Love Bersemi In Turkey
Liza Come (Vian Pov)

What the fuck? Whahuh? She ... He is still alive ... To life?! But, how is it possible? My brain will explode right then and there.

I sat down on the couch, and put my head between my knees, maybe the pain in my head that was about to explode could go away. He was here. He's freaked out here. He's still alive. All this time, he's still alive!

"Vian ." he said as he stepped forward toward me.

I took a step back. No, it's just a prank. No way! How could he be here? Shouldn't he be in the cemetery? Lying in the tomb there? Shouldn't he be dead? What the fuck? What the hell's going on?

"Si .. Who are you?" It was the only word that came out of my lips. I can't believe what I just saw. I have to get an answer before my brain really explodes.

"Vians. It's me, Liza. I'm sorry ... Look, I can explain everything to you .." he said. No, I can't let him finish his bases.

"You! Shouldn't you be dead?! I thought you were dead all this time! What exactly happened?!" I asked him. I need to know, what really happened?

The girl pushed my chest back, so she could get in. After that, he closed the door.

I watched his face. He lowered his face to the floor. She's still as pretty as ever. Nothing has changed. In fact, the color of her hair is the same. Eyes, lips. Everything is exactly like the Liza I remember.

I threw my face away and laughed without anything funny. He won't succeed in deceiving me! Liza is dead!

"Tell me! Who are you?!" I screamed in front of him. He was surprised while closing his eyes. He ...he was always scared when I screamed.

"Tell me!" my yelling.

"I'll tell you everything!" The girl shouted back at me. He looked me in the eyes with tears. My heart breaks when I see it sad.

He took my hand, but I took a step back to get away from him. A few months ago, when I really felt like I was losing her, I would definitely hug her when I saw her in front of me. But now, it feels like something is wrong.

I can't touch her! I couldn't touch her, because I realized I had a girl who might have broken her heart by now. A girl I always hurt just because I thought of her who I thought was dead, but she was okay. My head began to fill with those thoughts, and I cursed myself.

"That day! That day when Kevin shot me. I'm not dead. I'm in the hospital. When they told you that I was dead, they actually put me in another hospital. That's why they won't let you see me!" He yelled. That doesn't make any sense. I shook my head.

"Why? Why would 'they' do that? Who're they?!" I screamed back. My voice was getting louder by the minute and I almost punched anything that got in my way.

"You know for yourself, how dangerous is Kevin?" said it.

"It's not safe, Vian! I got shot because of you! I want this all to end but you don't seem to realize it!" said it. So, that's the point, he did want all of this to end.

"Don't make excuses. You purposely made that fake grave, so that I might think that you are really dead. Just because, you want this to end. You want our relationship to end, don't you?" tanyaku.

"Vians. No, I don't know anything about that grave!" said it. His face began to fade. But I am tired of seeing it.

"Well if that's what you want. It's all over now. Everything's getting messed up! I even ruined my life! I've ruined other people's lives too!" I said regret everything.

"No. Vian .. I really love you, really. But you started doing all that. You start joining gangs, you start fighting and hurting other people. You start getting drunk, drinking. I can't stay with you, because you've changed!" He yelled back at me.

I punched the wall next to him, because it was too close to him. Damnit damnit! Even the perfume is the same. I inhaled it, because I really missed it. For two years, I really wanted to inhale this scent, yet I thought I had no more chance. But now he is here, in front of my eyes.

"When I'm here, crying like a frightened child. When I'm here, drink booze to forget about you. To forget the moments of how I carried you with both hands when you were shot" I said, staring at him.

"At that moment, I cursed him, I chided an innocent girl, who knew nothing. I said the words that made her cry. When I'm here, I don't pay attention to a girl who's in front of me, just because I'm thinking of you." My eyes started to glaze over as I recalled how I had behaved to Sadiya.

"When I'm here, I make a mess. I hurt everyone just because I think about my mistakes. When I do all that, you ... You just stay somewhere else, just because you want to get away from me! Can't you tell me?! I'll understand! We can still have our relationship together!" my spoken.

This doesn't make any sense. Him, what has he done? .. What the fuck? I hurt people so much, especially that sweet little girl, just because someone who hasn't .. died yet?! What the fuck?!

"Listen to me, Vian. I'm really sorry for that. But, I'm here now, I'm back to you. Please, let's talk about everything. We've been through a lot together, I'm sure we can get through this as well. I'm here, I'm alive. I know, I've made a mistake. But I'm here now. Come on, don't you miss me your 'moon?"

He really knows how to play around. He understood how I knew that he did not like that nickname, and I kept calling him by that name, a long time passed.

But, I still can't believe this. I'm not gonna believe it. What the fuck is all this? I shook my head. Why did he have to come suddenly. I can't accept all this ... I want to be alone. I want to calm my brain.

"Go!" my spoken.

The girl shook her head. I glared at him, I don't care about him anymore. I don't care if she'll be scared or crying. He also left ...

A few minutes later, I decided to go outside. If I drink liquor, it might make me forget about him. I'm sure it is.