Leaning Zone
S 2 Addictions
After fainting on the road, falling and bleeding, then cravings that Andre thinks are inhumane now what else will happen to Hana?
HAPPY READING
It was past midnight and Hana was still unable to close her eyes. He just knew the reason why when at Lili's house he was very difficult to close his eyes. It is not a matter of his house, not a matter of his laughter, not his mattress, it turns out that the problem is the absence of people who have been in the same bed for a month. It turns out that Andre who he previously considered as a real disorder his existence makes him dating. Closing his eyes was hard for him.
Last night in a sick stomach and weak body Hana can still sleep soundly when Andre hugs her. Although they only slept on a narrow hospital bed, it did not reduce the comfort of Hana at all. Different from now. Although the mattress, pillows, bolsters, blankets, room temperature regulator, and everything is good quality but still Hana felt uncomfortable because of the absence of Andre. Moreover, now he feels his stomach is cramped again because since then he continues to move to get a comfortable position. Even the position that is claimed to be the best for pregnant women that he is now doing also still does not bring comfort.
“Honey...” Hana rubbed her stomach and tried to talk to a fetus who is still one with this body.
“We rest yes, Daddy is still not home from work because.” said Hana again.
“Actually not only you miss Daddy but Mommy too..” continued Hana later.
Hana very eloquently uses mommy daddy's call for her and Andre. Somehow he was very happy when he imagined the child he contained would later call him this name.
Hana continued to speak while rubbing her stomach until she was startled by the sudden appearance of another hand holding her stomach.
“Andre?” shocked Hana when she realized that Andre suddenly appeared nearby. Hana who was originally tilted now stretched her body.
“Sorry yes, I just got home at this time.” Said Andre while tidying up Hana's hair.
Andre lowered his body to kiss Hana flat stomach before then creeping up to kiss her forehead.
“My work in the office is a lot because a week ago Dika many suspended it,” said Andre who now hugs Hana from the side.
Hana tilted her body again and now made her face Andre directly.
“What are you doing?” astonished Andre as Hana slid her face at the base of the arm. “I have not taken a shower Hana,” continued Andre who felt uncomfortable himself seeing what Hana did.
“Nothing. Doesn't smell either.” Hana was still adamant even though Andre pushed her a little.
“Yes where there are. I kept on drying all day, because Rina came to the office and she continued to flutter not want to be away from her husband. Yes be me who does the work Dika also.”
Andre immediately woke up when Hana suddenly pulled his face. He gently rubbed Hana's head and took a moment to pinch the woman's nose. At first he thought Hana was satisfied with what he was doing, before he realized there was something different about his lover's face.
“Why is your face?” ask Andre when Hana. This woman only resigned when Andre glanced at her. Though usually he will wriggle or at least pull his nose because of the pain due to pinching Andre.
Hana sighed before letting go of her contact with Andre. Seeing Hana suddenly sulking, Andre undoes his intention to immediately take a bath. He then sat down again beside Hana and grabbed her hand for her to hold.
“Why are you, hmm?” although tired, Andre tried to patiently face Hana.
Hana only glared at Andre at a glance before returning to throw her gaze in any direction.
“Hana..”
Andre lowered his body and forced Hana to return his gaze.
Hana nodded again. It was difficult to make his view unlocked with this close position and distance. Even so he seemed to keep trying by continuing to throw his gaze here and there.
“Han, I've been fasting for days, do you want me to not be able to hold back?”
Andre's voice sounded different to make Hana give up and finally inevitably he had to return Andre's gaze. He shook quickly with a horrified look.
“What? What do you want?” todong Andre because he felt very close to the limit of his patience.
“Emmm...” Hana just sighed because she was unable to finish her speech.
“Please Hana, by the way. It's early morning, I need to clean up before I rest. Don't forget that tomorrow I have to work again?”
Hana sighed. He realized he should not be too much, because after all Andre and he is not a legal partner like Rina and Dika.
“Come on Hana. Don't make it difficult for me. I will try to fulfill whatever you want. For you, for our child. So please, don’t make me going crazy,” Andre said in earnest.
Previously he was a little annoyed with Hana, but a little subsided after talking with his aunt about the pregnancy myths that Hana is now experiencing. Plus the chat with Dika in the office earlier, it turns out there are many changes and discomfort of women when experiencing pregnancy. Starting from hormonal changes to changes in body shape that will certainly cause discomfort. So as men the candidates papa tak
it can be selfish and inflict all these insecurities on behalf of nature as a woman.
“Andre..”.
“What Hana...” Hana's voice managed to resuscitate Andre from his daydream.
“I'm just talking about this, but I know the answer really can't. But I'm okay really. The point is I just want to tell you.”
“Honey, tell me what. Don't just conclude, while you're not talking to me yet.”
Hana sighed. Yes yes too. His inner.
Hana looked at Andre and tried to get rid of all the unpleasant feelings. “Actually I also want to come wherever you go,” said Hana finally.
Andre seemed quite surprised by what Hana just said. He knows Hana has no one, so it makes sense that in times when he feels uncomfortable wanting to always be close to her. Because now only Andre can rely on Hana, especially when there is a child Andre in the womb.
“But Ndre, I don't expect much you can realize what I want, especially with our unmarried status.” Hurriedly Hana continued her words. He did not want Andre to be dizzy because of his desire.
Andre helps Hana to wake up and then brings Hana's thin body into his arms.
“No need to think, because I know that sometimes what we want is not what we have to get. So it's just me but don't take it as your burden. Because I'm sure it will be fine even if you can't grant it,” Hana said before drowning her face.
Andre tightened his embrace on Hana. “I'm sorry Hana. I'm sorry that I can't help myself so I have to bring you into this uncomfortable situation.”
Hana shook her head and rubbed Andre's back. “It’s okay Andre. This is my destiny. So I live my best.”
“But if I can be patient to first justify you and not put forward *****, maybe now it can't be like this.”
Hana pulled her body from Andre's embrace. He felt Andre was very sorry for what happened to them this time. He was afraid if Andre suddenly changed his mind and did not want the child in the womb again.
Hana's lips trembled as she looked at Andre who had a face full of regret.
“Andre...” Hana hangs her words because her lips are shaking violently. He bit his lips to relieve his nervousness and reduce his shakes.
“Do you regret that he showed up too soon?”
Seriate…