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Alan sat weakly on the bed, he was confused to have to do especially against Vriska the more days Vriska increasingly avoid him.
"Why the fate of my love has always been like this, it was Disty, then Dinda, and now Vriska.. Did I really not deserve to be happy to have a partner, why I was always left behind" he said, Alan sighed in frustration.
"What's really going on, why Vriska's so chuckling doesn't want to be with me.."Alan shook his head "No, I won't give up I have to find out, I feel Vriska is hiding something from me"
Alan stood staring at the reflection of himself in the mirror, how messy he looked now. His hands clenched firmly walking closer to the mirror suddenly his hands he slammed into the mirror and..
pyarr..
Alan's hands looked bloody, his breathing was hunting, not long the door of the room opened showing Merlyn Mama Alan seemingly standing in the doorway with a breath of gnawing, not long after that, Papa Brawijaya also stood beside him.
"Alan.." cried out both.
Their perfectly rounded eyes saw the large amount of broken glass and Alan's bloodied hands, as well as Alan's messy appearance and looks so frustrating.
Alan turned his head towards his parents "Mama, Papa I.." said Alan was cut off as Papa Brawijaya pulled himself out of the room and Papa Brawijaya landed Alan on the sofa, and then he pulled him out of the room, followed by Mama Merlyn who came carrying a box of P3K, Mama Merlyn sat next to Alan and began to treat the wound.
"What's going on? why did you hurt yourself, son." asked Mama Merlin while treating her son.
Alan was still silent, "What's the matter Alan..?"this time Papa Brawijaya spoke up.
"Father, Mama. Do I really not deserve to be loved, why do the women I love always leave me" Alan exclaimed
Mama Merlyn and Papa Brawijaya seemed to sigh at him "What do you love right now"
"Vriska.." - cried Alan
Papa Brawijaya seemed to smile, he was happy at last his son loved his choice "You have to fight if you love him, to go to the happiness of true love it's a journey of many obstacles. Show me you're a real man, not like this. You're like you're not Papa's son, whom Papa knows.." said Papa Brawijaya while stroking Alan's shoulder.
"Dear, what your father said was true" continued Mama Merlyn who had finished treating Alan's wounds "Oh yes it's night, you sleep in the guest room, you sleep in the guest room, let your room be cleaned up tomorrow Auntie" said Mama Meryln after she stood up leaving Alan speechless.
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Vriska is still enjoying the night air in front of her house, she also remembers how Alan has been acting lately.
What I have to do is Alan, the more I try to make you hate me, the more you come to me. And it makes my love bigger for you. Alan my heart actually hurts so much to stay away from you, but what am I supposed to do. Living with you will also hurt you,..
Vriska grabbed her hair but she felt that now her hair was falling out, "What is the therapeutic effect or is it because of my illness" Vriska said seeing the hair loss she held.
"Vrisca..."Calling a voice that Vriska knew, Vriska turned his head.
"Allen..."Vriska said dumbfounded in shock, at a glance he looked towards Alan as well as Alan's hand which seemed still on the new bandage. He wanted to ask what was it ? and why ? moreover, seeing Alan's gaze that looked sad, but he undo all his intentions, then he stood up and prepared to leave Alan.
"Vriska, why did you close your eyes. Don't you see how I struggle, tell Vriska what I have to do again, so that you can trust my great love, don't stay away from me please, my heart hurts so much to treat you this way,"alan said in a pessimistic tone, the man looked tired, or was holding back the pain of the wound on his hand.
Neither do I Alan I really can't bear to you, but I'm confused what to do.
"Alan didn't I tell you the obvious thing if I didn't love you" Vriska said.
"You lied and I don't believe it..."Alan still denied Vriska's words, he continued to stare sharply at Vriska, making the woman feel misbehaved and nervous.
"Why did I lie to you, Alan went.. I'm sure you'll get a better woman than me." said Vriska.
Alan smiled wryly and shook his head "If I wanted you what would you want, what,?"
"No Alan, you have to go.. You should be happy but not with me" said Vriska
"You tell me to be happy, while I feel that I will be happy with you, but you refuse and avoid me,.. It's been enough for you to avoid me all this time, tell me why Vriska. You're hiding something from me for sure, tell me..."Alan approached and shook Vriska.
Vriska was caught in shock but she was still silent, "Say something that makes you change, I know you're lying, please tell me.." shouted Alan with tears dripping down, Tearing, Vriska was dumbfounded in shock as Alan's tear spout fell on her hand,
"Alan. you cried." asked Vriska, Alan was silent he did not know how the tears fell,
"Why do you have to cry, Alan I.." Vriska's words were cut when suddenly Vriska felt pain in his abdomen, Vriska refrained from grimacing in front of Alan.
"Alan go, I want to go in and rest" Vriska took Alan's hands off and put her feet away.
"I'm gonna stay here until you say what made you change and you want to go back to my side" he said, stopping Vriska's steps.
Vriska did not care if he went inside he held his stomach pain, after entering Vriska seemed to hold his stomach he grimaced then he went into the room past Mama Lita, Vriska took a medicine that was in her bag and swallowed it.
Vriska opened a little curtain glass there still seemed to Alan who stood unchanged, along with the sound of thunder booming, seemed to want to rain, right not long it was raining heavily.
"He's stupid or how, why he didn't go already know this heavy rain" Vriska said.
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The sound of footsteps rang out in Alan's ears, the footsteps getting closer made Alan turn his head that had been lowered. Once again he had to swallow a sense of disappointment he thought that Vriska had turned out to be Papa Danu who came.
