn't know what to do with your confession until Viktor came and I understood that what I felt was guilt for you and Dion. I feel bad and all this trouble comes from me."
Andaro pecked at the top of Valencia's head, "No honey. You're not the source of the problem but instead you're the victim of everything that's happened and don't feel bad anymore... many people love you and are ready to support you.. "
Andaro's hand peeked at Valencia's back, "Is your back okay? I saw your belly start to grow but your body seemed to change nothing but those that were becoming more and more adorable." Andaro's other hand poked Valencia's breast which did look increasingly full.
Valencia looked at Andaro with a sharp gaze, "Don't mess with your touch And, we just finished doing it, don't fish anymore.. "
Andaro chuckled, "I'm ready to serve you whenever my wife loves me. "Keep Andaro, "how? are there any complaints you have during pregnancy? I feel like you rarely complain, has the baby started moving?"
Valencia shifted the position to the back, behind his distended stomach, Andaro's hand followed, "Either And, although the doctor yesterday said he was healthy but I still feel not too strong a bond with him, he said, is it because he knows that I'm still disappointed in his father?"
Most mothers will be very concerned about pregnancy especially in the first pregnancy but Andaro realized that Valencia seems too indifferent and does not care about the pregnancy. Rarely did Andaro see Valencia stroking his stomach and talking to the baby in his stomach.
In the condition of relaxing, Andaro saw Valencia hands more fun cleaning nails, doing massage on fingers, face, or playing with hair rather than putting hands on his stomach.
Andaro covered Valencia's lips with his index finger, "Don't say anything Cia.. Baby can hear it and I'm his father?"
Valencia shook his head, as there was indeed no disappointment he felt for Andaro, acceptance and beginning to grow another sense, affection had already begun to metamorphose into love.
Andaro shifted and kissed the bulging stomach of Valencia that he admired, "a beautiful miracle" Andaro said.
"Hi baby.. remember my voice, this is papa.. we will often chat.. every day I will greet you, healthy baby.. no trouble mama, good boy, "Andaro hugged Valencia's belly like a child hugging a ball. Valencia shed tears at him. Not once did Andaro say that the fetus in his stomach was not his child.
I don't know where the push came from but Valencia felt something was up, jealousy. Yep.. Valencia suddenly felt jealous of Andaro's affection for the fetus in his birth.
"And. "call Valencia.
"Hm.. " Andaro turned his head still clutching Valencia's stomach, sticking his ears as if he wanted to hear an answer from baby.
"Yesterday the doctor said it's possible that our child is a baby girl... Which one would you care more about?? me or him?" Valencia pointed at the stomach with a jealous glint.
Andaro laughed, his reasoning tickled, only this time Valencia showed jealousy towards him and it was because of baby, their future child.
"You're adorable.. " Andaro flicked Valencia and got back in his arms.
"You are my priority. She is my lovely child. I'll still love our son Cia, but you're still the most important. Because when our kids grow up they'll have their own lives, unlike ours that will stay together, age together, only death can separate us."
Valencia's heart felt flowery and speechless, like there were fireworks bursting inside him, happiness, and like an open scroll of judgment that Andaro was the husband he loved.
Valencia looked at Andaro, "Aishiteru Andarokun."
Andaro chuckled unexpectedly Valencia said it, for the Japanese, the word Aishiteru has a very deep meaning and can not be spoken for just anyone.
Generally they express their affection with the word daisuki.
At first Andaro only felt his heart for Valencia was limited to daisuki, affection. But the ceasefire last week realized that the existence of Valencia is far meaningless and has no doubt for Andaro vowed, he said,
"Hontoni aishiteruyo Valencia.. watashi no kokoro ga anata no desu (i love you so much Valencia, my heart is yours)"
Relief and feeling complete already, the defensive wall on each other's hearts seems to have collapsed and replaced with connecting to each other unconditional love and endless acceptance.
The night passed, full of warmth and tranquility. Valencia woke up more to leave Andaro who still had time before having to prepare for work.
Valencia prepared a simple breakfast of miso soup with beef katsu and wakame salad.
As Valencia was about to wake Andaro, the door of the room opened. Andaro is neat using a neat outfit, his smile expanded happiness and an atmosphere full of love filled the heart space of Valencia
The two walked to the dinner table and ate breakfast together. Valencia starts a conversation with baby before putting a mouthful of katsu in his mouth, "Eat with papa yuk dek... "
No sense of happiness can go beyond what Andaro feels, his life feels complete and finally as if going towards perfection having a wife and the presence of children.
"I will make you happy Valencia, I will look after and give my best to our children" Andaro promised in his heart.