
Satria has been more courageous to express his feelings, even though you have only been communicating for one week via chat.
"I feel the more here our chat more and more, if I personally the hell I like, so many things we discussed, so many things, either it's just a feeling of mine or you're also feeling the same thing haha. Although sometimes I am still too careful in starting a conversation with you, why am I too careful? Because I'm afraid the chatter will be cool, can - can ilfeel again later haha. And I always hoped our conversation would never be a shitty chat. Thanks for the chat today, good night."
The words he said at that time made me speechless and ah he was very different from my ex. There is no one like Satria who is good at talking like this, appreciates my opinion, receives my complaints every day. How could I not feel privileged at that time? Until it makes me smile every day if I communicate with him.
"Rl.." Call Vienna when I'm busy reading the contents of the chat from Satria.
"Eh what.. Just look at Lo.." I answered while looking at him.
"Ciee fluent? That classmate, huh? Try dong which one is it? You haven't told me the picture is clearly the same as me." Answer the whisper.
"Ihhhh yes for a moment.. It's on Instagram, I'll tell you." I also looked for a photo of Satria.
"Manaa.. Long time ago." Vienna was impatient.
"Hopefully. It's.." I answered and gave my phone to Vienna.
"Eh sweet Riii sweet. The Javanese again. I'm acc, mah..." Answer Vienna mellow.
"The sound is good Winn.. Original deh. This time I met a guy who could sing.. Play piano with guitar again Win.."
"When do you know him?"
"Yes, guess weekly."
"A new one a week I've known you both a long time."
"Yeah so I'm also confused as if we're talking, even non-stop. Really stop me when I am sleeping. It's really gokil, right?"
"He's an only child too, Ri?"
"Yes the same - the same single. Hahaha that's it.."
"Your soul mate yes.."
"Hahaha don't know."
"I want a guy too.."
"Let's have a lot to win."
"Deket doang, so also not." Vienna was upset, replied,
"Yeee hahahaha. You are too picky.."
"It's Ri nyari's hard to sift through my bokap."
"Yeah hard Winn if you're nyari who's exactly like the late Bokap lo."
Vienna fell silent and pressed her lips forward.
Yes.. Vienna agreed with Satria. But I haven't told you about Satria to Mama and Bapak. I'm not ready yet. Because Mama still seems to be hurt by the attitude of the Adi family first. But Mama still wishes Adi would come back with me. Butno. Because at that time Mama did not know and I have not told her if Adi is gay.
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"You don't.. If in that approach there are 6 phases, the first phase is appreciation, the second phase is attraction, the third phase is admiration, the fourth phase is like, the fifth phase is dear, the sixth phase is in love. Basically to reach from the first phase to the fourth phase is easy, but the level of difficulty increases if it is in the stage from the fourth phase to the sixth phase. And I've come to the fourth phase, but I like it here in the broad context, not in the narrow context. So don't misperception. I've been typing like this so laper, I eat first yeah."
And from then on I called him 'Mas' instead of Ka. Not for a second did he disappear, he always sent me messages. Even when the next day I keep the night on the second Eid holiday he asks me what tomorrow I want to eat because he will send me food through Ka Gaul. What Satria tells us is, Ka Gaul was his best friend from the time of First High School. Until finally they are one school in High School.
"What are you going to eat tomorrow? Or what's it like to snack on?"
He always worried about me if I ate late, because it was not the month of Fasting anymore so he would always ask me if I had eaten or not. Or he usually asks what food to bring.
"Riri want to eat what? Seriously try to answer."
"You Eat...."
"Dahar nopo?"
"Eat what you can eat."
"Eating up means yes.."
"What matters is that you can eat."
"Jaudah wait a minute. Just a moment.."
"What moment? I'm going to eat if I have an operation."
"Just call the courier. What the hell is that?"
"Donanaha.."
"You want to go out to eat by yourself?"
"No need to use Mas Satria..."
"What how?"
"Yes, if you go out... Haha. Don't don't don't don't don't.."
"Or just deliver."
"It's been... It's..."
"I delivery in brother go food. The Gaul also hasn't woken up yet, you're on the phone not picked up."
"No need to be Satria. I'll buy it myself... I've been eating ketupat there.."
"Really? Repot don't buy it yourself?"
"Gakk.. I'll be out later."
"Jude if you bother to say yes."
"Yesa Mas Satria."
I always feel bad if Satria sends me food for me.