Leaning Zone
S 2 Is Not a Dream
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“Im sorry Papa.”
Edo said suddenly after having previously ignored the call of his son, suddenly apologized like this. This made Andre even more confused.
“Papa why the hell. Do not make Andre confused gini lah.” said Andre who was tired of guessing.
Edo let go of his hand that was on Andre's shoulder from earlier. He then put it together with one more hand.
“Papa is also ashamed to reveal it. But how else. This has even happened.” Edo spoke again but still did not get to the core. It looks like Andre has a lot of patience at the moment.
Two different men of this generation stared at each other for a while before Edo spoke again.
“Papa want to ask, did Hana miscarry that time you deliberately did?” ask Edo with earnest look.
Andre clenched his hand. He felt cornered by this question, but that was the fact that happened in his life.
“Andre is not a jerk who knows how good Pa is. This is the first time Andre has made a wrong move so far.” Andre sighed making his words pause. “Actually since the beginning of Hana's content was already problematic, but Andre was as hard as he could to save it. Even the last Andre to hire a special nurse to care for Hana.”
Andre explained the incident that he had previously covered from his parents.
Edo seemed to sigh at the words of his son. Although he said nothing but his face implied a sense of relief.
“Papa hope no such incident next time.”
Edo and Andre had a face-to-face meeting before the two made contact.
“Let Papa and mama alone feel long-term regret for not being able to hold back until there must be life before the wedding.”
Andre's speechless. What the hell does this mean? Did Papa ever impregnate mom before marriage? Andre wondered in his heart. But not enough courage to honestly ask.
“You understand what Papa means?” edo asked as he watched Andre remain silent.
“What does it mean Papa used to also make mama pregnant before marriage?” ask Andre carefully.
This young man's chest paled when he saw his father nod his head.
“Where is he?” asked Andre could no longer hold back.
Back these two men stared at each other. This time it was Edo who first cut off contact.
“She is you.”
Edo did not dare to look at Andre this time. Guilt really dominates. He really did not want to make Andre disappointed so he wanted to keep this forever. But he knew as well as he kept a secret, it would one day be revealed as well. Rather than Andre later being more disappointed to know this kind of thing from others, he would rather admit it himself like this.
Andre really didn't think he had this kind of destiny. He's a bastard, why should he be a bastard? Though all this time Hana who was feared had such a destiny. So what Hana and her family would accept if they knew she was like this.
“Means Andre bastard?” Andre muttered in a very slow voice.
Edo's chest became painful to see his son like this. Andre who is always excited now suddenly has no passion. “No Child. No human being is born in a state of illegality. What is illegal is the behavior of mama and Papa who do not want to be patient and feel entitled even though it is not halal.”
“But it's the same.”.
“No Child. Papa wouldn't accept if there was such an expression.” Edo sighed making his words pause. “Pardon Papa Nak, forgive Papa.”
Andre glanced at his papa briefly before lowering his head. The confidence he had all this time just vanished. Now there is only a sense of inferiority and loss of face to meet others later.
“Nak, while you stay with us yes..” pinta Edo on her only child.
Andre who had daydreamed lamenting his fate spontaneously looked at the papa. He had lived alone for so long that it was strange when suddenly there was a request like this.
“Papa just don't want you guys to get it wrong again. Enough is your safety when working, and hold until all that is illegal becomes halal to return to live together.” Edo reveals the reason to take his son home temporarily.
Andre couldn't think of Jernis now so he chose to be quiet. But not just to miss the night without Hana that Andre was afraid of, but if it gets to the hubungganya will end after Hana knows everything.
“Dear I sud... dah.”
Hana who was previously full power voice, suddenly almost unable to finish his last sentence when he realized Andre was no longer alone as he had just left.
“Already done all” asked Andre to make sure.
“Already,” replied Hana timidly. How's this. Don't don't I have to go home by myself this late? Continue Hana
in heart.
“If Hana is already, we better go home soon,” timpal Edo decided.
“Good. Come..” Andre rose up following the papa. The two then walked together.
Oh God. Just clear up what I was afraid of. They were suddenly good just because they wanted to give a sweet impression before asking Andre to leave. Racau Hana in heart.
A few steps walk, Andre just realized that Hana was not with him. He then looked back and found Hana still in her place.
“Loh, come..” invite Andre to follow him.
“Ha?” Hana was still confused like a dazed person.
Andre sighs. He had to turn right and take Hana with him. “Ha he ha he! Let's go home,” Andre said as he grabbed Hana's hand.
“I too?” hana asked while pointing at herself.
“Ya according to you?” Andre turned back while teasing his lover.
Hana nodded in response.
“We go home together yes dear,” Andre said once again.
“Sama Om Edo too?” ask Hana to make sure.
“Once a hitchhiker can right?”
“B, b, can..” Hana even to reply joking papa his lover. He was still unfamiliar with Edo's attitude like this. Although he was happy, but still strange when felt.
Andre smiled at the interaction of papa and his lover, but unfortunately in one corner of his heart there was discomfort after knowing what he was like.
Hana blinked as Andre unhesitatingly clasped his hand and took her walking with the papa as well.
It's not a dream, is it?
The next day…
This time Andre came early in the morning. He accidentally did not go up to his room because he wanted to wait for Hana who would either go to work with whom. Seeing Andre seem to wait in the lobby, this is certainly an unusual sight for the employees who are there.
“Loh Mr Andre?” Elis who had just arrived immediately approached his superior when he had just arrived.
“Iya,” replied Andre briefly.
Elis who felt this was so unusual made him feel that he could not make this point in vain. There were still fifteen minutes before the start of working hours so he decided to some time accompany his superior.
“I don't want anyone bothering me now,” Andre said when Elis just landed his ass.
Spontaneous Elis instantly got up and returned in his standing position. “I'm sorry Sir. I just feel the need to accompany the father because there is still some time before starting working hours.”
Andre did not respond at all. He just focused on looking out as if waiting for something to appear there. And suddenly without saying anything even as if Elis was absent, Andre got up and walked forward as a car pulled up in front of the company lobby.
Elis who felt very neglected was curious. He only sighed after knowing who Andre was waiting for.
“Ternal Hana. I thought their relationship would be over when Hana's identity as Rahardja's son opened last night.” muttered Elis alone.
Elis laughed bitterly, but he did not want to look sad at this early time. So he chose to go and welcome the work he had to do today.
“Welcome to the reality. Looks like I should try to get a heart patch. Not that I'm looking for an escape, but my life deserves the port.”
Elis is no longer young. Perhaps abroad the age of thirty is not old age, but in Indonesia, this is still a conversation if there are women with a mature age who are still single or even do not have a partner. And Andre is not the right candidate to be pursued because really to be with him a rival that must be faced is too heavy.
Seriate…