Love Sholeha
Not entitled to bid

In response to Sholeha's statement, Sholeh simply fell silent. Then he ventured to be more relaxed and calm, he knew Sholeha was uncomfortable and nervous.

" I know that, your face was too honest to tell the truth, so ?" in a light laugh that sounded comforting.

" How's trus? If a new person breaking up must not be able to accept others in his heart, until he wants to be called an outlet only. Although I have no intention of doing so. Hem.... I just want to be honest" he said. At first it was a little frowning because Sholeh slightly mocked him, but at the end of his speech it sounded weak there was a sign of seriousness from him.

Interlocking fingers describe Sholeha's nervousness, she is not good at storing her anxiety. Make Sholeh can see and pay attention to the funny attitude of Leha.

"We try first, like getting to know each other or exchanging information through the two closest people, "Sholeh proposed.

"Do we really need to try it?"

Sholeha became confused herself, there was no answer that made her feel rejected at all.

" Yes, if you want, I agree "

call it lightly.

After clarifying Sholeha still had a moment of silence, researching once again what he heard, there is really no element of rejection from Sholeh. Without urging or commanding, the man in front of him could truly be patient, sitting quietly waiting for an answer as to what he would give him.

" Well, I should not have the right to bid because this is a request from my own parents, therefore I sincerely accept, with the intention of filial piety to them, do not think badly of me. And yes, I just ask that we slowly go through it to get to know each other first, sorry my Mas this looks a bit strange and disrespectful "

Mengatakn sincerely accepted, but still put forward conditions, it seems Sholeh was quite understanding on the situation Sholeha.

" I'm sure you can live all this with me which lasted for up to a year."

His sweet smile did not forget to be included. Making Sholeha embarrassed, even though she was heartbroken, it could still be wrong behavior as well, and the word walk with me, enough to make her heart tremble a little, even Sholeha could feel an aura of warmth from her mature attitude.

" Don't discuss yesterday, ntar until jealous loh" he said a little snorting even he who was fishing Sholeh to observe it.

"Can you really ?"

"Whatever..."

Sholeha's answer was enough to invite Sholeh's laughter. The two agreed to end the conversation after it was seen Rizal came to greet Sholeh. They only talk about everyday things that are not clear where the end is, sometimes the work is also tongkrongan. It turns out that it is still a little bit young.

***

After Sholeh said goodbye, Rizal approached Sholeha who was busy accompanying Al to compose lego. Since there was no sign of his sister going home, Rizal asked back to make sure.

" You want to go home let Mas interraper, or nginep aja tomorrow not enter work anyway?"

" Nginep aja Mas, Leha already permission Mr. had all wanted to play, very kangen with Al."

"Yes already then" Rizal let the two of them.

Actually Sholeha does not really like to stay anywhere, uncomfortable he said, this plan is sudden and a little forced. He just does not like to delay the business until it drags on, if it is clear where he usually goes to calm down and focus on work and so on.

It seems that for this business to be a little different, the more he knows the more confused he is going to overcome it, he has to re-examine his head and heart.

***

The sun is still shy to appear, the morning is like to pass quickly. In the courtyard there was laughter of little Al with Sholeha, seen Al running after his aunt as if he did not want to be left behind. After spending last night with Ayu, Sholeha is still reluctant to go home. His mother sent him a message several times to go home. Apparently, there is still something that makes him want to linger there.

Last night, after Al slept with his father, Ayu sat with Sholeha for a long time. In front of the unlit television, the two women of different ages shared, more precisely Ayu is a mentor for her sister-in-law this time. There were no snacks or drinks and so on there, they were really just focused on chatting.

" Where is Dek, there's still something you need to know about my neighbor?"lure Ayu so that Sholeha will tell a story.

" I don't know Ma'am, I don't think there's anything I need to ask, I'm still trying to accept, that's all. Sholeha was still confused and fumbling about this decision."

" Dek Mbak also knows, if you need time.But at least you know that he seriously wants to stay with you."

" Yeah, he doesn't have another woman he's approaching besides me, it's not like Leha is too close to him either."

" Deck, how do we know, but if you can't get close to anyone else? but according to Mbak, he had been only focused on his business and his mother. You said that too."

"Sir, it seems like he's closed off as to what Leha could know about him before he actually proposed. Honestly, Ma'am, with Arman who for so long I failed to know him, what else with him, not sure at all me"

" Don't bring your failures with Arman Dek, to build a new commitment, you must who forgets the past. The most important thing is that you intend and want to try to get to know Sholeh without any doubt."

Many things Ayu told Sholeh about her brother-in-law, from small things and so on. Until the night ended their conversation.

