Married Former Napi
Rest in Peace

...A longing smile amidst a reluctance to part...

...Look at the fall of flowers when they hope that they are blooming...

...Trying to survive when the tightness in the chest pushes to blow up the bulir of sadness...

...Hold tight to the belief that what is happening is still in self-control and can be faced...

A gentle pat on the shoulder resuscitated him, "Honey, let's go home." Andaro's voice was no less raucous and heavy.

The pusara is deserted no more visitors, remaining Daddy Hero, Viktor, Valencia, Andaro, and Harumi.

Valencia's eyes were still staring at the moist soil studded with flowers, he had promised Sakura a small hand to let go of her willingly so that Sakura could escape her pain.

"Cia.. If you really want to cry, do not be detained, just take it out, " said Daddy Hero while approaching Valencia which looks not okay.

Valencia shook his head strongly.

Slowly Harumi pulled back the wheelchair occupied by Valencia and followed Andaro's steps which still his hand did not want to be off the shoulder Valencia.

...Goodbye my son Sakura.You are beautiful yet just like the cherry blossoms that have time to bloom and then fall. Sakura, we may not be the best parents who can have you, maybe not the best time for us to meet, hopefully in the future life, we will always remember you. Aishiteru Sakurachan......

...>.<...

"Is Valencia asleep?"

Andaro nodded in response to her in-laws question and turned to hand her a warm sake.

"To warm this day that feels lonely, cold, and sad Dad.. "

Each hand holds a can of rice wine, the mind renders to a different perspective, saddened by something not entirely the same.

Daddy Hero again sipped sake, "Trust Valencia strong woman.she will not forget her sadness at losing Sakura, but Valencia will definitely rise up and live her normal life... "

Andaro smiled and nodded, guilt and feeling that this karma was too much for him. "maybe if I didn't kill Dion.. Sakura might still be with me?" andaro in his heart.

Daddy Hero's sharp gaze scanned Andaro's thumb which began to bleed due to the nail mind of his own index finger.

"What do you think, son?? Do you always hurt yourself when you feel sadness like this?"

Andaro only realized when Daddy Hero began to separate the tip of the index finger from Andaro's thumb with cotton.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Dad, I didn't realize I haven't done this in a long time."

"What are you thinking?"

Sake water gulps down the esophagus, "I felt that maybe Sakura's death was karma to me for masterminding her father's death."

Awakened Daddy Hero put down the can, "Don't think like that, because the mastermind of all this is me. Never worry, it might be good for Sakura to go faster because the longer she has, the greater the loss.."

"Pupus is my dream to have a small family with the sound of baby Dad,"

The first laugh of the day was heard from Daddy Hero's mouth, "Silly. You and Valencia are young.Give me some effort.Give me smart, handsome, beautiful grandchildren."

Andaro can only smile wryly, the pain penetrates the lower abdomen, remembering the examination he did after being a victim of braking in the bui. I don't know what caused the conditions of the prison suddenly chaotic and Andaro who had just been thrown received the punishment did not know what to do. When he realized he had entered the sea of men who fought each other.

"There is a varicocele, probably because you had a hard impact so that the veins in the scrotum have swelling," the doctor explained that the condition must be treated immediately so as not to result in reproductive decline or infertility.

The pain hinders concentration to listen to the doctor's explanation no further treatment after the health condition is felt better and re-enters completed the punishment time, the actual punishment is not worth living.

"It looks like someone misses you, son" Daddy Andaro's lyrics and smile after staring at the name 'My Waifu' on Andaro's phone screen.

Unable to say goodbye and pick up the phone, Andaro spontaneously grabbed the phone and ran towards their room. The temptations of Daddy Hero did not work because the fear of Valencia was greater.

The knock precedes the sound of the door latch open, the,

"And." said Valencia softly with his own eyes.

"What do you need Honey for?"

Valencia shook his head and patted the spot next to him. Without the need for time Andaro has put themselves in their comfortable rooms, minimalist design with a blend of beige colors and brown furniture. Grey pillows propped up their heads and beige blankets covered Valencia's cold body despite the room's lighting.

Slowly combed Valencia's hair and slowly Andaro dyed his forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose, and ended up on a brief kiss on Valencia's rancid lips.

"I'm here, my dear. I think you're asleep. Are you hungry?"

The delicate arm was visible, and Valencia's slightly frowned in pain as he tried to tilt his body around Andaro, "Company me And. I feel cold and lonely."

The decapitation was reciprocated, with full tenderness Andaro stroked the back of Valencia and interspersed with a kiss on the top of Valencia's head.

"I will hug you and accompany you all my life honey... "

Sobbing slowly rang out, Andaro's chest felt moist, Valencia's trembling voice sounded gloomy and slow, "his hands are petite And. his face is..... Sakura was in my stomach once... "

Not all words have to get a reply, sometimes someone tells a story just to be heard and to make a heart sound to reduce the lump of burden that stifles in the chest.

"And. I'm not a good mother.maybe Sakura felt that. I. didn't feel fully able to accept it. several times in my pregnancy... there's a fear that he reminds me of Dion... I love you and I don't want any leftover flavor that reminds me of Dion"

Andaro's eyes were closed with pain.Sakura's rapid departure left wounds and guilt for all of them. Andaro was still speechless only his faithful ears heard and a soothing touch on Valencia's back and the embrace felt more and more tightly soothing.

"When my hand touched her, I realized that Sakura had become our unifier... Sakura is proof of our love even though it is not our baby. but all too late, Sakura is like saying goodbye leaving us with a tiny body without a fight... "

They're cupping.. Valencia had stopped shaking let out a cry, leaving behind small fusses.

Slowly Andaro tries to make a sound, though he also feels guilty that maybe Sakura's departure is also due to him, "Honey, proof and our baby.The first time we feel the magic and responsibility as parents.we are full of Val...

Let Sakura go quietly, if God permits.let Sakura be reborn to be our child... "

May our hope be heard and I may give my best seed to our children Val. Andaro said in a heart full of hope and prayer.

...>.<...

In the dark corner of the cafe, two men in neat black shirts with sunglasses perched on the tops of shirts.

Both sip a drink, one of which has tipsy (shows signs of alcohol influence)

"Must I reveal my honesty.that before I do Mr Andaro's orders, the bastard is already sprawled??"

The other man simply listened and was still reluctant to respond.

"You know, I feel like I don't have a face when I know that you feel guilty for your daughter who's gone.... Harumi told me. She heard that you felt that the death of her son was due to karma for killing the life of the son of a bitch who abandoned Mr. Andaro's wife.

The thick plume of vape smoke then disappeared, a woman behind their backs turned her head and saw two strangers-looking people. Were it not for an unclear request from Viktor who insisted on meeting here, surely he would never have had a chance to hear the honesty conveyed by Andaro's aide.

The woman's hand typed a message to Andaro, whether what would happen after Andaro read it, maybe the two aides would be unfortunate considering Andaro is not a person who likes to be betrayed.