JUST MISS

JUST MISS
Chapters. 11


The breeze of the night wind blew fiercely, stroking every hair I deliberately stall.


Flickering lights are able to heal the wounds of my heart due to the treatment of Vanya earlier.


The slap was really very hard, to make the tip of my lips again bleed again.


I lifted my head up, leaning my head on the back of the chair.


I looked straight at the sky with the naked eye. Look at the stars flashing up there.


“Why is it so hard to like and love someone? Though only capitalizing on feelings,” mumbled.


I closed my eyes while taking a deep breath. Calm down.


Drrtt....


The phone I put on the table rang. I picked it up and saw the incoming message.


“Lo gapapa right?”


I cringed confused. I don't know who sent this message to me.


Even the name listed, it looks like a pseudonym.


Heroes.


“Lo who?”


I replied back to the message, and not long before I got back the reply.


“Lo don't need to know. I see all Vanya treatment earlier, I will help you by sending all the evidence I have to Alden.”


I widened my eyes wide. It was just me and Vanya CS in the bathroom.


But who is he?


“Whatever you are, I beg you not to interfere with any evidence you have to Alden. He has nothing to do with this.”


I don't know who he is. Is he a stalker?


I opened my phone immediately when a message came in.


“Lo is wrong if Alden thinks it has nothing to do with Vanya's treatment today. You have to remember the reason Vanya slapped you today because you are one step closer to Alden.”


My mind again remembered the incident in the bathroom. I also remembered Vanya's sharp words to me.


The ferocious look on his face made me shudder again in fear if I remembered it.


I turned off my phone, put it on the nightstand.


I let out a heavy sigh, returning to the original position of looking at the sky with the naked eye.


I closed my eyes again to enjoy the breeze, which I knew was not good for my health.


I don't know why God created hearts and feelings,


When the heart and feelings are often hurt, the,


I don't understand why God created people in pairs,


If in fact liking someone to be invited to pair is very difficult and painful.


***


Tok...


I woke up when I heard the knocking a few times.


I yawned and stretched my body.


“Honey, there's Alden under you,”


Alden's.


I don't know why, my heart wants to see him,


But my body is not.


“Nada no longer feel good ma, tell him to go home aja.” My answer.


“Yaudah you rest, mama make breakfast first.” He said before he finally left my room.


I grabbed the phone that was on the nightstand, and turned it on because I turned it off last night.


Just now my phone is on, now many notifications have appeared.


I saw some names that purposely spammed a chat with me last night.


Alden Pramudya 64


Ella ♡ 16


Alden's. His name came out today. It comes at the very top of my Line app.


My mind was very curious when I saw the chat Alden sent last time,


“You hid something?” 23:45


What time did he sleep last night?


I was shocked when there was another knock on the door.


“Tone to rest ma,” says I'm lazy.


Kreeks....


The door sounds open. I immediately changed my sleeping position to sit.


Proportionately tall men came in, wearing white shirts and black jeans.


“How are you?” Ask


What am I supposed to do?


He kept walking closer to me, and then sat on the bed with me.


I just nodded without replying to her words.


“So mama you told me to make your mouth medicine, so I can't refuse,”


Aish, mommy...


I shook my head, “Gue can be alone.” While reaching for the medicine box below.


I was shocked when his hand held my hand. He gently caressed my right hand, looking at me.


I just looked down, without daring to look at his face.


I just feel guilty.


“Nad, look me in the eye,” he said gently.


I didn't break his words.


“Just a minute,”.


I don't know, I just follow it. I raised my head and looked at Alden's eyes.


I could see in his eyes, a deep disappointment in me, even though he kept smiling when he looked at me.


“You know that I hate lies the most?” said it.


Degs...


My heart felt slapped by Alden's words.


I'm not lying, I'm just hiding something from him.


Kreeks...


The sound of the bottle cap accompanied the silence of this space. I just kept quiet, not answering Alden's words.


I can see that he grabbed a cotton swab and taped it to the wound-cleaning medicine.


He brought his face closer to my wounded lip.


His hands gently cleaned my mouth wound skillfully.


Even the breath I can feel.


His smile had not faded, even though I had hurt his heart repeatedly. It makes me feel more sick.


“Why do you still care? Even after I was reminished lo from yesterday.” I asked her to keep looking at her.


