Love Sholeha
Between application and sleep

Coming all the way to Sholeha's house just to tell the problem that can actually be discussed through private chat only, Irma is quite intent on digging up information about the problem.

Sometimes he's annoying enough to be the size of a close friend. After deciding to return home from Rizal, Sholeha also had not had time to conclude his conversation with Sholeh what the result was. It's too early to say his proposal was accepted.

Tucked down his lethargic body, staring at the ceiling of the room, while imagining the face of the former who knew that he had been proposed.

"He's sad, isn't he?" he said that only he could hear.

Even Sholeha can still change her decision, when she thinks the relationship is over here after a year, she honestly still hopes a little to improve everything. Sholeha is quite a plan to make a decision, but at this time he who feels abandoned, then pursue the others, can he not be mistaken right?

It's not clear where his fate is, it seems he hasn't been able to accept everything simultaneously.

He got up from the fall, removed his hijab and stepped out of the room. Sholeha forgot her lunch stomach until wrapped around it, she went to the dining table. His mother was eating alone, not as usual.

"Back where's Buk? " Sholeha landed her ass in the seat opposite her mother.

"Still at school, there was a meeting he said earlier"

"Oh, it's past Dzuhur why haven't you come home Buk?" he stared at the clock on the kitchen wall.

" At a moment maybe, Mother also did not know" he presented a plate of sambal fish to Sholeha.

" Well, Irma hasn't been invited to eat, or has she gone home?" ms. Fatma looked slightly at the living room.

Sholeha just nodded continuing to eat.

Working holidays that are not how long, only Sholeha use to lie down and watch Korean dramas, making him very bored. I don't know that his routine is not working at all today. Sholeha fell asleep leaving vidio on her phone.

"Leha, I want to wake up this Maghrib and not sleep at this hour!" ms. Fatma shook her daughter's shoulders slowly.

" Mom, Leha overslept" he replied as he straightened his lethargic body.

" Bathing dear, ndak keburu pray magrib later ! " letter of Fatma. After Leha went to take a bath, Fatma went out to see her husband.

Sholeha stuttered because her sleep was too much as usual, even she left her ashar prayer, Sholeha rushed up. At the end of Maghrib time, rest assured that he collected the remnants of consciousness with all his negligence, sitting pensively waiting for the Adhan isya, Sholeha decided not to move from the place of prayer. He does not want to be left behind again because of the length of time isya.

From after the shower, he had not left the room at all, until he heard his mother knock on the door.

" Dad, Sholeha, come out for a second !"

"Yes Ma'am "he quickly opened the door.

" Waiting you in front, you're important!"

" Tumben, don't just call me right away" he muttered.

Walking hand in hand with the mother who was holding Sholeha, they met Sulaiman in the living room. Sholeha chose to sit next to the long chair with her mother.

Sulaiman had not yet expressed his interest in Sholeha heard the roar of a car in his yard. As soon as Sulaiman approached the door that was indeed wide open, he smiled warmly when he saw who was coming. Ms. Fatma who can guess who came, immediately followed her husband to welcome the guest.

" Assalamualaikum, "sounds a guest voice which Sholeha thought was more than three people.

" Waalaikumsalam, let's Buk, Nak in" welcome mother to them.

Sure enough, the Sholeh family came to his house, and there was one middle-aged man with them, Sholeha also had just seen him for the first time.

Everything flowed so fast, and confused, he immediately greeted Ms. Nur graciously. Sholeha until no longer had time to replace her shabby negligee, fortunately she was already wearing her home veil. After that, the Rizal family appeared behind them.

What is this ? they came almost simultaneously, he said in his heart.

Still in a daze, he finally realized when his eyes met with Sholeh, he immediately resigned to choose into the house following his brother-in-law. Inadvertently he saw his reflection in the glass sideboard of the middle room, his reflection was very tangled and unpleasant in view. "I'm so ugly" pitied her inwardly.

Sholeha approached Ayu who was moving food into the plate, she turned to him.

" Don't have to be busy this is the Deck, later you know, here help Mom a while after that change clothes more polite huh!"

As if knowing the contents of Sholeha's head he said that calmly and gently. Sholeha just nodded obediently to Ayu's orders.

In the living room that the Sholeh and Sholeha families were gathering.

Hem...

