Love Fraudsters
Chapter 69. I'm Starting to Realize

It turns out that after I found out there are photos of friendly Satria and Rasty on Instagram, Ka Gaida immediately sent a chat to Satria. And cursing his meaning. 

"Why do I always think so anyway, not as scary as I used to be, why always straight up like this, now I'm being teased again like this." Said Satria in chat. Then he sent a chat from Ka Gaida. 

'Lo really yes yes no attitude at all, I diemin like increasingly becoming yes, yes, I think with me diemin you are aware of the same omngan me and at least one - lo lasalin, it turns out you still have cowards, if you know lo is cowardly, if you know it's cowardly, from the beginning you should not dare to take care of others. And that you deletin my neighborhood again, lo it's actually serious what not really, say the same I'm serious. What I saw playing doang, I've been waiting for 1 year more, but none of my songs are lo lolasin, you mean how the hell Sat, how????? Is it really just playing? Crazy yes, I already do not know you again original, do not know me, friend macem what you have painin adeknya your own friend, do not want me to have a friend like lo, lo, not his name's friend.. Wasn't... Destroyer lo, very disappointed I'm the same lo, you have to take responsibility yaa, apologize directly, explained directly, do not be a coward Sat! Fuck so lo, I've never been this angry yes for decades we are friends, never will you see me this angry and ngoomong rough same lo, crazy lo, crazy. Don't know me anymore! I don't want to, I want to back off help you at the store. Please find someone else. Lo sick. You know not the behavior of you tuh mental damage people, if from the beginning I know finally kayak gini. I told Riri at the beginning about Rasty. Fuck me anyway, tired I'm angry - angry, dirty thumb I'm picking this. May all your thoughts open.'

I was very moved and amazed by the content of Ka Gaida's chat that seemed to be very defensive of me at that time. Even he really seemed to be very angry with Satria. 

"So. I know enough. Can't if it's with other girls, I can't be toyed with." Reply while crying.

"I'm not playing you." Reply Satria fast.

"sick." 

"Corrupt everything now. Messy."

"Ngeroyok huh? Confused what have you started all this time Ka???  Banyaaaaakkkk really Big brother lied to me.. Bayaaakkkk. Still I'm sorry. But if it's another woman's business it turns outaaaaa. Can't be Ka. Maafff.. I was taught the same principle of my parents and I was educated to have self-esteem as a woman. Don't call the fog itself the same what you've been covering up all this time. It's your own fault. Don't explain the justification. Explain what you have done. After that, finish. The important thing is not to go too far to hurt my parents now. Who started Ka?? Don't blame anyone else. Brother did everything. The broken life Brother, Brother himself."

"Always yeah.. Never want to hear the explanation rang first, always directly with his own thoughts." 

"Always yaaa tip - the end if you have heard to say gini. Where were the bosssss from yesterday??? It is better to lie from A to Z than to explain from A to Z. It's enough Ka. It's really - I'm really disappointed. My sister cannot be the same as me. Brother already clop with him, I can not be positioned gini reserves. Whatever the reason Brother, Brother from the beginning was wrong. One big playful people. 2 people at once, inget ya ka talk me. Karma loh inget's. The real mess of Ka Satria.."

Every time I asked for honesty from him, he always dodged and twisted as if I were accusing him without listening to his explanation. And this time I began to realize that he was someone who was playing victim. I also started to get upset and disappointed with his attitude. Even my love is beginning to disappear. 

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"Why else? What else is Ri?" Vienna asked confused on the phone. 

"Now, look at it." I also sent photos of Satria and Rasty to Vienna.

"Huh? Seriously though? You said he was his brother, right?" 

"Yeah.. But this moment. He kept saying he was in a match between the two... And Satria said she didn't want to be with Rasty, so she wanted to date me and try to convince her parents. But it doesn't fit the picture. If he does not like and does not want there may be a photo of them gini, the material is in the highlights of the Rasty using the sign of love. Continued on the other Satria instagram there is a photo of Rasty also Win. I don't know if I want to believe it or not. But I saw the look on his face in the happy photo. Yeah like a real dating guy. I think his cheating is crazy. Macem woman what am I???" 

"Patience.. Duh. Satria ka nih. He's crazy and it doesn't make any sense that's how he is. From amnesia I was sprained and weird." 

I just cried from the phone.

"Keep talking to him about this?"

"Ngeles continues to Win. I'm so tired."

"Yaudah, try to investigate and keep going. Let him not tease Ri. I'm all genuine, crazy."

"Gue diem find out how to win. I'm tired of boongin like gini keep."

"Jaudah, don't cry. There are still a lot of guys out there, Riii.. Udaah." that's."

Vienna comforted me so that I could forget the pain I felt back then. But even though I was sick and traumatized, I was still trying to get close to Satria back then. Because I feel stuck.