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This is the first time Hana believes in love, as well as the unconditional love of her mother for her. So that he dared to risk everything for Andre to stay side by side with him.
Andre's decision to take him to live with Hana was welcomed willingly. Although he felt awkward, but he did not know what kind of life he would face if Andre was not beside him. Indeed, this cannot be justified even if it is for what reason, but Hana promised in her heart not to repeat the same mistake again.
“Darling, you don't worry. We still have common sense that I'm sure if it disappears there's still a heart that can control itself."
Hana gasped at hearing every word Andre said. Although he is not sure of his lover's commitment, at least there is a business process.
“That time, you couldn't hold me back then because I dominated you. But not anymore. We walk together, we walk on mutual agreement, not on my one-sided will,” Andre said solemnly.
Hana was silent. Only seriousness that he saw now, but honestly could not negate the doubt.
“I will not be forced into anything I will do to you now until later. Hold me if I delay, yes.” Andre had kissed Hana's hand before looking back into the face of his lover.
“So what's the point?” ask Hana at last.
Andre sighed. “That's why I'm going to take you to live together, but we're going back home not to the apartment,” break up.
“Then?”
“If we stay at home, we don't just stay together. There is a lot to take care of and do. With more people staying, it's likely that we'll do things at will to be minimized, although it may feel uncomfortable at first, but I'm sure we'll be ordinary, and it's indeed the best I think.”
"I agree..."
"Yes, I have to agree."
Both corners of Hana's lips were attracted instantly while Andre just without hesitation even singled out laughter. Hana who did not understand what Andre was laughing also laughed without knowing why.
This is the great love, making people infected with the virus will go crazy without being clear why. After each was satisfied with an indecisive laugh, Andre finally returned to running his car.
“Han..”.
“Hmm..”
“What can you cook?”
Andre's random question made Hana spontaneously turn to look at him for a moment. Beside him he found Andre who was still focused with his steering wheel.
“Why?” instead of answering Andre's question, Hana returned to feed the question.
“The cook is tired no heck?” ask Andre again.
“Actually you want to say what?”
“I like to think you're fit again cook.”
“The thing?”
“I like you cook.”
“Like me to cook do I like my cooking?”
“Like you..”
Hana grunts and throws her face away. Andre spoke with a flat face but immediately made Hana misbehave without wanting to wait any longer.
“In front there is a sweet martabak, can yes.” when Andre was random, now Hana is also not on track anymore.
“You want?” asked Andre while looking at Hana. It seems he has no idea at all when Hana just made a mistake by him.
Hana nodded as the two gazes momentarily clashed. He immediately pulled the car over where Hana had asked before.
“What do you want to top?” andre asked, taking off his seat belt.
“I want all,” said Hana.
Andre held Hana down when this woman also wanted to take off her seat belt as well. “You just wait here, let me go down,” continued Andre explained.
Hana's speechless. Only the breath and the heartbeat are signs of life. Being treated like this is still a threat to Hana. There is almost no distance between the two, but every touch of Andre always makes his chest tempestuous.
Andre came out after taking the time to scoop up Hana's lips before going out to buy her what she asked for. Hana slowly held onto the chest that was holding an orchestra inside. It felt rumbling and rowdy as if there was a big celebration inside.
Not long after, Andre had walked back to his car. Hana reflexes lowered her car glass to welcome her lover.
“Mana?” hana asked as she realized Andre was back empty-handed.
“Still made. You no longer tell me to wait until it's there, right?”
Hana grimaced, she immediately opened the door before then grabbed Andre's arm and took a look at him when the two were already outside. Of course this makes Andre surprised by Hana's unusual behavior. Even now Hana is also leaning her head.
Hana nodded without raising her head.
“I love you..” said Andre while changing position so embrace the skinny body Hana.
“I also..” reply Hana who resigned when her position was changed.
“Why are you skinny once?” asked Andre while pressing his shoulders up to Hana's arm.
“My body from the beginning is as early as this.”
“No plans you gedein?”
“Nevent,” replied Hana briefly.
“Why?” it seems that Andre is not satisfied with Hana's answer.
“Why?” repeated Hana who was surprised at the protest she received.
Andre let go of his embrace and cupped Hana's face. “I'm just afraid you're torturing yourself too much to take care of your body. Thoughts..”
“Padahan?” reset Hana.
Andre pinched briefly both of Hana's cheeks before returning to cupping her. “Han, you mean the world to me, and.”.
Hana's lips trembled as it held a strong pull on both of her lips. “And...” repeat to ask Andre to continue his speech.
“And I love you unconditionally.
“Mmmm...” Hana's strangulation was held back by the shattering of happiness she felt instantly. He released both hands of Andre from his face and splashed into the arms of his lover. But only a second before he released it again.
“I don't believe,” Hana said suddenly.
“What is still lacking proof?”
“I have nothing Andre, so what can make me sure that you really want me?”
Andre sighed. He then pulled back Hana and rubbed her lover's head which he had resting on her chest. “According to you, what advantages can I get from our relationship?” Andre asked back.
Hana's speechless.
“Try to mention, what will I gain from our relationship?” press Andre again. He was deliberately pressing his lover was thickening right now.
Hana pulled her head and straightened her body later. “What?”
“Iya what? Try to explain that I am not sincere alias there is a mode of contact with you,” challenge Andre again.
Hana shakes. “I don't know.” It seems Hana has given up.
“Yes no Hana.” Andre pulls Hana again to get closer to him.
“What's your foreign language ability down now?” asked Andre again with the distance of his two faces very close.
Hana bit her lip. In a face like this with a distance as close as this makes the orchestra in the presence of rumbles again.
“It seems I need to take you to continue beside me as Dika did with Rina,” Andre said with a focus that has been directed at a point that has always been an opium for him all this time.
“You mean?” lirih Hana who was actually just a distraction from the nervousness that attacked her now.
Andre's breathing sounded heavy. Knowing what Andre was going to do, Hana was only able to close her eyes.
"Excuse me..."
Andre and Hana each distanced his body and with original movements both smoothed out each of his appearances. Andre had a glimpse of Hana before turning to look at the person who was now approaching the two.
“My order?” asked Andre when he saw a young man carrying 3 boxes of sweet martabak in his hand.
“Iya..” replied the young man.
“Before...” Groped his pockets, Andre just remembered that he had no cash at all. “Duh, I forgot to bring cash, is there an ATM near here?” andre asked the young man.
“That, across there is Pak.” The young man pointed to a point where the ATM machine was located.
"Wait a minute, huh." said Andre before walking towards the ATM machine across the street.
While waiting for Andre to return, Hana decided to accept the martabak that she asked for earlier. He laughed a little at the 3 boxes that have now changed hands on him. His original request was easily granted so how could Andre be like this if there was no love for him.
Actually he didn't really want the martabak. He just wanted to talk because Andre who easily made it drift up to the difficulty to just find a foothold.
Seriate…