Lies

Lies
Out of the House


Not long ago I returned to that house. Maybe not more than 48 hours, but he'll be gone again. This time with more preparation. Raya brought all the things she could carry, especially her clothes. To hell with what Karan will do later, but Raya just wants to calm herself down. He's deadlocked every time he talks to Karan. The man seemed unwilling to hear anything he said. Just attach importance to his opinion. There was nothing wrong with that if Karan could be a little open to him. She did not bother having to go with her husband. Even if you have to move abroad and live there. Raya doesn't care about her life if Karan wants to tell her all about it.


What has Karan been doing all this time? Just conveying a little information, which was not even more than the same to Raya. With that little information, Raya has to digest everything, from Karan's fickle attitude to everything the man does. Raya must understand Karan's behavior even though it is not good, even the violations that have been created by the man. Not only to the Kingdom, but also to the men around the Kingdom. Reagan and Varen. For no apparent reason, how could the Kingdom possibly understand?


“Raya, where are you going? I said stop doing stupid things!” karan said when he saw his wife was putting her things in a suitcase. Karan wants to stop her directly, he had time to touch Raya's hand so that the woman would stop. Instead of stopping her activities, Raya instead shouted hysterically, telling Karan to let go of her hand. Otherwise, Raya threatens to do reckless things that could endanger herself. Karan had never seen Raya hurt herself intentionally, but something that never happened could have happened if she was off guard. That was why Karan did not insist on approaching Raya let alone to the point of forcing the woman.


The current state of the Kingdom is very different in the early days of their marriage. If at that time Raya was only a submissive woman who listened to all the words of her husband even though she had once run away from home, but now, Raya looks like a tough woman who does not fear anything, she said, including death. No one knows what causes it, but Karan suspects it may be because his memories of their dark past are gradually returning. That memory must make the memory of the mind of Raya become chaotic, especially about her own identity. It's almost the same thing Karan experienced. The difference is that Raya is created naturally while Karan is manipulative. He did not create a new identity because of his thoughts, but because of circumstances.


“I didn't do anything stupid. I just want to leave this house,” said Raya loudly.


This was the Kingdom that Karan had feared all along. Raya who denied it, Raya who ran away from her. After Karan's struggle, he must finally see Raya want to leave him. This was the same as Karan had felt in the past, where Raya also left him when he had already made a huge sacrifice. It's painful indeed. Especially when Karan really needs Raya.


“One time you step, then I will never consider you my wife again,” throws Karan with emotion. This is what Karan avoided most, which is talking in anger with his wife. Not just once this happened, it's been several times. Karan always wants to avoid, but his anger towards Raya spurs his adrenaline so he can get out hurtful words. Both for his wife, and for himself. As a result, Karan would feel disappointed towards him after their quarrel.


Just like Karan, Raya was shocked when her husband made the statement. The statement that made him so sad. Karan no longer only threatened her, but also threatened the survival of their household. The man willingly wanted to break the husband and wife relationship they had just built for several months. And at the time Raya was pregnant with their child anyway. Devastated and sad, although in the end, Raya also did not want to do anything. He did expect his son to be born into a full family, but he did not want his son to experience the inner pressure of living among unhappy parents.


“Alright, whatever you want to think of me as. I'll leave this house,” press Kingdom. The woman really did make the action. He even ordered a taxi in front of his house to take him away. With a suitcase of hers, Raya stepped outside the door of the house.


As Karan predicted, Raya completely stopped stepping. The woman was fixed on the porch of the house and did not realize the position of her husband who had approached her. The consciousness of the Kingdom only returned when Karan started talking to her.


“Raya, stop this silliness! There's no point in you leaving this house. Anyway, where are you going? To your little manager's house? Or are you going back to your aunt's house?” Seeing the silence of Raya, Karan ventured into the hands of his wife. Later, the man began to influence the thoughts of his wife. “I know you're angry. Ii'm sorry. But this is all for your own good. Think about how your career will be going when you part with me. You've taken great pains to achieve everything. And when your status turns into a widow, people will lose their sympathy for you. Even your fans will leave you.”


Karan is a great negotiator. Perhaps that is one of the factors that make the man succeed to become a successful entrepreneur. Raya is very affected by hearing Karan's words. Because in Raya's mind, everything the husband said was true. No society wants to idolize a divorced woman, especially divorce within just a few months after her marriage. Instead of being fans, they will blaspheme the Kingdom. Putting the super model as a woman is not right.


Because since the beginning, Raya has made her love life into public consumption. He himself chose to be engaged to Varen to make a scene because their engagement event is so luxurious. Then, Raya again became a byword when announcing the cancellation of their engagement due to the Varen and Cindy scandal at the hotel. At that time Raya gained such great public sympathy even after Raya expressed her desire to marry Karan. No one was gossiping over the announcement. They actually support the super model because they have found a replacement for Varen who they consider as a bad man who has cheated on his lover.


Raya believes that when she announces her divorce and Karan to the public, the reaction of the public will turn 180 degrees from the first who supported Raya, to corner the woman. It is not appropriate for a woman to get divorced when less than a year married. Moreover, before Raya had a history of parting inappropriately with Varen. Surely now the public will consider Raya as the guilty party for not being able to maintain the relationship. If public opinion is already very bad for him, then Raya's career will be threatened. Because, there will be no party who wants to work with a model who gets a negative stamp from society. It will tarnish the image of the company and their products.


“I know, but I don't care. I will still leave this house,” said Raya insisted. All of the great turmoil was gone when he remembered that he was not alone in this world. There are still children to protect. And Karan is not the right man to protect his son even though he is the son's real father. “I go,” pampitnya who directly brought his suitcase into the taxi.


Karan looked up at Raya's departure. The man shouted, calling his wife's name many times. However, no matter how hard Karan called his wife, the woman remained reluctant to turn around. Raya persisted in her desire to leave their home and leave her husband. From the face of the Kingdom there was no seeming sadness at all as if this had indeed been planned from the very beginning by him. That thought made Karan uneasy instead of playing. He began to guess who about people who had been very presumptuous to influence his wife. He must find out as soon as possible and teach the person the right lesson.