Alden continued to clean the wound in my mouth, before finally switching to administering wound medicine.


“Because I love you,” he replied.


There was a part of my heart that floated upon hearing the answer Alden gave.


Alden had never expressed his affection for me before. This is his first time.


I couldn't say anything, even turning away from looking at her I couldn't.


“Then from that, I just want you to be honest with me.” Continue by looking deeply into my two eyes.


We ended up looking at each other without saying a word.


***


ALDEN POV


Now I was alone in Nada's room. Are you asking where Nada is?


One minute ago, Nada came down to pick up a drink for me in her kitchen. He didn't tell me to come down with him. I only agreed to his request.


A few minutes ago, there was a part of me that was relieved. Maybe because I told her I loved her.


I turned my gaze for a moment on the phone Tone that kept vibrating.


I stared at him from a distance, but the phone did not stop shaking.


There was a curiosity in me. I decided to take the phone Nada placed carelessly on the bed.


Heroes.


I scrunched my forehead after reading the name that was plastered on the Nada phone notification.


Who her?


Is Nada close to anyone else?


I grew curious when I saw the last message sent by the name of heroes on the number Tone.


“Quickly or later Alden will know everything. Wait time only,”


Did he mention my name?


What the hell is it?


My curiosity peaked after seeing my name mentioned in the text of the message. I grabbed Nada's phone, then opened a chat between Heroes and Nada.


Good thing Nada's phone doesn't use any password so I can just open the phone.


Heroes 34's


That much did he send a message to Nada?


I immediately read the message between them starting from above.


Reading every word he wrote there, while asking in mind what is the meaning of all this?


Kreeks...


I looked up after hearing the door open. Tone entered hurriedly when I saw me who was carrying his phone.


He put two glasses of water on the nightstand, then came up to me and took back his phone.


He seems to understand what I'm doing with his phone.


His face seemed to hold back anger because there was something I had opened there.


“Not mean you are here alone, you can open my privacy thing.” Said cold.


His eyes radiated anger.


Here, who should be angry?


Didn't I? Which he has been deceiving all day.


“Why didn't you say?” Ask her.


Shits..


He let out his tears. Why is my life filled with drama like this today, God?


“Stop cares about me! We are not who – who Den!” Loud screams.


If it can be described how I feel right now, it might be more like a glass plate being thrown.


Crushed and crushed.


I stood up and approached him. I looked into both of his eyes deeply.


“Then, what do I have to do to belong to you completely?” I asked out loud.


My emotions can no longer hold. Now Nada is just silent not to return my words.


“Lo want status?!” Ask me again in a loud voice.


“Gue can marry you now Nad! I can get pregnant too. That way, I can have authority over your life, right?!” I said it out loud.


I could see the look on his face that was getting angrier after hearing what I said just a moment ago.


Plakkc...


I closed my eyes after getting a loud slap from Nada's hand.


I adjusted my breath while regretting my every treatment and words earlier.


I opened my eyes and looked at Nada. I took his hand, but he just patted.


I could see Nada stepping away from me. He opened the balcony window and stood there.


I breathed, “I was wrong. I'm sorry.” My words are full of slippage.


There is no lawfulness.


I stepped closer to Nada who was standing in front of the balcony door.


Now I was standing right behind Nada who was staring at the outside view from the top of her room.


I let out a breath. Now he's really turned his back on me. He just kept quiet without giving me any response.


I encouraged myself to move closer to him.


I hugged him from behind. I tightened it even more as Nada continued to thrash.


“I don't want to lose someone precious to me a second time. I beg you,” my lips while continuing to hug him.


Slowly the body of Nada was no longer struggling. There's a sense of relief, there's,


“I beg Nad.” Continue while closing my eyes.


There's no answer.


“I'd rather see someone else hurt myself, than see you hurt someone else.” My next.


“Why aren't you honest with me?” I ask once again.


Tone took off our embrace. He looked at me and looked at me with his eyes.


“I'm afraid,” he replied in a raucous voice.


I scrunched my forehead. What is he afraid of?


“You're afraid why?” My toot.


Tone took a breath before finally speaking. He looked at me with a sad look.


“I'm afraid that he'll come and slap me again. Please stay away from me.”