
...*Angels are never wrong,...
...satan is never right...
...Humans can be right and wrong...
...then we are encouraged to remind each other not blame...
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A month has passed since Dinda gave birth to her son, Davis Danendra Nugraha. That name Rava gave to his son with Dinda's permission. Almost every day Rava always took the time to meet his son, although until now the relationship with his wife has not been clear, only at this time Dinda and Rava rarely argue. They look like parents who are on standby, not infrequently Rava often stay up late at night carrying and cradling his child.
Rava knew that Dinda sometimes felt tired during the day to take care of her son. Although Rava often stay overnight, Rava still like before only dared to sleep on the sofa. He did not dare to sleep in bed with his wife, he did not want if later Dinda would get angry with him.
At seven o'clock in the evening Rava had just finished with his work at the office.
"Sir, you're going home." asked Aldo when he saw Rava was down in his office lobby.
"Yes, you're on your own. Oh yeah what about Livia?"ask Rava back
"Sorry my wife still likes nausea, this pregnancy makes it difficult to eat, sorry sir until now he has not been able to return to work" Aldo said
"It's okay. I get it, I'm back first"pamit Rava while opening the car door .
He drove his car to split the streets of Jakarta which is quite dense. It felt impatient to meet his little son, he seemed to get a new spirit.
The car had arrived in front of Papa Dicky's house, with the shining face he had entered. Arriving at the room he sees Dinda holding Davis.
"Is she fussing" asked Rava making Dinda jump in shock.
"Oh no, you're home" said Dinda.
"Yes sorry I haven't changed, I'll take a shower in the guest room" Rava went to the guest room to clean up.
Thirty minutes later Rava was finished and he returned to Dinda's room. The scenery still looks the same, Dinda still carrying Davis who still looks literate.
"I want to bang her, you can see you must be tired" Rava said, taking Davis from Dinda.
"But.."
"Have not denied.."so Rava fondled Davis.
Dinda also complied to lay down on her bed, unconsciously she smiled to see Rava so shrewdly holding Davis, not awkward.
"Hallo is Daddy's hotshot, good night. Why haven't you slept, you're waiting for Daddy. Let's go to sleep now, look at Mommy you're already looking tired." Rava continued to invite his son to talk as if the little baby understood his Daddy's words, not long after the baby was asleep in Rava's arms.
Then Rava put Davis in the box bed next to Dinda's bed.
"Thank you" said Dinda
"Why thank you, I'm his parents" said Rava as he walked towards Dinda .
"Sister, em. It's been over a month since I gave birth" Dinda said as if she was thinking something.
"Then.."soon Rava.
"Where's the lawsuit, have you signed it." asked Dinda.
Deg.. like being struck by lightning, it felt like the world stopped spinning, suddenly his heart was so painful and sick that Rava was unable to express with words. The thing he feared all this time actually happened as well. What he's been doing all this time doesn't make Dinda crumble. Rava's face seemed stiffened still digesting Dinda's speech.
"Sister.."Dinda patted Rava on the shoulder.
"Oh yes sorry.you sure want to part from me" asked Rava with reddened eyes, clearly visible at this time if he was holding back emotions.
"surely.." said Dinda
"Are you going to be happy if we do part ways, you don't want to give complete parents to Davis" Rava asked again.
"I'm happy"Lust be, in fact, Dinda answered with nervousness and trembling.
"You sure don't want to give me another chance" Rava asked
Seeing the determination of Dinda, Rava also thought. The heart is not forced, maybe there is no place for him, for the sake of happiness Dinda, Rava will do anything.
"Well, I'll come back tomorrow with what you asked for. I'll go home first" Rava said.
"You're not just staying over" Dinda exclaimed as she saw that Rava had turned around to leave.
Rava twisted his body trying to stay strong then he smiled "No, I just came here to see the two of you. I'm quite happy to see you both healthy." Rava breathed. "Dinda can I hold you" said Rava, for some reason Dinda allowed it. Rava immediately hugged Dinda, Dinda reflexively returned Rava's embrace. After feeling that it was enough Rava took off his embrace, then looked at Dinda.
"Please take good care of yourself, I apologize once again for all the injuries I have inflicted on you. Take care of Davis for me, too" he added
Dinda was just speechless, Rava walked towards where Davis had fallen asleep . "Hi Daddy's whiz, please take care of Mommy for Daddy yes, you don't fuss okay, see you tomorrow dear" Rava said as he leaned over to Davis and pecked at his son's cheek, after he walked towards the door, after opening the door Rava again looked at Dinda "I go first"Pamit Rava tried to smile but did not cover his own face.
Dinda regained consciousness after Rava left, somehow suddenly her feelings were not calm, her mind was fixed on Rava. There was fear, anxiety mixed into one. Unlike the previous moments where Rava was still trying to stay by his side, honestly feeling comfortable.
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As the car sped up, Rava hit the steering wheel. Every now and then she would wipe away her dripping tears, Dinda's words continuing to ring in her brain and ears.
This pain hurts more than anything God, it is not enough that you give me trials and karma. I realized all my mistakes, I'm sorry. Should get here my fight. I admit I wasn't a good husband just yet, but wasn't there a second chance for me. I'd love to be selfish in maintaining my household, but I promised I'd give Dinda whatever she asked for.
Rava continued to speak while continuing to increase the speed of his car, the shadows of the past flashed all from when he was still Dinda's best friend, when he first met Dinda after Dinda's return from Paris, during how he lived with Dinda, often the bad treatment he gave Dinda.
I'm a bad husband, Dinda I'm sorry. If time can be replayed I will take care and I treat you well, Rava said
Again stuck his pedal gas, he continued to drive his car with above average speed. Together with the rumbling of rain water that fell along with lightning. God seemed to understand making rain as a witness how the destruction of Rava this time. His chest felt tight, he unceasingly rubbed his eyes. Suddenly his vision suddenly blurred, he did not see any cars that passed quickly from the side..
And brakkkkkkk..
Blood pouring down on Rava's body, Rava rolled unconscious.
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As if understanding what was happening to Daddy, the tiny baby suddenly cried so hard that it woke up the entire house. Dinda tried to calm her son, all the way she did by giving Asi, until Mama Dewi, Papa Dicky, Vano also woke up and helped calm Davis.
"mom how is this, Davis continued to cry, but he was not hot" Dinda said with fear, for some reason she also let out her tears, he did not understand for the moment he wanted to cry but because of what he did not understand.
The feeling is not good, his mind and heart are always focused on Rava, this is what is called the inner contact of a wife.
"Please, why cry, this is common in babies"sof mother Goddess
"But my feelings are not good" Dinda said as she continued to calm Davis down.
The baby did not shut up, he continued to cry.
"Wasn't there been a Rava.."cletuk Vano
"Yes but he's home" said Dinda
"Home home, but it's Din's night, and you let him go home. What's wrong with you" Vano said
"I asked her to sign the divorce papers" Dinda said limply
Mama Dewi and Papa Dicky looked shocked, while Vano chuckled in disbelief at his sister's words.
"Dinda why you do that, son, you don't think about the fate of your son" said Papa Dicky
"Have we talked about it tomorrow, now we calm our grandchildren first" said Mama Dewi while taking over Davis, then carrying her. An hour later Davis calmed down and fell asleep.
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