
"Do you feel weird about his brother Robert Win?" I asked Vienna in chat.
"What does Lo Ri mean?" Quick Vienna reply.
"Yes strange how it arrived - suddenly he appeared hakutin you continue to frenzy on instagram after Robert is not there.. The hell of Robert that he deketin lo, you're his brother's ex-girlfriend. I think the syntetron is in my opinion."
"Hmm yeah Ri, I honestly also kind of weird as him.. How yaa.. He kept saying he wanted to study our religion so he could follow Robert's last request. What do you think Ri is Robert's last request?"
"Huh? You mean he wants to convert at Robert's request?"
"Well, I don't know what he means.. Maybe it was Ri, the Robert told his sister to convert. But if the problem of faith that we should not ask, must be from himself. Yes kali.. In my heart, there is still Robert. I can't replace her yet Ri."
"Eat it.. Hmm so much love with him. Don't love Win too much..."
"Yet you do not love very much with the Satria.. You're worse than me. Very funny ih gelii."
"Hahahaha fucking lo. Yaudah in doain ajaa easily let the Robert calm there. Amyn..."
"Amelina... You still making a fuss with Satria about Instagram? I'm kind of like Ka Satria. Could be - he's that."
"Gue's still trying to figure out Win. But honestly I don't know what else to say."
"Yaudah you tidings - I'm just saying what you dapet Ri."
"I'm sure I'll find out until I don't feel bad anymore.."
"Feeling a girl Ri anyway, if ngeganjel that must be what - what. This is my brother who keeps me on this matter. But I still can't believe it before I know the truth."
"Lo is also looking to find out Win."
"Surely Ri."
To be honest for now I don't know what my relationship and Satria is now, because it seems like Satria has severed my relationship with her because I was looking for her. It wasn't my intention to find out, but somehow my feelings and the feeling in my heart about Satria and Ka Gaida were strange. Yes. But I still couldn't let go of Satria back then, because I didn't want to let go of someone just like that when she started acting weird let alone having gotten into my extended family.
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I don't know why we're still communicating as usual, and I'm trying to make Satria forget that she's been talking broken up.
"Why?"
"Can't."
"Can.."
"Can't."
"Wh why the hell? I saw ahhh.." I answered while laughing at the video.
"That's nebak's fault. So tell me to share, my cousin's toy. Can't look at it."
"I saw it.."
"Couldn't you? There are no views on your name."
"Can dong, I have an application that can see the story but not the sound."
"Can you?"
I also keep a video from Satria's instagram story, she was dancing with a hijab-wearing woman, who she said was her cousin. And I believed it at that time.. But I doubted a little when I saw the woman's motion that it was her brother. But I was trying to believe, honestly I had a hard time believing Satria when she started lying to me about instagram.
After that Satria still continued to turn on her phone and suddenly she just discussed Ka Gaida.
"That's Gaida at the boarding house while on holiday, tumben. Usually to Bekasi or to you... Is there anything else?" Ask Satria.
"Don't know.. I think he's going to have time for me again.." My answer.
Then Satria kept talking about why I was looking for her, and always blamed me like I didn't believe her anymore. Yes it's true, the more days I've found it hard to believe the talk.