POV Sholeh

This morning, Sholeh accidentally saw the beautiful girl dream of the mother through the window of her room, and, because the concept of neighbors is the position of houses that are close to each other even though it is not too dense there are still two houses between his house and Rizal's house. Not wanting to be missed, he silently observed Sholeha. Not the slightest sound that was heard by Sholeh but he still looked, for a few seconds even though he contracted laughter, he also smiled a little. " It's funny" he muttered to himself.

After returning home to meet Sholeha last night, there was something new that convinced Sholeh to move forward. He is sweet and honest, he thinks. Not to mention the positive praise he always heard from the mother that he never passed even though he only responded a little. Ah she couldn't believe that she would get to this point, until she had to choose her life companion.

Although not too sure it will go well in the future, but Sholeh must be determined at least to make her mother happy. Even he no longer understands what it feels like to fall in love and love someone, all this time he only does things that he thinks are not wrong. It is too complicated if it must be associated with love affairs and feelings that are important life is quite calm and does not disturb people, a principle that he always keeps. Evidently until the age of maturity, he had never once been seen with a woman his mother alone until sad to see his favorite son. It's just that the concept of loving not having to be together still applies to anyone right? Unfortunately, Sholeha does not know about this private matter.

Struck looking at Sholeha by her mother, Sholeh smiled shyly.

"Beautiful to Le?"

" Sedkit after a little while

become a hill," replied Ms. Nur singing a little. Who heard even a chuckle then embrace his mother misbehavior.

" It used to be slow Le, he's good"

" Yes Ibuk yes, prayer will he want the same old man as me" his laughter is light.

" Yes, I'll pray that she'll be my daughter-in-law"

Adrift of age that seems far from Sholeha, that is why he did not dare to expect much, everything he did with calmness, which is important ability from Sholeha, if his soul mate will not go where he said.

***

Not feeling he was being noticed, Sholeha excitedly ran in the yard with Al.Laughs loudly to see her nephew fall down and cry. Then he immediately carried and calmed down while entering the house.

Likewise with Sholeh, he then followed the mother in the dining room. Looks like mom called for breakfast. Sholeh is used to the habit of the mother who seems very affectionate and attentive to her daily life. Sometimes he thinks his wife will not be jealous of his own mother.

Because there are so many women like that? sometimes love with the in-laws. Sholeh so suddenly bobbing heads.

Just last night when he met Sholeha, Sholeh began to imagine him as his wife.

He laughs at his own cuteness in the heart.

***

POV Sholeha

At 08 past 15 minutes, Sholeha drove his bike home, coming home with a still confused feeling mixed up, there was also pleasure and sadness and anxiety. Without accidentally seeing Nur's mother in front of his house, he just greeted without stopping the speed of his motorbike. At least a friendly smile he showed, he also had time to look for the figure of Sholeh was not visible existence, just standing shop that crowded visitors. Seeing Sholeh's trading efforts are so big, promising and come up with various questions that are actually not important." Mas Sholeh has been single all this time?" of course it only appears on Sholeha's head that her real curious.

***

After fifteen minutes on the way, until he was at home, there were guests.

" Assalamualaikum," Sholeha greeted after going through the door of her house.

" Waalaikumsalam, Leha hai" Rirma waved.

" Tumben, who do I think I am?"

"Yes, using Masku's motorbike Ha, eh how said Bulek you had met Mas Sholeh huh?" he looks very curious.

" What the hell are you, just want to tell me that I'm still hurt can't fall in love anymore" he explained taking a deep breath.

Why is this complicated, Sholeha increasingly feels she is pulling others into her problems.

" What did he say?"

"Say if you want me to agree"

said flat.

" Oh yes, anyways that apply also you, yes you who refuse is not possible" said Irma.

" I You know, this matchmaking is not what I asked for" he said not to be blamed.

"Not Dong Ha, this is your father's wish. But yes it's not necessary to think, oh yes I met Arman on the road he deliberately asked if you've been proposed to people"

" What do you keep answering?" cut quick.

"Yes" without feeling guilty, he laughed.

" It's Ir, it's not yet"

Sholeha just couldn't step up for sure, why Irma's lies made her sad, as if there was a fear she couldn't explain.

Afraid of stepping in with Sholeh, she was not ready to get hurt or hurt again.

***

Irma's attitude that sometimes looks supportive and drops it randomly makes Sholeha more dizzy. Sometimes Sholeha always thinks bad if actually his best friend does not support his relationship with Arman, but only limited to bad prejudice that does not occur.

In fact his unhelpful relationship was purely because he gave up money because he was tired. Sholeha need not add unreasonable causes to his narrow destiny.

He will try to accept what his parents have decided and himself.

God knows everything without hesitation.

Sholeha did not want to ruin her friendship with the problem that stemmed from this prejudice.

***