Life

Life
Sweet


On the other hand, Juli was sitting on the bed, hugging her feet and crying in silence. He felt very guilty and also sad, because he still could not accept all these circumstances.


" Have I failed so much to be a good wife?? But even my heart and mind still can't accept this."


" Where now?? I should what?? I don't know what to do??.."


Somewhere else..


" Huh! What's wrong with Feli?? she's not like usual??"


" I just want to fix everything like it used to be. Like when we were friends.."


" We held out until you confided anything with me. But, why are you changing now..You seem to be avoiding me.. Why Fel??.."


" What's wrong with you?? what should I do with you??"


Flashbacks...


" Hahaha.. You are, is this..What is that with your face?? hahaha.it feels like I want to laugh until I'm satisfied right now.."


" A. You, don't keep mocking me.. Huohhhhhhhhhh.." Feli's frown as Bryan kept laughing at himself because of his spruce face.


" Hush. already, I'm just kidding Hanay.. You're like this so cute you look like an adorable little rabbit.. Hmm.." Pinched his cheek with a pinch.


" Humm.I'm not a rabbit... "


" Ayen, if we're not together after graduation, will you stay with me and you won't be with the others??" ask Feli seriously to Bryan.


" Em. I'll stay with you.. So, we'll stay together until we reach our dreams, and if we have to separate, I'll see you all the time. I promised you that.."


" Seriously.. Ayen promised me. Okay, don't let you deny it okay.."


" yes.. "


They pinned their pinkies and smiled happily.


Flashback..


Feli's daydreams about it made her feel even more pain in her heart.


" Why did you forget all that you promised me but you also denied it. Are you completely unconscious?? "


" You used to always say that if I was so sweet, I was so cute and so on that I couldn't turn my eyes on you.. But, with how much you let me down, that's what made me choose to walk away from you.."


" Eco.. The nickname you made to call me when we were together as friends.. But you don't realize it at all, do you? I just think of you as anything.. Teacher, companion and friend, but, it's all just the past. You never even called me by that name again.. even about me.."


Feli's reflection in his room. He seemed to be very tired today, he was fed up but he could not always avoid Bryan. His heart was still the same as before but he could not act like before.


" I have to get back quickly, getting away from her is the best way for me so I don't get sick anymore.."


" Yes.tomorrow I will go, and return there.."


Feli also began to clean up all his things and pack. He also booked a flight to Cairo, Egypt.


Still in the same night..


Because too tired Juli was asleep on the bed He also took off his hijab because he could not wear it continuously.


Tama is still in her bathroom. Still thinking and sometimes imagining the impossible. That's why he's still in his soaking.


" What a strange woman.."


Tama also came out of the bathroom. He found the woman he had just married in his bed. With a calm, peaceful and very sweet look on his face when he fell asleep like that. Like a cold cat.


" Hey, Tama. You're Jan thinking a no-no.. You've just known her, don't cross the line first.." Say it in the heart.


" But she's been your wife instead of being free, you want to do it.. " Other thoughts.


" Hey.stop Tama.. Jan thinks it's a no-no, you better get some sleep and accompany her.." Said his heart.


Finally, he followed the strength of his heart. He climbed into the bed and enveloped Juli properly. Honestly, he still does not know why the feeling from the beginning they met until now, he thought it was very strange.


It feels like it's back to being before.


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The morning came very bright and cold.


" What time is it??" ask Tama.


" Oh, are you awake??"


" I've made breakfast for you.. Do you want to take a shower first, or do you want breakfast first??"


" I took a shower" he said.


" Ah, yes I'll wait at the dinner table.."


July who was neat and looked very fresh was seen, making Tama who walked to the bathroom was happy and smiled a little.


" Hemm.it seems like he has forgotten what happened yesterday." he said.


Juli who is still faithful waiting at the dinner table was just silent and contemplating what he will do next.


Tama finally came out of the bathroom with a bare-chested body and just wearing casual shorts.


" Hhkk. you, you, why you only wear pants.I'm sorry, I'm not used to this. Can you wear your shirt.."


" Hey, isn't a man like this, you're a normal wife.. I've always been like this, and I don't want to wear clothes for now.."


" all right.. " Yes nodded but remained in the bow of his head.


" Hey, I'm not here downstairs, so look at me while talking.."


Tama instantly raised her chin Juli and looked at her.


" Yes, I understand.."


" Nah that dong.nah it's good to see.."


" Weird, is he really so weird?? what kind of man is he and I marrying what kind of man is this??" july was crying.


" I'm going to go to work, so you stay here first, whatever you do. Obviously don't hold my stuff and make a mess." Tama Assertive.


They also had breakfast very relaxed and calm. Until his time Tama had to go to his office for his duties. Actually they have been told to honeymoon.but, Tama refused and firmly said that we will never honeymoon until anytime. I who heard Tama say such words can only be silent and submissive.


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