Isekai Creations
Vol. 04 Chapters. 49: Trauma ?

I can use magic without the need for a magic wand. With all sorts of magic, I was able to flatten all the monsters that were in front of me.

However, just as I was about to use magic with a magic wand, I suddenly couldn't cast my magic. Like, there was something blocking the magic energy from inside me to come out.

"Are you done, brother?!"

"Yes, but this is weird. How could I not do that in class."

"Well, I don't know either. But, obviously, never sleep in class again!"

"Well?!"

"I understand why you get bored easily in the classroom, but everything needs to be learned. No matter how well you master magic without neatness, if you can't keep up with the developments around you, then it's just as useless."

"......"

This time I was scolded by my brother. Well it's true if I never learned about how to cast magic using a magic wand. Yep! That's of course! I didn't learn it because I can cast magic without a magic wand! Why do people today make things difficult?!

"Lake....?" while we were walking around in a dungeon, we suddenly found a lake with a decoration of plants that spread to the area around the lake.

"If I were a kid, Brother would definitely invite me to swim there."

Well, right, childhood is beautiful.

"Rleas?"

"Hmm..?"

"What if we... soak for a moment?" I don't know what I'm saying! I really want to swim in the lake but.... How could I take off my clothes in front of Rleas who had grown up beside me! If he was a kid, I wouldn't think long of taking my shirt off in front of him. I even took her to shower together, but now.....

"No, thanks.."

Well, you're right. Shit, this is embarrassing! Why did I suddenly say that to him!

"I'll be on my guard. If you want to soak, please," said Rleas with a very flat look and left myself alone in this lake.

He went to the passageway located in front of where the lake was located.

He really left me alone.

What kind of sister is she!

Well though, I appreciate his actions. Aah, I'm sure if Rleas thinks of me there. What's possible, he'll.well, forget it. I better wash my body and go on our way back.

"Fresh?"

"Well, that was refreshing!!! Although, I'm a little worried if you'll see me while I shower."

"...."

"By the way, you didn't think strangely of me just now, did you?!"

"...."

"Java!!!!"

"Huh?" As I shouted towards him, he just fell silent while placing his palm onto my head. Then he rubbed my head and said....

"Never go wild with another man. We don't know their nature. Big brother could be in danger of taking a bath if I wasn't with you."

Scolded again?! It's weird, why does Rleas scold me so much? As I recall I never scolded her just yet.

"Hey, holding the head of the person older than you is, it's rude! You'd be labeled as a pile of trash if you did it to a woman other than myself."

"It won't," said Rleas with a faint smile.

"Well?!" what is this, does he... secretly have a girlfriend?! It's true, lately I rarely talk to him. Moreover, when this Kingdom is resurrected. I was busy taking care of the peace in my Kingdom until I forgot to spend time with my sisters.

So that's why he seduced me? She used me as a guinea pig before in the end, she practiced her with her boyfriend.

We continue our journey. Tracing every hallway, we did not know it was dark. Maybe this is the impact of us carrying a lot of supplies before leaving to explore the dungeon.

Until we were contacted by Layha, we realized that the night had come. When he contacted me, there was a furious tone from his voice. I think he'll scold us if we don't get home soon.

In the past, even though the night had come, if I had not been satisfied with my adventure, I would not have stopped until my mission was completed. Although, the day has changed.

But now, because Layha is now like my real mother, she has become more protective of me. Late for dinner for a second, he would definitely scold me. Well, like that.

Automatically, as he contacted me with a seemingly angry tone, the two of us immediately returned using the teleportation portal I had taken out.

"Because of this you did not get a partner, Zerlicia," when I arrived, I had not had time to greet Layha and the others at the dinner table, Layha had rambled first.

"I'm sorry?"

"Sweat, smell, not femininity, you, are more apt to be called a man than a woman!"

"Ughh, whatever."

"Zerlicia, I still hope to have you give me a grandchild."

"......"

"If you want to hold a grandchild, I'll give you a grandchild, but not now! I'm not ready to be a wife!"

"Then, until when are you going to postpone your marriage? Isn't there a Mom who also hopes to see you happy with the people you care about?"

"Ugh..."

"Different from us being unable to age, the mother of the parlour has turned 58 you know?" I-i understand....

"I understand! It's just.... I'm still...."

Again, Layha always talked about this when we had dinner together. At a long table, we had a large family, eating together in the palace dining room.

"You also agree with me, don't you, Mother Home?" woah, he's looking for supporters.

"If I could earn an income, it's true that I'd always wish to see the future of the children I foster. I want to see, they have a happy future. I want to see them live happily in their little family."

"No..."

Shit, I got cornered?!

"Yes! I understand!! You think that kid can be bought cheaply?!"

Damn argh, I lost my control.

"Eat your food!"

"Suddenly I felt full. I want to sleep!"

"Zerily?!" everyone close to me seemed worried about me.

Especially, Lein, Wayra, Hana, and Ryspa.

"Wait!"

"Mn?" as I was about to leave the room, Hana stood up and walked over to me.

"Why?"

"I don't know what to do but, I think, I should have comforted you. So...." oh, he wants to be useful as a slave huh? Funny thing.

"That's not necessary. You just finish your dinner."

"But...!!"

"You know, Zerlicia. How will you conceive if you keep flirting with women like a playboy?"

"Shut up!!!"

I walked over and left Hana alone standing in the dining room as they were all eating dinner.

"Well, he's gone."

"Archela, am I being too rude to her?"

"Well, maybe, strictly speaking, Zerlicia was a wild girl as long as she grew up to this day. Since losing both of her parents, she seems unattached by something. So he's free to do this and that. Until when you came into his life, he was restrained by your words, Layha. Even though I understand your desire to babysit, it doesn't mean that you can pressure her to such an extent. Not even Mother of the parlour had ever suppressed Zerlicia until she felt constrained."

"After all, this was your fault from the beginning. I just want to be a normal girl. Pregnant, raising my own son, then seeing himself growing. I want to be a normal mom!"

"Then why don't you get pregnant again?"

"Huh?! How could?! I can't love a man other than Azn! And also, I love Azn because of your compulsion. If I hadn't been forced by you, this kingdom wouldn't have woken up and Zerlicia wouldn't be in this world!"

"That can't happen!!!" The mother suddenly shouted.

"I know it! On the other hand I was happy with what Archela did for the sake of my descendants but, on the other hand it was also, I was disappointed that I could not take care of my biological children!"

"...."

"I just want to be a normal mom!"

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It is hard for me to find a partner. All the men I could call an acquaintance, just as acquaintances of fellow adventurers. In addition, they all have their own partners.

It's annoying.

Moreover, I can't use the child of my strange relationship with Fristca, damn, I don't really care about Layha but, Mother of the house also wishes happiness over me. How can I make her happy before in the end, she will leave me forever.

Whatever it is, I don't want to choose the wrong partner. I'm sick of all the relationships that, in the end, will only turn into regret.