"Alan, let's go in, son, the rain is getting heavier, later you can get sick" said Papa Danu who appeared to wear an umbrella.
Alan shook his head "No om, I'll stay here until Vriska comes out "cries Alan
"But son." Papa Danu's words were cut off.
"Come in Om, let Alan stay here" Alan ordered.
Papa Danu can't force Alan, so he goes inside.
"Why pa...?"ask Lita after her husband goes inside.
Papa Danu shook his head "He won't go in until Vriska himself comes out" he said he breathed his coarse "I'm confused their love story is so complicated," he added
"Then let Mama talk to Vriska" said Mama Lita.
"If you care why you're not out to pick her up, and bring her in. Do you not pity the rain so hard, if he stays there later he will be sick." said Mama Lita
"No ma.." - cried Vriska.
"Until when you want to torture yourself Vriska, that's enough, look at Alan he loves you so much. Speak well to him, if he does love you he will definitely accept everything" continued Mama Lita.
Vriska shook her head "It will also hurt her ma, I don't want to hurt her. Mama knows not what the doctor said, if I'm going to have a hard time having children, I don't want Alan to suffer"
"You think with this attitude of yours Alan doesn't suffer, come out and look at him isn't he suffering much more at the moment. Mama told me if it's hard it doesn't mean it can't, if God has willed we can what Vriska" said Lita then she left her daughter out.
"*Why my daughter is so stubborn, she is exactly the same as her father" he said.
"of course it's because she's my son" said Papa Danu nodding Mama Lita*.
Meanwhile outside Alan was still standing, he already felt the cold of his body shivering but Vriska did not come out.
"Do I have to die standing up, then he will come out" he said.
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Alan was still staring at the door of Vriska's house that was still closed, then time continued, and then time continued, the peak at the time when Alan had felt not strong enough to withstand the cold and his hands that felt sore due to the wound had blood seeped out. Alan's vision blurred along with Vriska who came out carrying an umbrella.
"Alan, you're this." Vriska's words were cut off because Alan suddenly collapsed unconscious.
"Alan, don't be like this please, why are you doing something stupid for a woman like me, "Vriska sobbing "Papa .. Mama please.."yelling Vriska.
Soon Mama Lita and Papa Danu appear out, and they help Vriska bring Alan in.
Alan is laid out in the guest room, after which Papa Danu changes Alan's clothes with his clothes. Vriska took the P3K box she started treating Alan's hand .
"Why can it hurt like this," Vriska treated it while grimacing grimaced at Alan's injuries, but Alan was still conscious.
After finishing Vriska took the oil, then poured it into the hands and feet of Alan and he slightly rubbed it on Alan's nose to quickly wake up but his efforts did not also bear fruit.
Vriska took her dresser chair and sat down next to Alan's bed, watching Alan's face unconsciously smiling "Still you're handsome, I admit it's hard for me to hate or forget you"he cried, Vriska long sleepy and he fell asleep next to Alan with a sitting position.
At three o'clock in the morning Alan opened his eyes he circulated his gaze to the ceiling of his room, he felt strange in my room.
When he raised his hand he felt his hand was held by someone, then he saw if Vriska who grasped his hand while asleep.
Alan smiled looking at Vriska, now he realized that he was in the house of Vriska "Today proves that you love me, you even care about me. Even if you refuse a thousand times and stay away from me, I will still come back to you. I don't know what's going on, how can you lie to yourself, I have to find out." Alan said, then he saw Vriska wriggling from her sleep. Alan closed his eyes again.
Vriska woke up "My body in pain turned out I was asleep while sitting"She said she looked at Alan "Has he not realized, why he was at home sleeping," he said .
Vriska got up from her seat she intended to go out and go to her room. But his steps stopped when someone pulled his hand and then he fell.
"Allen..."Vriska screamed as she fell into Alan's arms, her eyes glaring sharply.
"Then you've been.." Vriska's words stopped when Alan suddenly .
Cup.. Alan kissed Vriska's lips, leaving Vriska dumbfounded and shocked, then Alan hugged Vriska tightly.
"Then you play nyosor aja, release Alan .."seru Vriska with annoyance, but tidal cover up the possibility if in fact he likes and enjoys it.
"For a moment, please shut up. I miss you so much. and I also know you are the same." he said,
"Why did you PD once, let go I could be out of breath Alan.."Vriska.
"why is your heart pounding so hard." asked Alan, making Vriska flutter.
"Of course it's because I'm shocked."vriska.
"Oh yeah, but I'm not a guy you can lie to, "he said.
"Alan let go..."Vriska was still trying to take off Alan's embrace.
"No, where are you going." asked Alan
"Of course go back to the room" he exasperatedly exasperated.
"Can't sleep here, next to me" Alan said, making Vriska's eyes perfectly round.
"About, do not want it will cause slander" Vriska took off Alan's embrace, finally released as well. Vriksa got up from Alan's body.
"Yes, if we get married tomorrow." he said without thinking.
"No.."sahut Vriska
"why..?"Alan squinted his eyes.
"because I don't love you." said Vriska
Alan sighed "just keep lying to yourself, but I won't believe it"
Vriska kept silent and continued her steps "Vriksa.."call Alan, then Vriska stopped her steps .
"Thank you for still caring, I know if you love me the same, no matter what happens I won't give up.."
"Vriska I love you" Alan said gently, making Vriska's heart pound again without realizing her cheeks were blushing.
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