They chatted casually, flowing with good intentions berkilaturahmi then after that other things were also conveyed.

Sholeha already looks neater, wearing a plain black robe combined with a hijab with a gray color slightly patterned flowers add to the impression of graceful and sweet he. Sholeha had joined among the adult guests who had since turned out to be waiting for her.

" Shela boy has agreed to accept the proposal of my nephew Sholeh?" said a middle-aged man.

According to Sholeha this is not a question but a request for certainty that he must give, although he wants to refuse but what is the power, he who has begun all this to be like this. Sholeha just smiled knots and nodded. He then looked at the happy face of his father.

" Because from the beginning we already know the answer son Sholeha, then we come here to negotiate the date of the wedding only, and just to be in touch, to get to know each other. My own uncle from Nak Sholeh, Mr. Sulaiman please propose in advance!" he said so friendly.

See how Sholeha wondered in silence to the whole family, looking one at a time into their eyes. Lastly his eyes were centered on the father, he was waiting for what he would say.

" Actually I also chatted with nak Sholeh yesterday, we agreed three months from today. If there is any other proposal we may consider again."

My God, then what role I have here is that they don't even tell me about this decision, obviously Sholeha is very sad, she can only make up.

" Maybe Sholeha have another opinion ?" it is unexpected that Sholeh knows his feelings the most, and wants to give freedom of opinion.

But whatever the reason, refuting the statement of the father, it is really impossible he can do, from the beginning of this decision was agreed without his consent.

" Sholeha manut Mr. Mas only" he answered briefly.

It turns out that the decision from him was only a cover in the event section tonight. Evidently they then offered each other drinks and small meals on the table, and told each other light things they threw laughter at each other.

Sholeha just kept quiet and tried to digest all the decisions she took in this time nearby.

From asking to be applied instead in decided boyfriend and now his intention to acquaintance first but directly in the application. O Lord, is that the way your trials and conditions come, none will come slowly.

"Sholeh, you don't drink your tea! " Rizal scolds his future brother-in-law who looks like he is daydreaming not knowing what he is thinking, Sholeha also had a chance to see him.

" Ah yes Mas, it's still too hot" she replied looking nervous and embarrassed.

Sholeha traced the look of the man who had just proposed to her it just so happened that she was right in front of him not blocked by anything from his eyes. Although not to praise his good looks, even he looks ordinary according to Sholeha at this time, but why he is so attractive to his father and mother. Until he was in a difficult position and cornered like today.

Sholeh who felt noticed, ventured to look at Sholeha, they had a look at each other and tried to dive into each other's feelings. Then the two turned to stare in any direction.

" Sorry Father, may Sholeh speak to Sholeha ?" he asked permission politely.

"By my son, please in the middle room only you can!" his orders.

The living room that is not all blocked is a good place according to the father to both speak. There was a long sofa in front of the tv, sitting them on the far side.

" Sorry...... I cannot slowly go through all this, even impressed at will, sorry also not to discuss with you first" said Sholeh breaking the silence.

" I'm not wrong, just forgive you if you seem to force and trouble Mas Sholeh "Pilu, Sholeha is no longer able to face the man, she herself is also ashamed and pitying herself.

" It's not entirely your decision, I agree with it, I'm sure of it,"

" What if I disappoint you, I explained yesterday?"

" Slowly no problem, I can wait for you Sholeha."

"Alright, Sholeha will also try ."

Already will not be able to retreat if this is the case, Sholeha only has to try to sincerely live this life destiny. He did not expect everything to happen so briefly like a dream, or indeed this was just a dream from his afternoon sleep earlier. Unfortunately this really happened.

After a series of impromptu shows tonight, I don't know why he still had time to watch Korean dramas, or he was just looking for a complicated diversion of his mind. Maybe he couldn't sleep because of this.

After discussing as necessary, the two slightly understood the condition of their respective hearts. Sholeha openly admitted the state of his heart and his ability to try in the future, enough to be the best decision for now.

" I guess you also still need time, if three months is less, what if we ask for more?" Sholeh.

" Three months only Mas, if there is no change we talk again yes "

" Alright then, we haven't set the date yet either." Sholeh provides solutions that are equally beneficial to them at the moment.

" Thank you, I've given Sholeha a lot of time." A little sweet smile he pinned to give the kindness of the man in front of him.

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